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Ughh yeah memorizing the chords is so hard especially with the ADHD it's so hard to focus on actually learning the names of each one. If I ever did do a cover I thought was really good I'd probably post it yeah, I actually have posted one before but that's it (it was a Mitski cover). I'm so jealous I've never done karaoke with anyone before but I reallyy want to someday
I mostly just learn indie shit on the guitar, I only play acoustic but I wanna learn bass and electric someday. I like way too many different kinds of music to list here but some I can think of off the top of my head are gothic rock, nu-metal, kpop, punk, hyperpop, dance, scene, broadway shit. Mostly generally alternative stuff but I'm not immune to a good pop song either (and yeah you caught me, I do mainly like musical theatre)
Ummm thank you twirls hair. I like when people compliment my writing n my art. Maybe I can send you a small list of anime recs cuz I'm already yapping way too much. BUT DEMON SLAYER IS SO BANGER it's one of my favorites honestly and I usually don't like the more popular ones.
Phycological horror is my favorite yeah :3 I psychological stuff in general because I like things that actually make me feel. Normal horror doesn't scare or disturb me or anything like that n it feels boring but body horror and psychological horror are a completely different case when done right
PS you write on AO3?? May I read some of your work perchance. Maybe I can show you some of mine :3 (no pressure)
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oh, yeah, i can imagine 😭 i have a few friends with adhd and they already struggle enough with focusing on one thing, let alone sitting down and memorising. but at least you were able to manage it! i get cold feet from just looking at all the letters. where did you post the cover? i'd love to hear it if you let me- but it's fine if not, i'm sure it's gorgeous! i've never gone for karaoke before either, so this wilk be my first experience with it! i hope you're able to go with someone in the future.
what songs in particular have you learned? do you have to read sheet music for guitar, or memorise everything? hmm, i'm afraid i'm quite unknowledgable on the different types of guitars. is electric the one you can use an amp with? and is bass just, like, lower? or are there other differences?
woah, you have such a diverse music taste! it's like a little bit of everything- mad respect 😮💨 i've listened to a few of those. maybe i'll try some of the others as well! ALSO I WAS RIGHT YAY. what's your favourite musical? mine is ride the cyclone, but i also like mean girls and heathers quite a bit. i actually went to watch hamilton earlier this year! it's one of my favourite memories.
no problem hehehe, and i like it when you yap ;D send me recs if you want, i'll check them out to see if i'm interested in them!
ohh, that makes sense. psychological horror is pretty scary 😭 i'm terrified of suspense.
i have written some fics on ao3, but i haven't posted any! they're all in my drafts. maybe i will post them after the exams. they're all dottolone though 😭 and some william afton. if i decide to publish them i'll be sure to send them to you! but you have to give me some of yours too teehee.
You don’t have a darling, do you? You responded to another ask game question that you currently don’t have one. Would you just answer the questions of the most recent one you’ve reblogged as if you did, or have you found someone?
i don’t! i’d answer based on past feelings i’ve held for people i was incredibly attached to, what i have been willing to do for them, and what i believe i would do now. but yep, currently i don’t.
Hai :3 I'll send the cover to you in DMs since it's on a side blog, I dunno if I'd say it's very good but I liked it enough to post so it's gotta be something
I've only learned a handful of songs in full, they're all Mitski songs because I'm really neurodivergent about her + her songs tend to be pretty easy. But I'm working on getting better and trying to expand my horizons and all that jazz. I can't let the hyperfixation consume.me
It does make it easier to read the chords n tabs n stuff while you're playing when you're first learnings but it's a different kind of freedom once you memorize the entire song and don't have to do that anymore.
