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rp sentence starters taken from rupi kaur’s work , the sun and her flowers.
“ my heart cracked inside my body. ” “ no one is coming in and no one is getting out. ” “ i deserved someone who was willing to stay.” “ a dozen different thoughts tear through me each second. ” “ i envy the winds who still witness you. ” “ i could be anything in the world. ” “ but i wanted to be his. ” “ what does love look like? ” “ i realized how naive i have been. ” “ i’m about to get up and walk right out the door. ” “ you cannot walk in and out of me like a revolving door. ” “ you took the sun with you when you left. ” “ when you plunged the knife into me you also began bleeding. ” “ you will suffer the way you make me suffer. ” “ i think my body knew you would not stay. ” “ your absence is a missing limb. ” “ it must be hard to live with what ifs. ” “ how did we live through it and how are we still living? ” “ i can tell when you’re lying. ” “ the person i fell in love with was a mirage. ” “ i notice everything i do not have. ” “ i hardened under the last loss. ” “ all i dream is to soften. ” “ i barely feel like living. ” “ why are you so unkind to me? ” “ you are waiting for someone who is not coming back. ” “ i was the warmest place you knew. ” “ you turned me cold. ” “ the irony of loneliness is we all feel it at the same time. ” “ you must see no worth in yourself. ” “ worth is not something we transfer. ” “ growth is a process. ” “ your actions are not my responsibility. ” “ it’s okay to let others help pick up the pieces. ” “ i do not weep because i’m unhappy. ” “ i have everything and yet i am unhappy. ” “ nothing in this world was promised or belonged to you. ” “ all you own is yourself. ” “ you have already rotted. ” “ there is nothing left for me to do. ” “ what if nothing wants me because i do not want me? ” “ i am both the poison and the antidote. ” “ i have survived far too much to go quietly. ” “ my death will be grand. ” “ all i’ve ever known is pain. ” “ never feel guilty for starting again. ” “ i am the ghost of ghosts. ” “ there is god in you. ”
A little gift for @ofgain, been tree years sience i followed you, so here's your OC :)
in a daisy for you | w.jh
pairing: badboy!junhui x fem!reader
genre: fluff
w/c: 1K
warnings: none
summary: nothing can stop wen junhui from constantly following you around and asking you out. but maybe this time might be different?
a/n: this is so cute, someone do this for me
Junhui pulled up outside of the library, the rumble of his motorbike fading as he switched off the engine. He removed his helmet, revealing a head of perfectly styled dark locks. His fingers ran through his hair, ensuring it was just right. The silver earrings hanging from his ear glinted in the sunlight as he adjusted his leather jacket, leaning casually against his bike as he waited. The anticipation of seeing you put a mischievous grin on his face.
“I told you not to wait for me anymore, Wen,” you called out, your voice laced with a scowl.
Junhui turned around, his wolfish grin undeterred. Despite your scowl, he could sense a glimmer of excitement in your eyes. "Come on, Y/n, admit it. You're happy to see me," he teased, giving you a playful once-over. "You stopped wearing those skirts I love."
A pink flush spread across your cheeks. "It's cold, Wen," you retorted, defending your choice of practical jeans over a short skirt in the chilly weather.
"I know a way to make you hot, both of us hot," he replied, his voice laced with suggestion. He ran his tongue over his lip, twirling a strand of your hair around his fingers.
Rolling your eyes, you responded firmly, "Go bother someone else, Wen. I'm not interested, as I've said a hundred times." You pushed past him, determined to brush off his advances. However, Junhui wasn't willing to let you slip away so easily. He reached out and grabbed your wrist, gently spinning you back around to face him. The space between you narrowed, and your breath hitched at the proximity. One small step forward, and your lips would have met.
But instead of making a move, Junhui surprised you by saying, "I've got something for you." He noticed your reluctance and added, "Close your eyes."
You protested, "Why? Are you going to kidnap me or something?"
A mischievous smile danced on his lips. "Or something. Now just close them," he insisted, his voice tinged with a hint of excitement. Reluctantly, you shut your eyes, suppressing the urge to sneak a peek. The silence hung in the air, and you hoped he wouldn't do anything foolish. After a moment, Junhui carefully placed something in your hair. "Now open."
Slowly, you reached up, pulling out what he had placed in your hair. In your palm lay a delicate, single daisy. Confusion flickered across your face as you looked at Junhui. Sensing your bewilderment, he brought out a beautifully arranged bouquet from behind his back. Blushing, you admired the bouquet, noticing the elegant white flowers with delicate touches of yellow. It was clear that this gift must have cost a significant amount of money.
Junhui was known as a typical "bad boy," someone who enjoyed casual flings, but he wasn't the type to steal. You knew that much. So, he must have bought the bouquet for you.
"These flowers symbolize innocence and purity, just like you," he explained with a boyish grin. "Do you like them?"
Your eyes softened as you looked at the bouquet in awe. "Yeah, I love them," you replied sincerely, twirling the flowers in your hands. "They must have cost a lot."
"Well, if it's for you, then it was worth every penny," Junhui said, his affection for you shining through his words.
Curiosity getting the better of you, you questioned, "But why did you do it?"
Junhui ran a hand through his recently dyed black hair, replacing the previous blonde. "Because I like you," he confessed, reaching out to hold your hand. Surprisingly, you didn't pull away, allowing him to lace his fingers with yours. "And yeah, I really like you."
Your skepticism lingered as you replied, "You don't like me, Junhui. You think you like me, but it's different."
Frustration tinged his voice as he countered, "It isn't! You don't understand, Y/n. I like you in a way that I want to date you. I know you might bring up my past behavior, but I've changed. I've changed for you. You're amazing and incredible, and words can't describe you. I like the way your cheeks flush when I compliment you, the way you're so smart and talented that the teachers adore you. I don't think you realize how long I've been crushing on you. You have this ability to make people smile when you walk into a room. There are times when you're just so perfect that I can't believe you're even in my life. I know you might hate me and think I'm some kind of playboy, but I promise I won't be like that anymore. I just want you to know that I really do like you, and if you're willing, I'd love to take you out."
His words held a sincerity you hadn't witnessed before. It wasn't that you didn't like Junhui; deep down, you did. But you had reservations, afraid of getting hurt. Nibbling on your bottom lip, you weighed your options, contemplating whether to give him a chance. After all, he had been pining over you for a month.
Finally, you relented, saying, "Fine. I'll give you a chance." You watched as Junhui's face lit up with joy, a genuine smile spreading across his lips. "Thanks for the flowers as well," you added, twirling the bouquet in your hands.
"You won't regret it, Y/n," he assured you, his eyes filled with hope.
"I hope I don't," you replied, offering him a sweet smile. "I have to go now, but thanks for waiting for me." Standing on your tiptoes, you fluttered your eyes shut and planted a soft kiss on his cheek. Junhui's face turned as red as a tomato, caught off guard by your affectionate gesture. He coughed, trying to regain his composure, as you giggled and turned to leave, your books in one hand and the bouquet of daisies in the other.
By the time Junhui snapped out of his daze, you had already disappeared from sight. He brought his hand up to his cheek, feeling the warmth where your lips had touched. Blushing, he whispered to himself, "It's going to be a good day." With newfound determination, Junhui made a silent vow to cherish this opportunity and show you that his feelings were genuine.
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