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Finally posting and not just reblogging today!!! I was working on some writing over March break, it's not fandom specific but I was definitely working on it with a character in mind for inspiration :)

Spent so much into editing that I hope I didn't overdo it or ruin it lol

Anyways here yalls go

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Last Dance

“Can I have this dance?”

An arm extended in request

Smile lightheartedly displayed upon his lips,

raising those filled-in cheeks.

My face softens in return

Naturally I’m drawn to him

I’ve only been waiting forever

I take his hand

He leads me into the twirling ensemble,

Men and women in their gowns and suits

Two young souls lost in a classical scene.

Right hand clasped to left hand,

A guiding arm swift around my waist,

My other raising to meet his shoulder.

He sways gently

And I lean into his rhythm.

I remember the first time.

Timid, we’d trip out of tempo

Slipping under a waltz has never felt so effortless.

Shuffling shoes,

Clicking heels,

Murmurs of the crowd

It all blends in, and I lose focus on

Everything

Except the virtuosic Vivaldi,

Melody of our fantasy

And the two of us

Ballet figures, spinning and spinning

Eternally in the music box

The floor clears

Piece ended

A space overcome with silence.

One pair continues on

And the people turn blankly,

Curious

Of the two

Still moving with prominent passion

Within the centre of the room

To the notes in their heads

And the contemporary beating of their hearts

I didn’t desire to miss a moment,

A glance

And when I catch his gaze it’s tender,

Already watching

With a soothing intensity

Something is there

Almost tangible

A fire untamed

While the wind fueling it is

Precise and purposeful

He holds on to me tighter

With greater swings

Our toes float above the surface

Each slide becomes a dive,

And with each step,

He reaches new heights

I follow with desperation.

The ceiling disappears

as we transcend it

And we’re dancing in the stars

The universe is weaving its thread

Heaven and earth puppeteers

They tug at his shoulders,

They jerk at my spine

But I’m still clutching his hands,

And he’s still grasping my heart.

My expression displays my anguish,

It’s hard to cling to

When his is only peace,

Serene, devoid of suffering,

Acceptance

So I breathe

Not daring to look away.

Wordlessly,

With solely our movement and our eyes to speak,

We know.

He’s uncertain,

I know

But I understand,

And he knows

This is our last dance.

I withhold my laments

He deserves to part

With the carving of my smile.

Our waltz slows

Gracefully, we’re revolving

Beneath the glow of the moon.

Has he always looked so beautiful?

Exchanging subtle “love you”s,

We gravitate to one closing kiss

His lips brushed softly, silky, faint,

Like butterfly wings

Just long enough for our breath to entangle

Wisps in the cool air.

A hand comes to cradle my cheek

And I lean into its delicacy, submit

To his comfort

Surrendering to the calm,

To the trust

Soaking in my only solace.

Eyes close in bliss.

I won’t ever forget a moment.

This pull grows lighter

And the warmth of his palm becomes a memory

He’s weightless and lifting

Whereas I fall into consciousness

Eyes flutter open

I find myself beneath the snugness of my sheets

But I’m cold,

Heavy,

And growing up

Is starting to feel just a bit

Lonely,

I’m empty.

Staring through the glass of my window

Up at the moon

My mind a gaping chasm

Searching futilely for significance.

Face turns damp with silent tears

For a reason unknown

I wish I could place what’s missing.

But all I’ve to do,

Is drift back asleep

And face

An absence of dream

(The end)

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And there we go! Hope you could make it through the whole thing, was meant to be a poem at first but ~grew~ from there.

Also, apologies for the sad feels. I can't help it. Muahaha.

The Conduit

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A gift.

A curse.

Flowing, in, out. In out. In out.

Power pulses through his veins

The veins of the descendant

He's been chosen

Chosen to wield their power

All has fallen upon him

Great expectations

Destiny is being fulfilled once more.

A gift.

He holds the world in his hands

Mind open to the gods

He sees the universe.

A curse.

He has to save them all, one noble hero

The cost of his control

He holds the world in his hands

But fate holds him in theirs.

There is no choice that can be made.

He is the conduit.

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Been thinking about ep. 20 of dr for the past while, and pretty much the rest of that entire season. But especially that bit in ep. 20.

Also getting ready for the next season to come out woohoo!!! 9 days!!!Gonna get Netflix again for it, and probably binge the whole series again while I'm at it...

For You

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Bleed me dry

If your petals have wilted

Tear the skin from my bones

If your scars could be mended

I am yours

To devour

To abuse

I bestow myself to you

You’ll refuse

In such perfect, but predicted nature

But I’ll insist

If one so divine as the angels above,

A deity told only in legacy

Must stand before me,

Cherish me,

Love me

Then I shall lay down my life

I shall sacrifice my soul

I give you everything

You’ve blessed me with entrance past the palisade

A trusting vulnerability, I see the misery and burdens beneath

For all of you

The least I can do

Is become your healing