MY FAVORITE MUSICAL is Hamilton I love Hamilton so much. My other is The Phantom of the Opera :3
YIPPEE! I can show you my AO3 stories but. I have to warn you they're quite a bit on the taboo side, to put it lightly ^-.-^;
I don't have any fanfics published atm, the only ones I have published are a few original works. Some of them are just normal OC stuff and the others are just straight up dead dove smut lmao. But I tag them accordingly so if there's a topic that makes you uncomfy you don't have to worry about being mentally flashbanged by unexpected stuff
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SO SORRY I’M FINALLY DONE WITH HISTORY SO THAT’S WHY I’M RESPONDING NOW
feel free to send the cover btw-
OMG HELLO MITSKI FAN?? i don’t listen to her religiously but i like a couple of her songs! you may have only memorise a few songs, but that’s still super impressive. you must have put in a lot of work! and i suppose it does pay off. which songs have you memorised of hers? giggling though, it’s totally valid to only want to memorise mitski songs on guitar. she’s pretty cool and her songs are good. what are tabs, though?
I LOVE HAMILTON AND POTO OMG. IT WAS A MINOR OBSESSION OF MINE TO CONSTANTLY ATTEMPT TO HIT CHRISTINE’S HIGH NOTES IN THE SING MY ANGEL OF MUSIC PART (i always failed and succeeded in annoying everyone in my vicinity with my screeching but i had no shame as a child so) it’s a really big dream of mine to see poto live onstage also i loved the one anniversary where ramin karimloo was phantom because his voice is IMMACULATE. i also really like Anastasia the musical. (mainly because of ramin karimloo cough cough)
ohhh, that’s fine with me! i’ll just check to make sure there’s nothing i wouldn’t want to read about beforehand, though i’d like to say i’m a fairly non-picky reader. so you can show me if you want!
Pfft you're fine 💀
Do you think you did good on your exam?
And OMG if you ever want any recs to get into more of her songs I'm your girl. Uhh let me see if I remember. I think I know I Will, A Burning Hill, Fireworks, Last Words of a Shooting Star, My Body's Made Of Crushed Little Stars, I'm Your Man, and unless I'm forgetting that's it so far. And help I literally meant to send it when I sent that ask and then I forgot
Hmmm... I'm sensing you like Ramin Karimloo.....
And ugh same I wanna see POTO in person so bad, it looks like such a cool experience it'd be so different than just watching a recording or watching the movie
YIPPEE, I love my AO3 stories so much I'm so proud of them
I'm currently working on another one (I'm always working on one tbh) I'm actually working on two now that I think about it, I set one aside and haven't touched it since
I bet yours are good too :3
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ahh, thanks 😭😭
i certainly hope so! i'd like to think i did, but i feel like i'd just jinx myself for my upcoming ones. they're about halfway done! unfortunately the more difficult subjects are left. like math. I HATE MATH!!!!
also giggling, thank you for the recs!! i'll probably listen to them while dying. i meant, studying. i'll be sure to tell you what i think of them!
yep, i might!!!! just a taad bit ;D
AND I KNOW RIGHT AGH 😭😭 ESPECIALLY THE CHANDELIER THING LIKE I WANT TO SEE THAT
ALSO I SAW THAT YOU SENT ME ONE, THANK YOU!! I'LL GO LOOK AT IT :D also love the writing grind. WHY DO YOU WRITE LIKE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME, WRITE DAY AND NIGHT LIKE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME, EVERY DAY YOU FIGHT LIKE YOU'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME ARE YOU RUNNING OUT OF TIIMMMEEEEEE (sorry i couldn't resist i love inserting Hamilton into non Hamilton contexts)
Talking about POTO with you yesterday made me wanna rewatch it ONLY FOR ME TO FIGURE OUT IT'S NOT FREE ON AMAZON PRIME ANYMORE nor is the recording I usually watch on YouTube anymore
Good job buddy. you're paying for my therapy this is traumatic/j
Anyway time to pirate it
Also if you wanna send anons you should send me some (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I NEED ATTENTION PLEASE) I mean what who said that.............
Also I.totalky forgot to send you the cover again oops. gonna do that now
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HELP SORRY YOU SENT THE MITSKI COVER NOT THE AO3 I GOT MIXED UP-
also WHAT. NO WHAT IS THIS 😭 POTO IS LIKE THE OLDEST BROADWAY MUSICAL WHY ARE THEY NOT LETTING IT REST FROM THE THROES OF CAPITALISM SMH.
i'm afraid i'll need therapy of my own after this!! 😮💨 Internet piracy our Lord and savior frfr
hehehehe, if i do go anon i'll definitely pay you a visit! ;D
Are your posts and reblogs about anyone?
that would depend on which ones. would you like to know for any specific one?
