Crush Suggestion - Tumblr Posts

I'd watch the same movies over and over again if it meant spending time with her

getting to see her pretty face in person is a luxury i wish i could experience more often

sucks she lives across a river from me and our boyfriend :[

yeah a crush is cool and all, but have you ever had a "crush" that doesn't feel like a crush? you wake up every morning thinking about them, look forward to meeting them next, waiting impatiently to see them, a constant replay of them in your head. if you go too long, even a day, without meeting them, there's this inexplainable sadness that creeps inside me. the little touches make you feel warm. never electric. just warm. always anticipating their texts, the little comments they make linger in my mind the rest of the day. the week even. endless staring and staring and staring. unconciously. subtly, i try. the eye contact. god, the eye contact. it feels like the even the milliseconds multiply into milliseconds. my heart stops. but the thing that convinces me that it isn't a crush is the "butterflies". there was never once that feeling when you look at them, it's peaceful, and it's like your breath just catches in your chest, and the seconds seem to stretch on a little. i don't have a clue on what im saying. and what this is. it only seems to grow with time.