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"I'm the only one you should care about ok?"

Honest to God nearly said 'okay daddy' out loud

training wheels 𖣠 𓏲·˚

tw:body image issues,manipulation,mentions of ed

sungchan x fem!reader

you two were an odd pair. that’s what everyone thought. how could the popular quarterback who had everything going on for him be best friends with the weird shy girl. nobody understood. you were always the target of bullying because of your introverted nature. you were always quiet,never wanting to bother anyone,barely having any friends,and barely making an impact in the school.

but you caught sungchans eye. he thought you were so cute. how you could never hold eye contact with him,or your spurts of sassiness when you got more comfortable with him. he wanted to devour you. he knew you were having a hard time with the other students and would not hesitate to protect you whenever you needed him. he was like your shield.

he also knew you struggled with your weight a lot. he knew how insecure you would get. how visibly uncomfortable you would get whenever someone would mention it,or make a snarky comment towards you. he saw how you would skip lunch,saying you ate at home. when he would come over and your mom would bring snacks,you would refuse and say you weren’t hungry.

but he got angry with that. he didn’t want you to lose weight. he loved you just the way you were. you were the most beautiful in his eyes. he confronted you about this. you broke down in his arms. “no one will love me if i look like this” you sobbed,to which he replied “i already love you”. he kissed you after that. you tasted like strawberry gum and he basked in that feeling.

“no one will find me pretty if i look like this” you sobbed even more. to this he furrowed his brows. “yeah,they will never find you pretty,but i find you pretty. i’m the only one you should care about. ok?” he said,in the sweetest voice ever. he knew you would fall for his sweet demeanor. he just wanted to have you all for himself. he didn’t want you to feel confident,because then you could find someone else.

sungchan kissed you more after your breakdown. his hands all over your body. his fingers going under your shirt,to the elastic of your shorts. you were scared,this was your first time. “don’t worry,babygirl,i’ll teach you everything you need to know about love” your doe eyes looked up at him all glassy,and he had to hold himself back to not ruin you. finally you were his,you’ve fallen in his trap. and it won’t be easy to get out.