I was just curious about your recent posts in general and if you had anyone in mind with them, not really any specific ones.
oh. that's a yes, then.
Ugh real I'm so ass at math
My ACTs are coming up soon and I haven't been studying at ALL I'm so cooked
YEAHH THE CHANDELIER THING IS SO COOL
I SCREAMED did you just Hamilton reference me
THAT'S SO REAL Hamilton is a massive hyperfixation of mine it used to be worse but I guess it's mellowed out now
I've rewatched it so many times
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OH WELL GOOD LUCK ON THOSE!! you should probably start studying soon 😭 though i don’t have much of a right to say so considering all the studying i’ve been doing (which is none.)
I’M LIKE. midway torn between being excited that that’s a thing and mad that it got spoiled for me because seeing it live without ever knowing would’ve been so cool but AH on well.
lord, show me how to say no to this…….. YES. I GENUINELY LOVE HAMILTON SO MUCH WHO’S YOUR FAVOURITE CHARACTER??
also real, half the views on the slime tutorial on YouTube are me 100%
Also HELP I accidentally off anoned on that other one oops
Oh well
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OH SHOOT I’M SO SORRY I DIDN’T SEE 😭😭 are you okay with it? i can delete it if you want
Literally no one is asking me to admit this but honestly when I see people that I regularly anon (like you) answer and interact with other anons I get reallyyh jealous sometimes
Like I'm not your favorite anon?? You like them more than me?? Why do you seem more enthusiastic to answer them? Why do you talk to them more than me? You find me annoying don't you??? Why am I not your favorite????? WHY AM I NOT SPECIAL? (not directed at you, just in general)
Many such cases
But it's fine because I'm calm cool and collected and normal and healthy and content and elegant and graceful and everyone loves me and everyone loves me and everyone loves me and everyone loves me and
smash like if you agree :3
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aww, well i suppose it’s good for you that i don’t get very many anons on here! so i always do appreciate you coming around to talk to me. real though, i get jealous of the anons of people i’m close to too 😭 those are perfectly valid feelings to have. human emotions are finicky like that. you are a great anon though! very fun. if i respond late to you it’s usually because i’m studying. (or trying to, at least)
and yes, very calm and cool. i applaud you!! clap clap clap. being loved by everyone is hard work, am i right? (as a fellow self proclaimed loved by everyone person) it’s fine not to be calm cool healthy and collected sometimes too. it happens, you know? we can’t all be perfect. (though i’d like to think i come very close/j)
smash like for you!!!
Grrrgrgrgr, I need 2 start regularly anoning on your blog or at least more often to stake my claim or something!! My owner is mine (¬`‸´¬)
One problem, though: I gotta figure out more things to yap about. Like, what do I even say on anon… BLEH. I will figure it out!!
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you do!! you literally never come on here smh. side eye
yapping is an art form! if you don’t want to yap you can just come here and ask me to yap and i will yap as if my life depends on it. i’m very good at yapping trust.
YIPPEE I'm special :3
As the world's most special-est boy I say you're special too
You're welcome :3
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i am pretty special!! i’m wonderful. ;D
MY FAVORITE CHARACTER ugh that's so hard
I feel like it's kinda cliche to say Thomas Jefferson and Lafayette but I love Daveed Diggs so much
+ I really like Angelica she's so real and relatable
(honorable mention, Hercules Mulligan. Everyone loves Hercules Mulligan)
Who's yours?
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THOMAS JEFFERSON OMG. LOVE HIM!!! don’t worry, it’s not cliche. he’s sassy and drops bars like they’re candy! i love daveed diggs, but i also like David Park, who’s TJ in the tour cast, i think. i saw him live and he was really good.
I LOVE ANGELICA she’s very intelligent and i love it. my favourite character is probably Eliza because she has my whole entire heart. also Hercules Mulligan needs no introduction (when you knock him down he gets THE FUCK back up!)
