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31 Days of Angst; #7 [Forgotten]

Amasa's greatest fear is being forgotten. To truly not have any one by him, to give him fuel to keep bothering going on everyday. He had found that reason when he met Ash and her patched family. AJ's as well. Having a real family; children, nephews, nieces, a brother that puts up with him and doesn't degrade him every other minute. He had a sense of belonging for once. And he never thought he would lose it.

Until he came back to AJ's after a night out to clear his head from the week's bringing's. Once inside, he was confused when AJ looked up at him, seemingly scared. She had asked who he was and why she was in her house. Amasa was confused. He tried to explain that he lived there until his brother came up behind AJ and threatened him to leave. Ama awkwardly chuckled, thinking it was some prank. But the fear in AJ's eyes the the intimidation radiating off his brother, he quickly decided to just leave. He teleported to his Wife's house and attempted to enter but was stopped by Dimitri and Niki. He tried to explain again who he was and that he just wanted to see his kids. When they responded they had no idea who he was talking about, he felt his heart shatter. Tears started to form in his eyes as he began to plead to see Ash. That he knew she would remember. But the two boys weren't letting him in. He tried to push past them, screaming for her and his two children. As a last resort, he used his power to teleport himself inside Ash's room. He looked around for her and found her staring at him with the same fear from the first time they had met. Amasa felt his entire world shatter into a million pieces as he fell to his knees, screaming into his hands.