Goodbye Mysta - Tumblr Posts
"Luxiem will always be 5"
"Luxiem will always be 5." This sentence rang in out minds as we watched our beloved detective pack his things. With tears in our eyes, we crowded around our soon to be leaving oshi, not wanting to lose the final minutes we have left with him.
He packed his things leisurely, taking his time. We stayed by him the entire time, waiting patiently, silently wishing that he would drag this on forever so we wouldn't have to inevitably say goodbye and part ways with him.
Needless to say, good times never last forever. Soon, he finished packing all his belongings, or so we thought. (I'll get to that later) He turned to us with a bright smile, looking as happy as ever. We, of course, are very happy for him as well, since we know he's doing this because he wants to. And yet, sadness fills our heart, because no matter how much we wish for his happiness, we would still selfishly, silently wish for him to stay. Even though we're all definitely gonna cry a lot and grief after he leaves, there's still this sense of pride and joy deep in our hearts. Knowing that he's graduating because he wants to has helped to somewhat lessen the burden in our hearts.
We listen intently as Mysta says something to us, thanking us for being with him on his journey. After his speech, he gave us one final glance, and left with a smile on his face. We all watched with tears brimming in our eyes as he left, hoping to take one last glance of our dearest detective. Our eyes were glued to the door from which he left, trying to burn the image of him into our memories. But soon, one after another, our emotions got the better of us and we started crying, the fact that he's actually gone hitting us harder than ever. And the fact that we found his hat and a letter for us on his desk definitely did not help our tears at all, of anything, it only made us cry harder. Even so, it's still heart-warming to know that we'll have a little something to keep him by.
As the days go on, we'll all be having different things to do, perhaps different interests or different oshis. But one thing I know, is that we will all have you in our hearts, we will always remember you, our (maybe?) first, amazing, oshi.
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Bro I'm gonna miss Mysta so much helppp I was literally dying while writing this, the more I wrote, the more it sank in. He's not gonna be here tomorrow. It's gonna be so weird to have to get used to his absence. Love you Mysta.