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the heart wants what it wants.
what does my heart wants?
to be wanted.
to be still
very still
to stops, somedays
but that's just for my head
it wants to be wanted
and cherished
and to be taken care of
to be understood
cause nobody else does
not really
no one has the tools to seek for it
for unburrie from where I buried
no one can
and I think, sometimes, that no one will ever will
so I hide it, behind half-faked smiles and wondering eyes
and the sad part it's it's not even difficult
not hard at all
no one truly wants it, so it's so simply to pretend give it way
they don't realize that the on they have does not beat at all
and if they really had it, the real thing, they would notice how fake the one they already had is
cause my heart, although it did not want, it's loud
and demanding
and selfshy
and not at all still
it beats so hard that I, most times, want to carve a knife on it, so that it can finally stops
and stop
and never be alive again
never beat again
cause I hate it
cause all it ever do its hurt
and I'm tired.
very
very tired.
I think that my heart hate itself too.