I KNOW I DO (◞‸◟)
Your doll will try its best to be here more often, trust!! Bad habit of mine to not anon once I get to actually talk to someone… it’s like, if I’m already messaging you, then why would I need to anon? ‘Cause I can just tell you everything I wanna say while texting, and so I don’t usually anon. Also, don’t you need to go study (・・?)
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i look forward to you doing so! and i get it, i would do that too if i didn't like being an anon so much 😭 i just like informing everyone else who sees your blog that i'm still there and not going away anytime soon, i guess. so they're forewarned!!
Giggling at the tag name you chose for me. I’d gladly let you snack on my heart. I’d dig into my chest and rip it out myself to hand it to you if I could! Unfortunately, I would die before getting to give it to you… which is so unfair!!! Smh. I should’ve been granted the ability to survive without my heart, just so I could give it to you. I think humans need to evolve again so the heart isn’t needed. Tearing your heart out and handing it to the object of your affection would be a great way to show your love!
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OH WAIT I'M GLAD YOU LIKE IT!! i was wondering whether it'd be too random, but then again most of my tags are pretty random, so it fits right in! and accurately expresses my sentiments towards you. i want to nibble at your heart. humans being able to live without a heart would be pretty cool, but then it'd take away the specialness of the heart! so maybe they should just live long enough for you to give it to me. like, thirty seconds? i'll still love and keep your dead body though, so don't worry! i'll hug it to sleep every night. i wouldn't let you be lonely, even in death!
I dreamt about you. I don’t really remember much of the dream, but it was mostly just us talking on Tumblr. And you answering my asks. Which you should actually answer soon when you have the time!!! I thought that you’d like to know you were in my dreams again, even if I can’t remember them too well or they were boring. I just can’t get you off of my mind even when I’m sleeping (˶°ㅁ°) !!
Also, I’ve decided I hate sleeping. Sleeping sucks. A terrible scheme created by the evil sleep fairies. We need to get rid of it!! Not only does it take away from the time I could be spending with you, but other people keep getting to like your posts first while I’m asleep. LIKE NOOOOO THAT’S SO UNFAIR CAUSE I WASN’T AWAKE </3
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GAH, sorry for not answering them yesterday! i was caught up in my studying masterplan. i love that you dream about me, though. i should be on your mind all the time, even when asleep! i dream about you a lot too, and you're pretty much always on my mind- you take up, like, 65% of the space in my brain. the other bit is full of boring stuff like school. but either way, i'm always thinking about you! i like hearing about your dreams, when you can remember them. i want to know everything about you! and whether you're being stolen away while you sleep...😒
GIGGLING, you're still first to like my posts 99% of the time! but i understand, because i also get really frustrated when i'm not first to like your posts 😭 its okay. you're always first in my heart, even when asleep! sleep is still important though. the evil sleep fairies wouldn't have a job without it!! do you want to take away their jobs?! besides, sleep is good. it makes you more alert the next day, so i can talk to you more! i think. i'm pretty sure that's how it works. you wouldn't want to be sleepy and exhausted all the time, would you? so i don't think sleep is going away any time soon!
