Heartbroken And Upset Over This All - Tumblr Posts

The one thing about the QSMP and the egg admins leaving is that we don't get any catharsis from a proper ending. There's too many loose ends to fully appreciate it and not just grieve wholeheartedly. It hurts because it's abrupt and sudden and expected but not. It was also entirely avoidable which hurts more because it was so good.

I appreciate every egg and cc that has been able to give us even a small ending for their characters because it genuinely makes it easier. We get to enjoy and love the character with a bit of catharsis instead of mourning everything.

I could write paragraphs about this situation because God is it painful and I've been so invested for over a whole year now yk. Nothing can taint the peak of this server but my only wish is that the current administration just starts over. Give us the mercy of an ending. An official and clear one. And then move on with connecting people beyond language barriers. Start with a new server. A new bunch of ccs (with whitelisting for the current ones). A new telling of the world and story (it can even be the same or similar). And just go again because the heart of the server was the connections and friendships. The eggs were a massive part of it which is what made this entire situation so bad. We were there for the ccs but a lot of us were also there for the eggs themselves. I personally would jump streams to catch the moments with my favorite eggs. It's how I started watching new ccs.

Part of this grief and mourning is that it's confirmation that we will never get the peak of the server again because too many have left and too much has changed with little hope for even a glimmer of the peak. From here, I just want to be able to find the same feeling or a new one with the server through a complete restart.

The ambition and goal is so heartwarming and good and necessary. It's just the execution of this current version of the project that failed and hurt us all.