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You’re tired.

Worn out, yes… but also tired of coming to your F/O broken, getting comforted — if either by soothing words or their gentle touches — and coming back to them the next day, re-broken with the same problem like a machine in disrepair.

Why would your F/O stick around to watch the same train wreck? To watch their patience and love be wasted every time you are sent off to meet the thing or person that searches to tear you down? What opportunity do they see in trying to weather away a cruelty that is already done and will be done again and again?

Why are they here?

However, dear reader, it’s a different matter to your F/O. To put it simply, they care for you deeply. Light fills every crack and crevice in them where darkness once took root just when they see your eyes shine in that unique way when you're whisked too far away into your passion to notice them being so drunk on their love. When the tide of despair rises, you won’t be deserted. Even when you’ll inevitably wake up, eyes rimmed with loss of sleep and regret… your F/O will still be beside you to whisk away your doubts, like you’ve done for them so many times.

You’re not hard work that’s ruined or hours of someone else’s day being wasted. You’re already a masterpiece in your F/O’s eyes, and if they have to assure you everyday for the next eternity just to see how bright your colors truly are— to flip off the world’s cruelty and make you forget your troubles, they gladly would. You’re not a chore to them, you’re their beloved, their treasure.

Your F/O would kiss away every wound and curse the world for not treating you kindly. No matter how many times your faith in the world shakes, they’ll always stand beside you during the tremors and hold your hand.