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bad day frab?

hi anon 💛

bad few months really, but particularly smth from yesterday hit hard, unfortunately. hope you don’t mind a little deeper vent

i have now officially lost access to multiple things that are an integral part of my daily life, so i’m not sure what i will do now moving forward. i’ve also just remembered while typing that someone was really rude and nasty to me for no reason at all after a team game even though i wasn’t the only one making bad decisions that didn’t seem bad in the moment… making me feel really really bad as always about my ability to think ‘correctly’ or even just.. trying to have a sort of mature conversation with someone at least?

i’ve also been feeling overwhelmed with discord again and i have someone i really really need and Want! to reply to because i miss them and i want to speak to them but any time i think about typing something i start shaking??

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all of this will hopefully,, not affect my art stuff and especially me posting sky commission posts because there’s way too many things coming and i don’t want to feel even more upset by missing them and it being my fault all over again.. in fact i was Planning on making one today so let’s hope that happens shall we?