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A heavy head, a heavy heart.

This is some sad shit! so please be warned before you read this. suicide and other stuff like that are mentioned. This is a 100% self-vent thing but sometimes other people find comfort in other people's pain.

So do be warned and well.... keep on reading I guess, if you want to

Deep breaths, body shivering, nails digging into skin and tears falling from flushed cheeks. The cold of the stone wall pressed against sweaty back, hoping to cool down. Face rubbed raw, as hand wipped at the tears, oh so despreted to get rid of them all. The only thing that made it worse was the whispers, the whispers of hate, the whispers of lies and so much more, the mind they entered only filling up more and more. Feeling of arms, coldness of metal, warmth of bodies and soft kind whispers entered their mind, pushing away the lies, the hate.

"It's alright, sweet. we are right here"

"Can you focus on us, little one?"

A soft hum was heard, being pulled away from the wall, a chest against their back, legs being pushed to each side, tight being pushed under them. Other hands grabbed their own, pulling them away from the tears-stained face, finally being able to look at the now 3 people sitting around them. Soft eyes looking at their broken down stay, they just wanted to curl up and just not have to look at them.

"Please, little one, just look at us. It's alright to cry and feel you just don't want anything at all. To feel selfish and just end it, but please let us be selfish and keep you at our side."

Shacking their head, they begin to trash around in their hold, but Cumulus wouldn't let them, sitting behind them, she held on tightly. She smelled the blood in the air, fresh and new, wounds that were their own doing. Cirrus took hold of their tights to keep them from rolling out of their grip, hands rubbing circles to help them call down, as staring at the leaking lines on their arms, red dripping on the stones below them. A sad whine left her mouth, leaning into them, wanting to take away their pain so badly.

Sunshine was staring at those wounds from the start, tears spilled from her eyes, as soon as she saw them. Did they really hate themselves that much, so much that they would destroy themselves to feel a crap of something they used to? Taking hold of their wrists, she pressed one of their hands against the metal of her mask, hoping to cool them down. But all it did was make them cry harder, hiccups soon joining in, broken sobs, ripping the ghouletts hearts apart.

"It's alright, we are right here, we aren't going any were."

Cumulus pressed her face into their neck, Sunshine nodded, leaning into their side.

"Yeah, we love you too much to make you go through this alone, sweet thing."

"We mean it, little one, we can't let you go through this alone. I love you so much, we all do."

Cumulus softly whispered to them to take deep breaths, and slowly they did, intertwining their fingers with Sunshine and resting their other hand on top of Cirrus. Blood slid down and over the two ghouletts hands, but they didn't care they were happy they slowly started to call down. Eyes opening, tears still on the edge of them, but not spilling, Cumulus lifted her head, pressing a soft kiss against their cheek. Ragged breath turned to slow and deep ones, as they relaxed back into her, letting their head rest on her shoulder, looking up at the ceiling. Squeezing the other goullets hands, they sat up, sunshine kissing their jawline, softly purring coming from her chest.

"I just... I just don't to live anymore, everything feels so heavy. Everything hurts my body, my thoughts, and everything. I.. I... I just don't know how to pull myself through anymore. You are the only ones that keep me from just, jumping off the edge. My own thoughts are working against me, eating at me alive. Food just has no taste for me anymore and I just want to throw everything up. I'm sorry.... I just-"

Tears fell again, turning their head away from them, Cirrus leans forwards, taking hold of their face, guiding it to look at her.

"And we want to pull you out if you would just let us."

"But I don't want to be a burden!"

"You will never be a burden, little one."

A whine left their mouth, giving up, the strength leaving them, as they nod, sinking in on themselves. the three women quickly made work, pulling away from the human before Cirrus picked them up and rushed off to their room. With words of praise, they cleaned them up, putting them in clean clothing before diving into bed. Their head on Cumulus shoulder, Sunshine between their legs head on their chest, and Cirrus laying against them from the other side, head on their shoulder. Showering them with kisses and soft loving whispers

Maybe, just maybe, everything will be alright.

