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HAS ANYONE READ A SMUT ABOUT JOEL MILLER WHERE HE'S IN AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP!?!?

I can't find this one smut of Joel miller where he's in an open relationship and he brings reader home and fucks her and his wife is just like, watches for a little bit then leaves and I'm in love with it but I can't find it and I just wanna read it againnnn

I'm legitimately gonna cry if I can't find it because it's been on my mind none stop