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Moonlight- Jake Kiszka

A/N: Hey guys! This is my first Jake fic. We stan a soft Jake. Would love to know your thoughts and feedback! Enjoy!!

Warnings: Anxiety. Fluff very soft and sweet.

The moon hung high in the sky, illuminating a soft glow that peeks through the bedroom window. The minuscule amount of light allowed you to admire the man that lies next to you. Studying his features like your life depends on it.

You had been tossing and turning all night, but to no avail, you remained wide awake. Jake had insisted you both go to bed early that night, because you had a super important meeting first thing tomorrow morning. Giving in to his incessant demand that you get plenty of rest, you followed, head hung, low to your bed. Jake had instantly swung his limbs all over you and pulled you in nice and tight. His soft snoring starting minutes later.

Attempting to will yourself to sleep, you snuggled deeper into Jake, hoping his rhythmic breathing and warmth would guide you to sleep.

But instead, you’re anxiously watching the clock turn to 3:13 a.m.

Refusing to wake Jake, you quietly guide his body off of yours, stumbling out of bed. Your already awake, why not get some things done, be productive. Picking up all the empty cans from the get together you both through two nights ago, whilst also putting away drumsticks the boys left out after having a bit much to drink that night.

Reaching out to pull you closer, Jake is met with nothing but cold sheets underneath his fingers. Confused and concerned, Jake calls out for you, hoping you had just went to the bathroom. Eventually figuring out that you weren’t coming back to bed anytime soon, he rolls off his side of the bed in search of you.

Leaning over your sink, while cleaning some dishes, you feel hands wrap around your waist. You lean into his chest, basking in his warmth. “What’s wrong, love? Can’t sleep?” he asks with sleep guiding his voice. Nodding your head, refusing to turn around in his arms. He gently spins you towards him so he can look at you, concern waking his body up with full force. His fingers come up to soothe under your blood-shot eyes.

“Do you wanna talk about it or do you want me to make you some tea?” he questions whilst nudging under your chin, begging for you to look at him. “Tea please,” you whisper laying your head into his chest.

Jake has always been good about not forcing you to come clean with what’s on your mind, always giving you a choice. He knows how bad your anxiety can get and chooses to decide if your comfortable enough to tell him. Typically, you do the same song and dance, when it comes to your anxiety. You let it build up, hoping that it will go away, and when it doesn’t it all comes out to play at once. Tonight, being no exception to that pattern.

Once, Jake has successfully finished making the tea, he guides you over to your dimly lit, living room. The both of you flop onto the couch. Jake pulls your body to sit close to him and he begins to rub soothing circles into your exposed hip.

Finishing your tea, you lean into Jake, tucking your head into the side of his neck. He quietly hums a song, hoping it calms you down enough to finally talk.

“I’m sorry for waking you up. I promise I was trying to be quiet. I won’t do it again,” you croak out, feeling tears pool up in your eyes. “Don’t ever apologize for waking me up. I want you to wake me up, every single time you feel this way, okay?” he coos.

“I think I’ve just let my anxiety build up again, which I know I shouldn’t do. I’ve just been so stressed out lately with work and family stuff. Plus, your leaving to go on tour soon, so I didn’t want to worry you,” you say, sniffling softly. “I was doing so good, I don’t know what happened. This is so embarrassing,” you whisper. He kisses the top of your head in attempt to pull you closer to him. “There is no reason to feel embarrassed. You know you can tell me anything, no matter what. That’s what I’m here for, I want you to worry the hell out of me,” he says.

“If it makes you feel better, I feel like that sometimes. I let myself get overwhelmed with the whole world, praying that my life doesn’t all come crashing down on me, but you know what brings me back to earth. You. Every time I fall, you are always there to pick me up and show me just how lucky my life is. Even if the skies came crashing down today, I would still be happy, because I have you,” he spoke.

You smile at his words, lifting up to face him. Caressing his face, you gently kiss his cheeks. “Thank you, Jakey. I’m so incredibly lucky to call you mine,” you say, leaning in to give him a soft kiss. You both grin softly into one another, wishing you could stay like this forever.

“Close your eyes love, try to get some sleep. I’ll be right here when you wake up, promise,” Jake whispers into your ear. Tucking yourself tighter into Jake, you slowly fall victim to sleep.

After gazing at your sleeping form, Jake’s exhaustion catches up to him. He lifts you up into his arms, carrying you back to your awaiting bed. Climbing into bed with you, Jake holds you close, letting sleep overtake him.

“I love you Jake,” you mumble out, curled up close to him.

“I love you to the moon and back,” he whispers.

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A/N: Hope you enjoyed:)))