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i want to be bent over and fucked in the most dehumanizing way possible. refeminize me by treating me like a sex doll, grabbing my tits and rutting into me while you watch porn of actually attractive women. cum inside me and leabe me laying there for the next time you need a warm hole to fill.

training myself to cum while only wearing a pink miniskirt and a training bra. learning to associate exposing my girly cunt to the world with intense pleasure. tonight i'm going to go touch myself out on the pirch and hope that a stranger comes by and decides to use my pussy. i'll keep my legs spread the whole time like a good girl. i can't wait to see what happens

it's finals week and i'm dreaming about letting my professor fuck me to raise my grades. coming to his office hours and revealing that i have a nice, clean shaven pussy under all these baggy male clothes. dropping to my knees and begging him to let me suck his cock like a desperate whore. him letting me drool all over his dick before bending me over his desk and fucking my cunt... all while berating me for hiding my pussy from him, and telling me i'm the tightest girl he's ever fucked. he cums in my pussy, yanks my pants up, and tells me he'll only pass me if i TA for him next year so i can become his breeding pet.

oh god i'm terrified to do this because i know how these posts blow up but here i am. i'm switching over from tgel back to injections, so now seems like a good time.

i'll reblog with the results when the poll is over. god i'm so nervous, but this is what's best for me

the results are in and i'm already soaking wet thinking about them

24 days of wearing panties

28 days before i start t injections

15 days of wearing a bra

43 nudes posted to tumblr

34 days edging to straight or detrans porn

i don't know how i'm going to manage to keep my nudes interesting if i'm taking that many, so i'm open to suggestions! i'm nervous about being off t for so long, but hopefully the edging will keep me in the right girly headspace. wish me luck!

oh god i'm terrified to do this because i know how these posts blow up but here i am. i'm switching over from tgel back to injections, so now seems like a good time.

i'll reblog with the results when the poll is over. god i'm so nervous, but this is what's best for me

i met up with a guy last night who said he didn't like degredation and wanted to respect my identity. i met up with him anyway because serving men is serving men even if they want to treat me like a boy while they use my pussy and throat. i get to his house and he immediately strips my clothes off with the door still open, and has me get on my knees and start sucking his cock. it was really thick and i was having a hard time taking it so we stopped and he took me back to the bedroom. he reached down and felt how wet i was and just said "oh... so you really are just a girl."

he pushed me back onto my knees and started pushing his cock down my throat, much rougher than before. he kept telling me how he thought i was actually a trans man, not on of those "girls who are faking it because they're ugly."

he pulled me up onto the bed and flipped me over. i asked him to use a condom but he said that he didn't have any large ones and the normal ones were too tight on his cock. i told him he could fuck me raw if he pulled out.

he slipped his dick inside me and immediately got all the right angles. i started moaning like a girl and came so fast. he fucked me to three more orgasms before he told me he was getting close, i felt like i was about to pass out.

when he was about to cum he said "you want to be treated like a girl, right?" i told him yes, my head was all fuzzy and hazy. he groaned and said "girls get bred," and before i could object he came in my pussy.

he fell down over me, keeoing his cock inside me. after a little bit he rolled off of me and told me to get dressed but leave my underwear, he was keeping it. i did as i was told and drove home with his number in my phone and his cum leaking down my thighs.

i still have little tits even after top surgery because i wanted to keep my nipple sensitivity. they're barely A cups, but theyre there. every day i think about how much of a dumb fakeboy i am for being willing to still have tits just so i could still have my nipples played with like a slutty girl. i want to be trained to only ever cum from nipple stimulation so that i can't cum without also remembering that i've never been entirely willing to sacrifice being a girl.

the other night i went over to a guys house to suck his cock. i'd sucked him a few times before in his car so i didn't think this would be much different. i got there and he was on the bed with his pants off so i climbed on the bed and started sucking him, which was totally normal.

all of a sudden he stood up — i thought i did a bad job or something — but he had me lay on my back and hang my head off the edge of the bed. i'd never been throatfucked like that before and he's really thick so i asked him to go slow. he did at first but then he groaned and started pounding my throat, shoving his whole cock in for longer and longer durations until i was squirming and unable to breathe. he reached down and started rubbing my pussy while his cock was still all the way down my throat and i almost passed out from pleasure and lack of oxygen.

