I Cannot Describe How I Feel Rn - Tumblr Posts

tony stark as sleeping at last songs 

quicksand (keep no score, 2006)

there are wires in between human heart and machine.

trust is quicksand, claiming everything i have, all to give me life, all to give me life.

a slip of the hand, a slip of the tongue; god knows i meant no harm, i meant no harm.

heirloom (atlas: i, 2014)

you are so much more than your father’s son.

so you memorized those unscripted lines, desperate for some kind of clue: when the scale tipped, when you inherited a fight that you were born to lose.

light (atlas: i, 2014)

i will soften every edge i’ll hold the world to its best and i’ll do better

pluto (atlas: i, 2014)

now i live a waking life of looking backwards, looking backwards a model citizen of doubt

one day i had enough of this exercise of trust l leaned in and let it hurt let my body feel the dirt when i break pattern, i break ground i rebuild when i break down

show me where my armor ends show me where my skin begins

three (atlas: enneagram, 2019)

maybe i’ve done enough and your golden child grew up

for the first time i see an image of my brokeness utterly worthy of love maybe i’ve done enough and i finally see myself through the eyes of no one else

i only want what’s real i set aside the highlight reel and leave my greatest failures on display with an asterisk worthy of love anyway

touch (atlas: ii, 2019)

can we skip past near-death clichés where my heart restarts as my life replays? all i want is to flip a switch before something breaks that cannot be fixed

invisible machinery these moving parts inside of me well, they’ve been shutting down for quite some time leaving only rust behind

mind (atlas: ii, 2019)

patterns form and feel important, the starting lines of a living blueprint. all this information in formation is key to draw a distinction between waking life and our dreams.

patterns form and feel important, it’s the first brush stroke of a self-portrait.