I Thought Maybe I Could Figure It Out And Keep Going But I Really Dont Care - Tumblr Posts

i actually feel very relieved making this decision every job opening is for a super senior mega top position all the studios are closing i hate ai and i think it is a terrible waste of literally every resource available while also destroying millions of jobs which means im sure ai will thrive and never go away because we cant have good things i thought maybe i could figure it out and keep going but i really dont care i would be happier not having to compete with every other entry and mid level artist while constantly looking for work 24/7 and working literally all day and night im just done. theres a part of me thats sad but i will still paint for myself and thats all i care about anymore i also cant get a job as an engineer in my area so im going to go back to school and get some continuing education Hopefully if i can redirect into another career i can find more appropriate and regular work that is safe and moderately well compensated im due in like. 6 weeks. i really just need something more consistent and art is not doing it i may do commissions again if things ever clear up with ai but i doubt that will happen not even sure if i will continue to post i dont want my time and effort used by some loser to train their ai