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small rant on the dazai anon because i just found out about this and it makes me giggle (my opinion on it :3)
im giggling so much the dazai anon is so funny
like i genuinely feel the same way about characters. jealous and angry towards those who have bonds with them, uncontrollable anger towards those who mischaracterize and baby them. but its all been very lowkey and mainly because im autistic. i will admit its very unhealthy. it has caused me physical and emotional pain, but thats not important to this.
while i will say i get it, i will also say she has gone way too far. though from what i can see, shes quite similar to me in this kind of state of mind. i do recommend therapy and finding healthy coping mechanisms for her.
my obsessions with characters (such as undertale characters, authors and bsd characters) have never helped me positively aside from giving me something to connect to and vent through. overall, however, it has never made anything better.
i do fear that if i hadnt caught myself and stopped, i might have turned out like her
anyways, this rant has gone on too long. ive probably contradicted myself multiple times in this lmao
good day❗
-max <3
The au is sooo neat I was curious about Gordon’s Becoming. I assume he starts off the series human to some degree? I am just fascinated by him succumbing to the Slaughter tbh
Oh yeah, hit the nail on the head with that one.
He starts out as a really normal guy, if a little neurotic. Completely average tax paying father of one.
Then as the ResCas and all it’s consequences happen, his mental health takes a pretty hard hit, and after realizing theres no point in trying to be a hero and save people that the others or something else would kill anyway, he just kinda goes ‘fuck it’ and lets loose on the morality.
He doesn’t end up fully Becoming until the betrayal, and after that it’s full Slaughter.
He’s a lot more aggressive and violent then in the original series, considering that his environment is way way way more intense and horrific, which also leads to him loosing it way faster.