I Like To Think Of Him As My Academic Rival - Tumblr Posts
9 months ago
My love language is memorizing little details of you that not even you are aware of. I stash them in a box in my brain labeled “Memories of You”
I like my guys mysterious, puzzling. I like taking my sweet time undoing a question mark. I like mulling over ambiguous “what ifs” and “what did he mean when he said” and “when he did”
I like pinning and yearning in secrecy. I like the thrill of accidentally brushing hands, meeting gaze.
I like the idea of having you before it becomes real. I like the possibility hanging in the air. The held breath of excitement.
I don’t even care if he likes me back, or busies himself with the same hypotheticals as I do. I just like the crushing part.
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he showed up to class with a fresh cut today
he's so smart
and handsome
I used to blame my hormones but like I’m NOT ovulating today
I still felt my heart race at the sight of him
makes me so stupidly giddy
I like to think of him as my academic rival
we race up to the board at the same time
ughhhh
the tension is driving me crazy