Grief And Mourning Is Different For Everyone - Tumblr Posts

So they way I found out that Liam passed was through and instagram post by a meme account.

Let me be clear: I resent the person he became. I don’t support what he did and I think it’s brave of Maya to speak up.

However, it doesn’t mean I can’t be sad for my teenage self. I remember my room was full with posters, even my ceiling because I ran out of space on my walls. Me finding comfort in One Direction as I was shy/introverted, insecure and tried to find myself as a teen when I was bullied before going to high school.

I mourn for my childhood/teenage years. I don’t know how to navigate my emotions right now, and especially after seeing the abuse allegations.

Just because I don’t support or like who he was now, doesn’t mean I can’t mourn or wanted him to die.

I’m thinking about his son and family and how they must feel after losing him, but also his ex for speaking up about het experience and how she must feel right now.

I think it’s best if we all give his family time and space to grief and leave Maya alone as this is not her fault.