I Love My Soulmates - Tumblr Posts

i am really infatuated with tendou and what loving but not realizing it can be like for him. he's really been consuming me because i think he lays awake at night and stares at the ceiling thinking about you. hands tucked behind his head, he traces imaginary patterns on the roof and imagines what loving feels like, but for some indescribable reason he cannot accept that it's meant for him. not that he doesn't deserve it, but rather that he wants it at all. but he's kept up at night by your silhouette, by fog on the car windows, by the way you breathe when you sleep, the way you look at him, your humor, the way you laugh, how you look when you talk about something you love. it just keeps him awake and so he stares and stares and stares at the ceiling but all he really sees is you.