he told me he wanted to fuck me and i asked if he had a condom. he said no but i was so horny that i just asked him to make sure he pulls out. he said he would and flipped me around on the bed and immediately started pounding my pussy in a mating press. he was hitting the exact right spot over and over and i ended up cumming on his cock. after he felt me cum he moaned really loud and started saying "i'm sorry, i can't pull out, i'm sorry, i'm sorry." i panicked and tried to get out but i was all the way underneath him. i begged him not to but he came hard inside my pussy — i felt him twitch and shoot at least four ropes of cum inside me.

he apologized afterwards but it was obvious he wasn't sorry. i was feeling so submissive that i just told him that i was glad he had a good time. i'm going to wait a couple months to test, see if my belly starts swelling up... i love living my life in service to real men.

thinking about how fun it would be to be a surprise toy at a party full of transphobic men. to be brought out and stripped naked and felt up. immediately getting fingers in my pussy and having what's left of my tits groped. just casually being bent over and left there for the rest of the night for guests to do whatever they wanted to me. the drunker they get, the more violent and transphobic they are. calling me slurs while they fuck me, calling me a slutty girl, spanking my ass and shoving beer bottles inside of me. by the end of the night i'm crying and shaking and my holes will never be the same again.

the hottest guys are the guys thst don't even bother trying to convince me i'm a woman. they just come into my dms already talking to me like one, talking about my tits and knocking me up. not even giving any of this "fakeboy" nonsense a blink. i'm a woman, and that's how men should treat me.

sooo drunk and horny and wishing that the boys i'm sharing a hostel room with would figure out i have a pussy and gangbang me like a proper girl. one in each of my holes and the fourth pressing what's left of my tits together and fucking them. all of them teasing me about how i thought i could fool them into thinking i'm a man. each of them dumping their loads inside of me one by one and then taking a break only to lock the door to our room and start up again 20 minutes later. keeping me up all night just to use me. only going to bed when i'm fucked useless and broken and moaning like a woman.

update on the creampie? did it take

i wish :( but no, i remain unimpregnated. someone wanna fix that?

last night i was a gay mans first pussy. he came in and sat down and i reached over and started rubbing his cock through his jeans... i love the feeling of a man getting hard for me. as i did that he stripped me completely, leaving me naked and vulnerable. he flipped me onto my back and pinned my legs apart with his knees, and proceeded to start playing with my pussy. it became clear very quickly that he wasn't trying to make me cum or make me feel good, he was just seeing what kinds of reactions he could get out of me. he pinched and flicked my clit as i whimpered. he started fucking me with three fingers right away with no warmup (they slipped in easily). he took out his dick and started rubbing it on my clit, making me moan and buck into him. then, without warning, he shoved himself inside me.

i felt his cock pop into my hole because the head was so thick, and i felt my hole stretching so much to accommodate him. at first he fucked me slowly, moaning and growling incoherently. but soon he pinned me down by the shoulders and started fucking me rough, telling me that my pussy was better than any asshole he'd ever fucked. he told me that i was going to turn him straight, that he didn't know he'd love grabbing a woman's hips so much, that he actually wished i had tits for him to grope. he was so respectful over text but i guess it's impossible to see me as a man while fucking my sloppy wet pussy.

when we were texting, i asked him if he was okay with pulling out because i'm currently travelling and don't have any plan b with me. he said that was totally fine. but as he got close he started shaking his head and apologizing, telling me that he had to feel what it was like to breed a pussy. i begged him not to for just a minute, but i quickly gave into the pleasure and the panic was turning me on. i wrapped my legs around him to help him get deeper. he moaned loud as he pumped his cum inside me, collapsing on top of me in the process.

when he was done he got up, got dressed, and told me that i should keep the baby as he walked out the door.

getting bred tomorrow :P

yesterday a guy on grindr thought i was pre top surgery because my surgery was fucked up and i'm overweight so i still kind of have tits. he was saying they must be easy to bind because they're small, and i just went along with it and let him believe these were my natural breasts because it made me so wet. as soon as i got home i started researching implants...

tshot has been skipped! this is the first one i've skipped in literally six years. i know it won't ruin fix my body in just a week but i kind of want it to... how do i force myself to keep skipping?

gonna get high and rub my wet pussy to transphobic posts tonight — every note is a hit of my vape :) fuck me up

feel free to offer suggestions of things i should do as well

starting to fill out this bra... still a boy though!!! ... right?

before and after photos of me shaving my body because a transphobe on the internet told me to... tell me i'm a good girl? (or tell me how ugly and worthless i am, your call :P)