A heavy head, a heavy heart.

This is some sad shit! so please be warned before you read this. suicide and other stuff like that are mentioned. This is a 100% self-vent thing but sometimes other people find comfort in other people's pain.

So do be warned and well.... keep on reading I guess, if you want to

Deep breaths, body shivering, nails digging into skin and tears falling from flushed cheeks. The cold of the stone wall pressed against sweaty back, hoping to cool down. Face rubbed raw, as hand wipped at the tears, oh so despreted to get rid of them all. The only thing that made it worse was the whispers, the whispers of hate, the whispers of lies and so much more, the mind they entered only filling up more and more. Feeling of arms, coldness of metal, warmth of bodies and soft kind whispers entered their mind, pushing away the lies, the hate.

"It's alright, sweet. we are right here"

"Can you focus on us, little one?"

A soft hum was heard, being pulled away from the wall, a chest against their back, legs being pushed to each side, tight being pushed under them. Other hands grabbed their own, pulling them away from the tears-stained face, finally being able to look at the now 3 people sitting around them. Soft eyes looking at their broken down stay, they just wanted to curl up and just not have to look at them.

"Please, little one, just look at us. It's alright to cry and feel you just don't want anything at all. To feel selfish and just end it, but please let us be selfish and keep you at our side."

Shacking their head, they begin to trash around in their hold, but Cumulus wouldn't let them, sitting behind them, she held on tightly. She smelled the blood in the air, fresh and new, wounds that were their own doing. Cirrus took hold of their tights to keep them from rolling out of their grip, hands rubbing circles to help them call down, as staring at the leaking lines on their arms, red dripping on the stones below them. A sad whine left her mouth, leaning into them, wanting to take away their pain so badly.

Sunshine was staring at those wounds from the start, tears spilled from her eyes, as soon as she saw them. Did they really hate themselves that much, so much that they would destroy themselves to feel a crap of something they used to? Taking hold of their wrists, she pressed one of their hands against the metal of her mask, hoping to cool them down. But all it did was make them cry harder, hiccups soon joining in, broken sobs, ripping the ghouletts hearts apart.

"It's alright, we are right here, we aren't going any were."

Cumulus pressed her face into their neck, Sunshine nodded, leaning into their side.

"Yeah, we love you too much to make you go through this alone, sweet thing."

"We mean it, little one, we can't let you go through this alone. I love you so much, we all do."

Cumulus softly whispered to them to take deep breaths, and slowly they did, intertwining their fingers with Sunshine and resting their other hand on top of Cirrus. Blood slid down and over the two ghouletts hands, but they didn't care they were happy they slowly started to call down. Eyes opening, tears still on the edge of them, but not spilling, Cumulus lifted her head, pressing a soft kiss against their cheek. Ragged breath turned to slow and deep ones, as they relaxed back into her, letting their head rest on her shoulder, looking up at the ceiling. Squeezing the other goullets hands, they sat up, sunshine kissing their jawline, softly purring coming from her chest.

"I just... I just don't to live anymore, everything feels so heavy. Everything hurts my body, my thoughts, and everything. I.. I... I just don't know how to pull myself through anymore. You are the only ones that keep me from just, jumping off the edge. My own thoughts are working against me, eating at me alive. Food just has no taste for me anymore and I just want to throw everything up. I'm sorry.... I just-"

Tears fell again, turning their head away from them, Cirrus leans forwards, taking hold of their face, guiding it to look at her.

"And we want to pull you out if you would just let us."

"But I don't want to be a burden!"

"You will never be a burden, little one."

A whine left their mouth, giving up, the strength leaving them, as they nod, sinking in on themselves. the three women quickly made work, pulling away from the human before Cirrus picked them up and rushed off to their room. With words of praise, they cleaned them up, putting them in clean clothing before diving into bed. Their head on Cumulus shoulder, Sunshine between their legs head on their chest, and Cirrus laying against them from the other side, head on their shoulder. Showering them with kisses and soft loving whispers

Maybe, just maybe, everything will be alright.