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a list of characters i see myself in, why, and in what eras of my life i related. in no specific order:
Linda Belcher - I just want everyone to have fun, I am not so fussed on whether or not people think I'm embarrassing. (2022 - present)
Tina Belcher - Autistic as hell. awkward as hell. wants to have a good time, even though people think she's a weirdo. knows too much about specific things (2022 - present)
Tobio Kageyama - Obsessed with being the best at one (1) thing. People didn't like his obsession with the one (1) thing. until some guy arrived and matched his freak (2020 - 2022)
Luca Paguro - Nervous. Afraid. Anxious. Only able to do scary things with encouragement from one (1) person. Left their one (1) person to pursue school. (2021 - 2023)
Luna Lovegood - Weird. People dont like her because of how she thinks and acts. Shes "quirky" (2013 - 2018)
Remus Lupin - Gay. In love with Sirius Black. Reads books, mischaracterised by people who think they know him. Hates himself at least a little bit at all times. (2018 - present)
Jeremy Knox - Helps people to avoid fixing his own problems. puts on a front to appear like he has no problems to solve. Likes a tall dark and handsome type. (2024 - present)
Ash Fox - ~Different~ (2020 - present)
Reki Kyan - Loved a thing. introduced a guy he likes to the thing he likes, the guy is better than him at it????? the guy leaves him behind ?????? (2021 - 2023)
(I will update this list, dates, and characters as things change in my life)
something, something, twst first-years, and how the rotten environment of night raven college has normalized some pretty awful situations and behaviors.
book 1’s ace trappola who was bitching and complaining the entire time about being punished after eating something he wasn’t supposed to. book 5’s ace trappola who gets punished for eating something he wasn’t supposed to, but then never brings it up ever again, because what’s even the point anymore?
book 1’s deuce spade who spends a good majority of it telling ace he needs to apologize to riddle, right up until riddle unfairly throws out the chestnut tart they worked so hard on. book 5’s deuce spade who’s first reaction to seeing ace try to stand up to vil is to tell him not to fight him… and it’s not until vil is actually trying to kill them that deuce ever takes it back.
book 2’s jack howl who breaks into leona’s room in an attempt to reason with leona and ruggie to stop them from injuring other students. book 3’s jack howl who decides that reasoning with octavinelle is completely off the table pretty much immediately.
book 0’s epel felmier, who was willing to throw down with anybody if they so much as looked at him the wrong way. book 5’s epel felmier, who tries to tell ace not to battle vil at the well, knowing exactly how it will end.
ignihyde gear ortho shroud, who filters out any negative comment about himself, and tells both deuce and idia not to worry when he gets expelled, but is willing to destroy whole hallways if someone so much as says a wayward word about his brother. school uniform gear ortho who — despite having his own identity now — still never addresses this. ever.
sebek zigvolt. just. in general. gets fleeting scraps of recognition, practically leftovers to whatever silver receives, and most attention he gets is either the bare minimum, purely for someone’s own amusement, or with silver, who he bickers with more often than not. if he ever thinks it to be even the slightest bit unfair, he berates himself for being so selfish. and it’s like this the whole game.
yuu, who gets thrown through the wringer for no reason except that they’re magicless. who goes through overblot after overblot and gets nothing in return except the ability to survive a little longer. and they’re expected to be grateful about it.
night raven college's first-years, who will only ever come out victorious if the only other options are death or eternal servitude to a tyrant.