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open to: any gender !! based on: the third bullet of this post / can go either in a good terms or an angst route idm !
after what felt like fifty years almost two hours of being cooped up at his desk in his thrown together bedroom, logan was beginning to get a little bit stir crazy. while it was mostly his own fault for willingly deciding to pick his small quarters as his designated safe zone while his roommate had a date over, he couldn’t help but feel a little bit personally tortured as the clock struck ten. realistically, he doubted the other would have had any problem with him exiting his room to secure a snack or two, but given their previous.. circumstances, he wanted to spare them the awkward explanation that his presence would probably require. it wasn’t until he heard the apartment’s front door close that he assumed that their prolonged date had finally reached its end, causing him to scramble to his feet in a desperate attempt at an escape from the dorm-like room. after securing a long-awaited snack, he cautiously headed towards the other’s bedroom, which fit the proper definition of the term. lazily leaning against the doorframe, he popped a cheez-it into his mouth with a raised eyebrow. “so? what’s the jury’s verdict?”
perhaps this was seongmin’s way of coping, having a different person over nearly once a week. it had been a rough few months since their breakup, and though he’s not feeling hard enough feelings to move out, he does feel as though he might crumble if they share another awkward glance after a part has left for the night. even if they wanted to leave and end this . . . roommate situation, he couldn’t. neither one made nearly enough money to pay for the expenses of living alone. seongmin was not going to move back in with his mother, he swore that to himself the second they left. after sending off this night’s date, he tosses himself back onto his mattress and lets out a bellowing sigh, eyes fixated on the ceiling, unaware that he had been barely breathing until he hears logan’s voice. ‘ uh, inconclusive. ’ they offer an anxious laugh, arms cross over their body. ‘ couldn’t . . . perform. so she left. ’ in all honestly, it had been becoming increasingly more difficult to ignore the fact that he was allowing another to touch him, let alone inside the apartment he was meant to share with logan. he choked, right in the middle of making out his date, too anxious to take anything further. which was the case for most of his nightly visits with strangers. there’s only been one time he was able to get lost, but that was more so due to the drugs that were brought for them to dabble in. ‘ you can leave the crawl space now, i know it’s difficult to be so . . . closed up when you’re working as you do. ’