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noooo, don’t hug him back😭
fool in love
synopsis: as you tried your hardest to get over byun euijoo and his bad habit of drinking, you realised that he will never get over you. ⌙ 0.8k
pairing(s): ex!byun euijoo x fem!reader
genre(s): angst
warning(s): swearing, drinking problems/alcoholism, infidelity, mentions of cheating.
tags: ex!euijoo, previous established relationship, persistent euijoo, non idol!au
author’s note: i wrote this so quick wtf, i hope ej lunès enjoyyy!! disclaimer: this is not an in real life depiction of euijoo.
part two of intoxicated
since your meet-up with jo, you’d been visibly getting better; you had stopped yourself from listening any of euijoo’s voicemails or reading any of his messages. to be honest, this was the best you’d ever been. in a long while.
but still, you tossed and turned at night; still worrisome over the situation. with a big sigh, you turned on the night light. it’s blinding rays caused you to blink uncontrollably. that was until you heard a knock on the door, paired along with a buzz from your phone, notifying you of a message. reaching out to your phone across on the dresser, you saw who sent a message.
it was byun euijoo.
your steps felt heavy as you stripped yourself of the warm embrace of your duvet and left your bed. another knock echoed in your ears as you opened the peephole, noticing euijoo standing there himself.
his appearance was most peculiar, his hair was dishevelled, he seemed as if to be stumbling around and euijoo looked visibly disoriented.
“open up, please.” a murmur came from his pretty lips.
worried, and with trembling hands, you got to unlocking your doors. that was when his head fell on your shoulder. somehow, you managed to pull him in and lock the door. the smell of liquor deepened as he picked his head up and walked to your couch and took a seat.
“take me back, i’ll do anything. i just need you. i….,” euijoo’s eyes were partially bloodshot, as he gripped your couch; his knuckles turning a deep shade of white. “i miss you.”
as you balled your fists, you couldn’t stop the sadness turning into raw anger. tears threatened to fall and your chest tightened. that familiar lump in your throat refused to dissipate as you turned your head away from him, avoiding his hazed gaze.
“get out.” was all you could reply. you weren’t sure if you meant it or if it was just the heat of the moment. maybe it was a way of coping.
you didn’t know.
you raised your voice once again, “i can’t believe you’re drunk right now. byun euijoo, i hate you.”
‘i love you’ you wanted to instead blurt out.
confusion took to his facial expression as he pleaded against it, “you know i never meant it. i really thought she was you.”
euijoo took hesitant steps towards you, reaching out his arm to touch yours. he needed to feel your warmth, you were slipping through his fingers every second he didn’t.
a lone tear ran down your cheek and as you backed away from his touch like a scorching flame that blistered at a single touch. “no, no, no. you don’t get to do that, byun. i’ve had to deal with your drunk ass constantly, i can’t believe you would do something like that. and with my best friend too?”
the emotions seemed to pour all out as you continued.
“you’re never sober when with me, i’m so sick of it. you just don’t get me, we’re so different and it hurts. when i first met y—“ a sob wracked your body and interrupted your speech. “when i first met you, you were kind and friendly and—you know… just the man for me. and now; look at you. i can barely stand to myself.”
his glazed eyes weren’t looking at you, they seemed to be looking through you. it was always like that, though. same thing each time, but just in another situation.
byun euijoo was drunk, again. just like he always was.
“we’re done, euijoo. didn’t you hear me the first time?” you held an accusatorial tone in your voice. “i never want to see you ever again.”
this time, he spoke clearly. “i’m so fucking sorry, i’m so sorry. this is all my fault.”
as much as you were mad at euijoo, you hated how his voice broke right then. yearning and longing consumed your heart, making it impossible for you to tear your watchful gaze away from the man.
the man you thought he was had disappeared, leaving a worser version in it’s wake.
his gaze met yours, and you interjected.
