Dialovers Subaru - Tumblr Posts
Hello ! I hope that you're doing well ! :) I saw that your requests were open, so I came to ask if I could get a diabolik lovers match-up ?
I am a pansexual, 18y.o girl, and I'm an arts and social sciences student. Depending on the MBTI test, I can be an INFJ or an INFP, so I will try to describe myself a little so you can have a better idea of who I am :)
I draw and photography a lot, and I love baking, playing piano and reading. I also love sleeping and taking naps, but I try not to do it too much. I consider myself as a pretty good student, and am being kind of a mom friend from time to time.
My friends describe me as a gifted listener to which they like looking for for advices (which makes me really happy as I love helping people !), and usually say that I am pretty good at reading and analyzing them. I tend to never get angry at anyone, and try my best to be the most understanding and forgiving as possible. In fact, I don't really show any of my negative emotions despite being extremely sensitive because of my self counsciousness and in fear of annoying people or being rejected.
I am mostly positive, but I also love dark humour and can appear to be extremely cynical when annoyed. I also can be a little sensitive to criticism and can get really hurt by physical rejection, and when I get hurt, despite wanting to communicate, I tend to just stay silent to process my own emotions and try to calm myself down, which can be taken as ignoring for some people.
When it comes to my looks, I have long (waist level), curly red hair (natural hehe !) And blue eyes. I have a lot of freckles, am around 5'feet tall (small bean). I am pretty curvy, but not really plus-sized; I just have wide hips and generous chest haha ! I don't have a definite style, but my main aesthetics would be dark and light academia, with a bit of grunge when I'm feeling like it.
Now some trivia infos :)
My favourite colours are peach, lavander and turquoise.
My favourite food is almond baklawa.
I am considered as chaotic good.
I am really caring, and love to pamper the people that I love. I also love being pampered but never really dare to ask for it-
(Nsfw) obviously a sub haha, but more on the obedient side, so not a brat at all
I hope it will be enough informations for you :) thank you for reading me, and I wish you a nice day ! :)
Hi! I'm doing fine, thank you! I match you with:
Subaru Sakamaki

You are the light in Subaru's gloomy life.
Your efforts to try to stay positive lift his spirits and he always has to fight back a smÃle while interacting with you.
I imagine at first, him rejecting any kindness from you (despite desperately craving it) would hurt you very much. Your silence would be mistaken for anger and in those moments Subaru would leave you alone to cool off. It would be left to you to come to him and talk things out. Which wouldn't be the easiest thing considering how stubborn he can be.
So yeah, the start of your relationship is pretty rough.
But when you two learn to read each other, which would be easier for you considering what you wrote in your ask, you'll become the most important person in his life.
Give him time and don't be afraid to talk things out with him and he'll learn what to do in what situations. When you need him to talk or when you need him to leave. Communication is key in your relationship.
Subaru would feel extremely guilty if he ever hurt you. Physically or emotionally. He refuses to drink from you and tries to keep his temper under control. You've never got angry at him and you were nothing but kind to him and he almost feels like he doesn't deserve you. Almost. He feels a little selfish for keeping you to himself, but this time, he allows himself to be selfish.
Sometimes this poor boy needs to vent to someone. Despite his hard exterior, there's a lot of trauma going on in there, and sometimes he just needs to let it out. Please listen to him. You don't have to give him advice, he wouldn't know what to do with it anyway, just be there for him and hold him, if he asks for it in a grumble with light pink dusting his pale cheeks.
Sometimes at night, Subaru will ask you to read to him, because he finds your voice soothing. He might ask you to play as well, he admires your talent. And don't get me started on if you would show him your art. He would be in awe. But don't photograph him, he doesn't like that. He never knows what to do with his face.