Girl Did It Hurt When You Fell Because - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
Yeah girl you are so *Dazai isn’t unemotional he’s never been unemotional he latches onto everyone and everything and clings so fucking hard he leaves claw marks on everything he lets go of; he leaves Chuuya and the Mafia for Oda and then gets thoroughly addicted to Kunikida who resembles them both so much, he ‘trains’ and ‘raises’ Akutagawa for survival in the Port Mafia and screws up so badly he obsesses over Atsushi to try and make up for it, Ango was his best friend and Dazai fucks him over just so he can hold onto him yet still leaves claw marks in Ango’s side, he is every age he has ever been and ever will be and what’s awful is that sometimes his love is too similar to his hate* haha lmao wanna fuck nasty?
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girl did it hurt when you fell because
dazai's care is like a stab wound never healing quite right he never lets it heal on himself nor anyone else
he picks at the scab when it begins to heal- his hands might be weapons truly because of how hard he plunges them into people around him
dazai comes off as disinterested and unemotional because thats what he LEADS you to think- youre being pulled into his orbit!!!!
he's playing you as well as everyone else into falling for his masquerade!!!!!
do you think a man so detached would do half the things he does?????? NO! he loves so much its killimg him its killing others
he knows so much without ever revealing bits of himself it's like puppetry. it's terrifying.
you think you shouldn't expect less from Dostoyevsky's chess rival—but you should!!!
you should always expect a sickening claw sound we know to be cruel but to him thats the sound of holding and being held and protecting
and the others KNOW. they know dazai. they know that his hands are clumsy and knifelike and obsessive
you think anyone else would put up with him that way if the clawing isn't reciprocated??
you think any ADA member would come untangle him from fisher's nets?? you think Ango would keep a photo of him on his desk to complain???
did we all miss the line???
the bad man line???? that was nothing but exhausted fondness.
anyway because youre like an angel haha
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