“i’m glad you finally know it’s all your fault. shit, i can’t do this right now. you’re shit-faced.” you stated again. “not once have we had a genuine conversation without you being drunk.”
with hitched breath, you placed two fingers on your nose bridge.
the silence was killing you inside; you just wanted to scream, to cry, to rage — to do anything. your emotions swirled like a hurricane inside as you felt the pent-up frustration build up. it was overwhelming your mental and physical being.
euijoo’s pleas went unheard but still listened to, “let me prove myself, huh?” his hands found yours, resonating with your warmth. he ran his finger over your knuckles, rubbing them as a way to assure you. “you know i love you so fucking much. everything i do is for you. i can’t live without you.”
yet, his hands were cold. very much unlike the searing love you had for him. you still envisioned the man euijoo could be, not the man he was. hesitantly, with his arms spread; signalling he wanted you in his embrace.
maybe it was that you missed him, or that a part of you still loved him.
because like the complete and utter fool in love you were, you accepted his shallow welcome.
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This is so cute 🥺🥰
Euijoo Boyfriend Headcanons 🍊
Pairing: college!bf!Euijoo x fem!reader
A/N: can't forget abt my bby juju 🤧 if you guys cant tell, heres my new monthly obsession 🤧🥳 HES SO EFFIN CUTE I WANNA JUMP ONTO ONCOMING TRAFFIC.
Additional Info: It does get mature towards the end, but majority of it is cutesy fluff <33
He's so gentle with you :((
He likes to gently run his fingers through your hair, but he loves watching you relax in his hands.
It gives him a sense of joy that he's able to make you feel safe and comfortable around him (😞💕)
He loves to be the big spoon, wanting to hold you in his arms after a stressful day it always eases his mind.
But every once in a blue moon, this boy wouldn't mind being cradled by you.
extra bonus points if you whisper how much you love him into his ear whilst caressing him.
An absolute sweetheart wherever he is.
He'd always be the first one to offer paying for anything. whether its lunch, coffee, dinner, or late night snacks, just as long as you go with him, that's all he cares about :)
"juju,, you paid for lunch last time!"
"I knoww.. but I don't care about money. I care about whether you're here with me :)"
Prefers to kiss in isolated areas or at home and not in public.
But if you guys are in public, he wouldn't mind a peck on the cheek or on the back of his palm.
You remember how embarrassed he got when you kissed him on the lips on your guys's first date.
His whole face turned red as he whined quietly, hiding his smile with his hands.
"y/n! we're in public,, at least give me a warning next time.."
"oh? theres a next time?"
"Y/n!"
He was the first one to make a move-- but that doesn't mean he did it smoothly.
When he did, it was at your college's cafe.
Euijoo and Nicholas worked part time as baristas there.
Nicho, for a while, had noticed his boy stealing glances at you, as well as the pink tint that would creep up on the latter's face.
"Dude, just go up to her and ask for her number already!" Nicho urges, jabbing his friend in the stomach with his elbow.
"Wh- are you crazy? No! What if she doesn't find me cute?"
"Do you want me to find out?"
"What? No!"
Let's just say Nicho somehow had Euijoo muster up enough courage to write his number on your coffee cup when you came to order your usual.
But as he went to hand you your drink, it nearly slips out of his hand, almost spilling all over you.
He was a little awkward when you guys first started kissing and it was obvious.
But you found it adorable, loving to teach him how to properly kiss.
You always assumed he would be the shy one both in public and indoors, but boy were you wrong.
He loves to lead your make-out sessions.
Now he kisses you with such ease that perhaps he's gotten a little too good at kissing; to now where you're struggling to keep up.
He always loves to first peck the corners of your lips, murmuring how soft your lips look.
And when he goes to kiss you, he's a little passionate with it.
With one hand on your waist and the other on the side of your neck, your guys's heads would sway slightly forwards and backwards, really getting into the kiss.
Pulling away to catch your breaths is one of the most favored parts for euijoo as he gets to see how dazed you get from just one make-out sesh.
"Woah," He chuckles, his loving smile now seeming to look a little smuggish, "Don't lose yourself there, love." He combs back a few strands of hair behind your ear.
In awe of how swollen and pretty your lips look.
But marvels of how beautiful you look in front of him.
"You look so beautiful, y/n.."