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“They don’t listen to me, they don’t hear me, they don’t see me.” ― Nikolai Gogol
NORWAY Mountains 1
by filopay
ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴀʀᴛʜ ʜᴀᴅ ꜱᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɢᴏʟᴅ— ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪᴇʟᴅꜱ ʀᴜɴ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ʜɪʟʟ
- ᴸᵒᵘⁱˢ ᵁⁿᵗᵉʳᵐᵉʸᵉʳ
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Happy New Year!
Redraw of my first ever digital art. House in the dark.
International Women's Day
Lillian Gish
Lillian Diana Gish was an American actress, director, and screenwriter. Her film-acting career spanned 75 years, from 1912, in silent film shorts, to 1987. Gish was called the "First Lady of American Cinema", and is credited with pioneering fundamental film performance techniques
International Women's Day
"Any girl can be glamorous. All you have to do is stand still and look stupid."
Hedy Lamarr
Hedy Lamarr, escaped from her Nazi husband by disguising herself as her own maid, became a top actress in Hollywood, then co-developed a radio guidance system for Allied torpedoes - the principles of which are incorporated into today's Bluetooth and GPS technology.
swim with me among the waves time sets us free among the waves my love is deepest for you so please live to be an old man
“ I grew up on an island waiting for the small window each year where swimming in the Atlantic Ocean was possible. I'd swim with my Gramma, frolick with my siblings and float a lot by myself. My father, a hard working farmer, would often finish his day with a swim and joining him was the thing I looked forward to the most. We still honour these evening swims when I'm home each summer, my attention fixed on the preciousness of this ritual and the deep desire to be present in it now. I savour each shared immersion. ” — Rose Cousins ᶠᶦˡᵒᵖᵃʸ
The Isle Summer Art Contest Entry!!! Raww~
Sum-sum-summertime ☀️
Everyone moves while I stand still I let them pass me by Sometimes I’m a little shy Unseen like a golden daffodil Growing on an autumn hill
ᶠᶦˡᵒᵖᵃʸ
01 SCALES
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let them see your vulnerable side
02 WYVERN
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burn them all and show them no mercy
03 AQUATIC
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just keep swimming
04 TREASURE __________
you can sleep easy now, you life a hoarders dream
18 EASTERN ___________
let the evening red embrace you completely
06 Green ___________
feel the warmth of the evening sun
30 WINGS _________
rest peacefully, for we are here to watch over your sleep
16 BONES ___________
we are what remains
10 TEETH
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Come on over, take a bite
AEGON MARTYNSON
twenty-six | he/him | 190 cm | half Dryad | Nord
Maybe You mean every word you say Can't help but think of yesterday And another who tied me down to lover boy rules Before this river Becomes an ocean Before you throw my heart back on the floor Oh baby I reconsider My foolish notion Well I need someone to hold me But I'll wait for something more I gotta have faith — George Michael
~ Excuse
Over time, he had gotten used to people staring at him in the streets. They had never seen a Dryad outside of Rania's forest, so it's only natural that they are curious. Even if he was only half-Dryad, his ears turned upwards instead of down.
When he was younger it had irritated him immensely at how often the children wanted to touch his ears. Yet he let them, seeing how happy it made them.
"Next one, please." He calls forward a young woman, a poncho over her shoulder, a hood above her head.
She smiles when she meets his gaze. "I've heard of the Dryad working for that unreasonable healer, but I'd never thought it to be true."
"I'm just helping out a good friend and Elora is one of the best healers I've met." He smiles too, meaning every word, "How can she help you today?"
"Ah." The woman stands on her tiptoes, since he was by far bigger than her, "What if I just came to see if the rumours are true?" She bats her eyelashes, "What if I want to invite you for a drink?"
"Then I'd be flattered." He says a bit sheepish, scratching the back of his head, "But I would have to decline, she still needs me here."
The woman pouts, "Not even if I ask very nicely?"
"Oh, well." He looks a little embarrassed now.
"I heard you give very good advice and I was hoping you could help me out with a problem of mine. It would mean alot to me." Her smiles was still bright, hopeful eyes awaiting his answer.
"I'm sure we can grab a drink after I finish-"
"Perfect!" She beams, cutting him off, "I'll meet you at the Mountain Inn, when the last sunlight vanishes behind the walls. I look forward to it."
Before he could reply, she was already skipping out of the clinic. Aegon let out a long sigh.
"You said you were done with dating."
"Ack!" He swung around, surprised to hear Elora suddenly stand behind him.
"That you wanted a break from it all." She speaks, not in the slightest bothered by his reaction.
"I- yes, I said that, but she looked so sad." He rubs the back of his head.
She stares at him. "So, you'd rather lead her on or in the end even date her, to prevent her from being unhappy?"
"I yes, I can see how you might think that…" he didnt had a good excuse, slumping his shoulders, "You're right. I'm a hopeless cause. She wanted my help, I can't possibly deny her that."
"I can see now why you've never been in a relationship longer than a week." She moves past him, collecting the papers gathered on the table next to him.
"I will explain it to her, just- I need time to think of the nicest way to do so."
She takes the pages, shifting through them. "There is no nice way to break someone's heart. It only gets worse the longer you wait."
He scatches his chin. "You seem to know alot about that."
"My mother tried to marry me off at any given moment." She turns to Aegon, "I turned them all down."
"Then you can help me! I mean, should she even ask to date me."
"It seems the whole town does. So the chances are pretty high. They see you as a price to win and you let them." Elora stares at him coldly, before turning the papers towards him. "And you forgot to fill out the records again, how do I know which tonic I gave to which patient?"
Aegons smile widened, not having heard her last words. "Then pretend to be my date and she will get the message."
"You're just looking for an excuse to not having to reject her yourself. I am busy."
"Oh, come on, Elora, you're always busy. I've been helping you by keeping the people as far away from you as possible. You don't have to speak to a single one of them. You like that, right? Can't you do me this one favour in return?"
She didn't appear moved at all, so he grabbed her arm, pouting, "What if I am not enough, doomed to forever be alone? Why not help me let her down easy, so before rejecting her, I can see if perhaps she is the right one for me. How else would I know?"
"She isn't." Elora says bluntly, ripping her arm free, "She came her on false pretense, you can't trust her."
Aegon frowns, "That's not a reason. You can't dismiss someone so quickly just because they made an excuse to see you. You need to get to know them first, spend time with them."
"I have no time and even if I did, I wouldn't want to support your frivolous pursues, because I can already tell they will quickly end."
"You make me sound like a heartbreaker." He smiles awkwardly.
She looks at him for a moment and he wonders what she was thinking, but then she just turns around.
"Wait, please. I need your help."
She looks back at him for a moment, halfway into her office. He tries his best at showing her his puppy-dog eyes and he'd been told, they work.
Then she takes a breath, an answer is nearing.
"No." And she closes the door in front of his face. He let his shoulders hang. Damn it.
[ words: yes ]