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Babydoll-Dominic Fike
You see dominic at a party after your breakup.
WARNINGS:mentions of smut,angst,cheating,swearing,that's it really.
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"What if I don't wanna go?" You said,annoyed,your best friend Jenna was trying to convince you to go to a party tonight. "Trust me you want to go" Jenna said, you sighed and after a WHILE of conving you hung up the phone with a "Fine! pick me up in half an hour." "AHH deal! see you soon babes." Jenna hung up excitedly. After getting ready, you sat on your couch,waiting for Jenna. You suddenly get a text that says "I'm outside love". You get up and leave. Once you're inside Jenna's car you start talking about life,work and the desperate need for you to suddenly go to this party. "So why the sudden need for me to go this party?" You questioned Jenna. "Well...you're so busy with work lately,you need a break." She replied,looking nervous. You brushed it off and continued to talk about other things.
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You two finally arrived at the party and step foot inside the door. Jenna turns to you and says "You look hot by the way" you were wearing a red lace top with a black skirt and boots. "Thanks,you too". You and Jenna scoped out the party,said hi to a few people and got some drinks. Once you were finally a little chill and settled Jenna looked at you with a serious look and said "Ok I have to tell you the truth." You looked surprised, "About what?" She took a deep breath and said "The reason I asked you to come to the party is because Dominic is here." Your eyes widened "Jenna what the fuck?" Your tone became serious,stern. "I know I'm sorry but-" You cut her off "No but's. You know I don't wanna see him right now. Not after what happened."What happened: You and Dominic were serious for 3 years,until a year ago,you walk into your shared apartment to find Dominic's head buried in between some girls legs after one of his tours,since then you cut off all contact.Your eyes start to wander looking for him in the crowd of people,till finally,you find him. He grew out his blonde hair,now his curls are visible. He seems healthier,happier. Your eyes start to tear up,you look at Jenna and with your voice cracking you say "Sorry,I have to go to the restroom" "Y/N wait!!" you hear Jenna call after you. Rushing through the sea of people you happen to bump into Dominic. You quickly mumble a "sorry" and continue on your way. Dominic sees the tears in your eyes and stops Jenna going after you. "What happened?" he questioned,worry in his eyes. "She saw you and...I don't know.She started crying" Jenna said. "You should talk to her". and with that,Dominic was now following you to the restroom.
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Sitting on the floor,hearing the mumbled 'Whatever She Wants' playing outside the wood door. Your mind starts replaying the memory. Her head thrown back in pleasure,screaming the name only you called him,Dom,or so you thought. Hearing him respond with the name only he called you "you're so pretty,babydoll" or so you thought.Suddenly, a knock, takes you out of your haze. "Y/N open the door" the familiar voice haunts your ears. "Go away Dominic" your voice cold. Dominic flinches at this,"Please just open the door". You don't know what it was,who it was, but something made you give up all your morals,as soon as you heard the panic and worry in his voice,you opened the door. "Babydoll,what's wrong?" Dominic kneels down and goes to cup your face in his hands. "Don't call me that." you turn your head away from his hold, he sits down next you and watched as you wipe tears away from your face. He looks down,hands in his lap and he mutters a "How've you been?" You scoff and reply "how do you think? asshole" "Babydoll,come on,don't be like that" "STOP CALLING ME THAT" you turn to look at him,tears welling up again "Y/N...I always called you that. why are you suddenly so mad when I say that?" You get up,hand buried in your hair,anger deep in your veins, "you wanna know why? because that's what you called that bitch when you cheated on me. that's not my fucking name Dominic,it's hers. or whoever else the fuck you're calling that when you fuck them." by now, Dominic's eyes are now filling with tears. "Y/N I'm so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you,just please let me explain..." he gets up and starts walking towards you, you turn to look at him,"I was high,on whatever fucking drugs I was doing,I was drunk,and the rush of the tour ending,me just wanting to see you,to hold you-" "oh so you just had to have sex with a random fan,because you "missed" me so much?" Your voice was filled with anger,"you just couldn't wait another hour for me to get home?" eyes welling up again. "I don't know what the fuck was wrong with me. I'm so sorry. you didn't deserve what I did to you" tears start to spill from his eyes "Babydoll,im so sorry" he wraps his arms around your wasit,his head buried in your chest as he bawls his eyes out. You run your hands through his curls,"so your sober now?" You ask. "yeah,it's been tough but,I finally did it. just like you wanted me to" he says in between sniffles. You smile as you pull away "I'm glad dom." Your hand cup his face as you wipe away his tears,his arms still around your waist. He looks you in the eyes,with a serious tone he says "I can't move on babydoll,I miss you so much,every girl I kiss,every girl I fuck,every girl I see...they're all you." he leans in to kiss you but you turn away,"I miss you too dom,but I'm sorry. I wish you the best,your music is amazing,you finally being sober is amazing,you look amazing. But I can't be your babydoll anymore." You walk out the door,that was all that Dominic needed. He knew to no longer wait on your calls,he knew you were no longer his beautiful babydoll.