Ill Have To Live With That - Tumblr Posts

well i guess thats just how it is ill have to live with that but like its so annoying when you want to be with someone (family friends doesn't matter) and you are the only one who's excited or the only one whos looking forward to it and like youd sacrifice your free time for them or like you wanted to go somewhere but youd rather cancel and go with them and they just dont care you're nobody you're so average youre nothing special and they are the most special thing for you it hurts youre supposed to be my brother youre supposed to help me and be there for me the way i an for you youre supposed to love me the only thing you do it make me feel left behind and that im not loved and that i care to much im already broken why are you not there for me what did i did wrong please