If They Disappeared Would He Feel Better? Would He Miss Them? - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
bro idk if I'm gonna be at all coherent about this but like. when a character has a power or a trait or an ability or something that makes them cool/beautiful/special but it's also indicative of something wrong with them or something they hate about themselves or something that needs to be given up that will make them happier. like this was a part of them for so long, a defining trait, and now it's gone and they've changed irreparably. it was for the better but you still feel loss and grief and you're guilty about it because it's a good thing. that's so transgender to me. i dunno
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just like. i couldnt possibly imagine myself any different but now i have to
and even if that was a conscious choice i still feel like im missing something
these wings on my back were so pretty but they weighed me down so much
and now that theyre gone i feel free but i dont know how to live without them
ARGH this is kinda about vash. i was thinking about what he might think about himself and i got sad
he doesnt talk about his feathers much at least where i am in the manga but does he wish they were gone
does he accept them as part of himself? is he scared of what he could do?
then i got thinking about how even though theyre monstrous theyre a part of him
if they disappeared would he feel better? would he miss them?
ok i am MAD projecting rn i need to stop
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