Yes you're very wonderful :3
Sorry for the late reply, I was doing school shit
And Eliza is a good pick yeah, I mean she's Eliza/pos
I WANNA GO SEE IT IN PERSON SO BAD I've never actually gone to a musical in person before or anything theatre related for that matter. Actually no I went to see Titus Andronicus once and it was pit on by some random highschool theatre club but that's it
Guhh I wanna be in a musical so bad. I know it'll never happen but if it ever did I would wanna be Meg from POTO, Angelica or Jefferson from Hamilton, Donkey from the Shrek musical, literally any one of the Heathers except for Heather Chandler, Gretchen from Mean Girls, the fuckin plant from Little Shop of Horrors, and some more I can't think of rn but those are the main ones probably
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that's no problem! i hope it went well :)
ALSO THAT'S UNFORTUNATE 😭😭 i mean, at least you were able to watch one thing? grr, i hope you're able to watch the musicals you like in the future! i've gone to a couple, but i've also had a lot of ones that i wanted to go to but couldn't 😭 like the sound of music, frozen, and miss saigon. all of them came here for tours but i missed the tickets :(
i want to be in a musical too! i think our drama club did a little bit of Hamilton in the past, so i'm hoping we can do more in the future. those are all really fun roles! why the Heather chandler slander though 🤨- /j. the roles i would want are probably Jane doe or ocean from rtc, JD from Heather's, cady from mean girls, Katherine howard from six, circe from epic and Maria from the sound of music. OH AND MARIA OR ANGELICA FROM HAMILTON
Hm, I didn’t think about the heart thing that way. You’re right, though; it wouldn’t be as special! I change my stance and agree with the living just long enough to give it to you. Ehehe, I could actually be your doll that way! You should throw tea parties with my corpse. I think that would be very fun. I wanna have a tea party with you!! We’d get all dressed up… and I could bake stuff for it, and we’d also have to pick a reallyyy pretty spot. We would have the bestest tea party ever. OH, that reminds me of our Minecraft world plans. I’m gonna make us a pretty picnic area (๑>◡<๑)
AW, am I really on your mind that much?? It surprises me often how much you like me. I hope that I can convey that I care about you just as much. You’re so sweet, and I really cherish you. I always look forward to talking to you whenever I wake up; it’s one of my favorite parts of the day. I love getting notifications from you. Ahah, it’s so weird to think that we met because you started going on anon for me… and now I’m the one who’s on anon for you!
Anyways, got off topic there; back to the sleep thing. Who would steal me away in my sleep? Knife man? He showed up one time, and I do not think he’s coming back… even if I really want him to </3. You have shown up more than knife man in my dreams. I do wanna get rid of the evil sleep fairies job!! Sleeping is just as evil as them, and it should stop existing. It is dumb that we have to sleep so we aren’t tired, because I could be spending all that time with you instead if sleep wasn’t needed… smh!!
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ADHJDJDGF,, i'd stitch you up after taking your heart, don't worry! i want my doll to look perfect, and while i admire the symbolism of a gaping hole in your chest, it's only proper for a doll to look put-together! I LOVE THE IDEA OF TEA PARTIES. i'd feed you biscuits and jam and sip tea out of fancy teacups. we'd wear fitting outfits for every occasion! you'd be my pretty doll-prince. ruffled shirts all the time. i really love ruffled shirts, and they'd look so good on you! we'd bake cupcakes together. and apple crumble. and strawberry macarons. i love baking! i made chocolate cake yesterday. we'd go out somewhere nice, with lots of grass and flowers! and then we'd lay on the ground together and point out the shapes in the clouds. we'd better have a pretty picnic spot in our world!! i want lots of poppies there, i love poppies. what are your favourite flowers? we'll needs lots of those too!
AND YES!! i really do think of you that much. grr, my goal is to show my love for you so much that you just have to accept it as normal and won't be surprised anymore! you're a really important part of my day too. and awww, thank you!! i love talking to you first thing in the morning! it's only fitting that you be the at the front of my mind when i go to sleep and when i wake up. dolls need lots of love, care and attention, after all! i can't be neglecting you. i'd be a bad owner then! also YEAHH, i think about that a lot 😭😭 like. what if i'd just stayed as a stalker and never talked to you. then we'd have never met and become such good friends. and you wouldn't be my doll. and i wouldn't be obsessed with idv now. it's kinda crazy how much you've impacted my life since i've met you. not that i'm complaining, of course! i love having you by my side, and being at yours. i just wish i had gone anon for you earlier!
grgrgr, you need to stop falling in love with people who threaten you with knives in your sleep!! it only happened once, but still. knife man, i'm giving you an ultimatum!! either come to my dreams instead or go away forever. i'm clearly referring to the evil sleep fairies, though! they're evil, after all. they would want to steal you away, because that's an evil thing to do! they can't deny their nature. and hmm, getting rid of sleep would only be a good thing if we also get rid of tiredness. like where's the wireless charging update for humans.... at least improve battery life! i do want to spend all that time with you!