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30, 31, 36 for the writing ask game pls!

(also adore your ask box line shsjjdjdjf)

:D thank you for the asks! (And hehehe thank you, when I did my avatar rebrand I thought it was time to update that too)

30. Describe a fic that almost happened, but then it didn't.

Ohhh man, haha, this fic has actually been on my mind a lot today, I've explained it to three separate people lmao.

So okay, I have this old WIP from last year. It was going to be the next fic I wrote after my first Jaytim fic, I was going to write it on PURPOSE with a PLOT and PINING and EVERYTHING. The WORKS. It was my first attempt at writing Jason's voice too - he's the POV character - and instead I wrote Hurt/Comfort lmao. This fic was heavily inspired by listening to "This Losing" by the Airborne Toxic Event on repeat during February of 2023, and was going to feature a friends with benefits situationship that quickly spirals into Real Feelings that Jason is having trouble grappling with because he's afraid of scaring Tim with how intensely jealous/possessive he gets. With how much he loves him :')

Eventually I'll write it... someday...

31. What was the most difficult fic for you to write (but in the end you made it)?

Oh, Hurt/Comfort for sure. That fic was SO nerve-wracking because uhhhhh I'd never written BDSM before! Not really! Not a full on, planned out scene! And on top of that, Hurt/Comfort is experimental with it's choose-your-own-adventure style two endings, so once I was done with writing Hurt I had Comfort to write as well, lmao. I'm pleased with it, but in retrospect, imo it's pretty vanilla for what it is (this may be relative lol), and I feel like I've improved as a writer since posting it :)

(I really enjoy writing panic attacks and bad mental spaces tho, and I still really like the small moment in the bathtub when Tim is sucked into his short flashback uwu sorry Tim, but I had to do it to em)

36. How do you come up with fic titles? What's the one you're most proud of?

In the grand tradition of fic authors everywhere, most of my fic titles are song lyrics or other quotes o7 Usually they're taken from the song I'm listening to the most while writing the fic, and usually I use the lyric I feel best captures either the vibe or a specific beat in the story.

That being said, Sit, Stay, Speak is probably my favorite original title, because it's out of context spoilers for the story as well as a funny dog pun :D Jason is going to sit in Tim's apartment, stay put, and speak to Tim without realizing it; and Tim is going to speak to Jason without actually speaking. His apartment, his life does the talking for him - and Jason hears it. I am genuinely quite proud of Sit, Stay, Speak, every aspect of it was agonized over, but it was worth the effort.


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hi i will be thinking of the wip you described in 30 for a while i don't know your plans but the idea of jason and tim getting into a fwb bc decent looking and dtf and convenient or some other description but can be mostly described as 'we want to have sex and sex with each other sounds good but there's no feelings' and then affection and desire sort of grow and grow and i mean theyre both busy doing things so it makes sense that for instance jason may not be paying attention to the strength intensity and type of feelings he has about tim like yes he thinks about tim and how tim feels and smells and tastes and looks but thats normal with friends/normal for sex partners and then maybe i dunno he sees tim with kon and bart and reacts real strongly to tim being around them because they are such good friends they have such good relationships together and maybe jason knows about how tim went totally off the fucking rails when bart and especially kon died (i do also ship tim and kon so there could be something about how tim has/had a crush on kon or platonic intense love if not shipping. however it goes) and the ferocity and suddenness of jason's animosity towards kon surprises him and takes him off guard because that's HIS - - nope not going there what the fuck? because he probably barely knows the guy since kon wasn't around until jason was dead and also jason has been focused on gotham post reviva so why would he feel particularly strongly about him? maybe jason sees tim with other people and wants to hoard his attention maybe he wants tim to see him and turn away from whoever he was talking to and light up and totally forget about whoever he was with maybe he wants to see marks he put on tim and have everyone know *he* put them there maybe he wants the marks he put on tim covered up so no one knows tim has been fucked and marked and loved and keep that info to themselves maybe jason wants to give tim everything he wants. everything he needs. maybe he wants tim to be okay and jason to be the one to make him o maybe jason wants tim to want him as much as he wants tim