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@rubistella **KICKS DOWN UR DOOR* AHEM. I will accept NO SLANDER in this household!! If you hadn’t told me you weren’t a native English speak I NEVER would have considered otherwise. You do better in my language than I do, beautiful soul
Omggg special appreciation post @yahvii k liye.
I think she's the only one who's liked my WHOLE FRICKING BLOG likeeeeee omggggggg
Ye kitni pyaari h😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Love you love you 💖💖
I'm glad we are mutuals babyyyy
But why him? Why only him?
Idk...bcos life seems doable with him...bcos whenever his chest touches my back, I feel this extreme sense of home and security that I never felt with anyone.... Bcos ig he's the one after whom my search just stopped... I found everything I was looking for and moree... Yeah that's why ig.

Long story short someone on my dash was doing beautiful screenshots of Anders in Dragon Age so I had to do a redraw. But I don’t have the time to finish it today. SO another wip. (also I ‘ll look for the person doing the screenshots tomorrow).
never stop posting i lov you
Thank you! I will true to post something, text or arts. Sorry, sometimes I'm going silent because I don't know what to say or I don't have strength to do something that will be good enough.
Thank you again! I wish you everything good.
(Almost) Every Freddy Fazbear in my new cartoonish style!











An actual text convo I had with my gf ft. Aziraphale and Crowley. Gay Jesus Rights.
Phases x Zion Kuwonu
phases is easily one of their best songs to date. its beyond mature their past and will forever be one of the most meaningful songs I’ve ever heard so, I decided to write a little something inspired by it! I apologize if it’s kind of all over the place!

Yeah, I’m really tired of being soft-spoken You got me broken, writing songs about you daily and it’s messing with my focus
It’s been year to say the least. You had just gone through one of the worst breakups in your life. Finding out your now ex-boyfriend had cheated hurt like hell. Your whole world revolved around him. He was your everything, your day in, day out, the kind of boy you tried so hard to love. Zion was never fond of the guy, in fact, had always been insanely jealous. He knew what you didn’t. You two grew up together, and had been best friends through it all. He stayed beside you when things went grey, held you when things got rough, and was always the one you’d go to when you needed someone the most. Zion was your person, the person who had always been there for you when he couldn’t.
You fuck with him, but we both realize that he was bogus I’m the one for you, so why do I feel like I go unnoticed
Zion knew you had it rough, he knew he was always on your mind and tried his best to keep your focus on anything else but him. He had a whole day planned for the two of you, a night full of adventure and new memories, hoping to tell you everything he’d been keeping in. ‘I’ll be over in 10 to pick you up’, your phone read. Your head was spinning and in absolutely no place ready to go out. Sure you had your good nights and bad but tonight was different. Tonight was inevitably hard. The only thing on your mind was the fact it would have been your one year anniversary. A knock was heard at the door but, being the reality you hadn’t left your bed all day and your eyes were filled with tears, you let it pass over you.
I’m talking more than clothes hittin’ floors I’m falling off track, but not the rack like a chore Oh, look, another butterfly, I feel it in my core
‘Y/N??’ Zion yelled. ‘You ready to go?’ he questioned, a confused look plastered on his face when he got no reply. ‘where is she?’ he asked himself, following the sound of sniffling coming from your bedroom. He opened the door, only to be met with your fragile figure, wrapped up in the blankets of your bed, surrounded by tissues scattered throughout the floor. ‘mamas, what’s wrong?’ he whispered, hurriedly running to your side, pulling you into his chest, and held you close. ‘it’s all going to be alright ma, I promise but, please, you have to tell what has you so upset’ he mumbled. ‘Z, I’m so sorry’, you let out between sobs, ‘I know you had a whole day planned for us, I feel horrible but I-’ you cried into his chest. ‘shh babygirl its going to be alright. what did he do? I swear I-’ he started, but you quickly cut him off. ‘he didn’t do anything Zion’, you breathed out. ‘it’s jus-’ ‘it’s just today would have been our one year and I can’t get him off my mind.’ Zion sighed, knowing all to well the effect he had on you. ‘mamas, you have to realize that you deserve better, so much better. A guy who can treat you like the absolute catch you are, not like the asshole who fucked you over.’
Even though you ain’t mine, it’s the fact that I’m yours It’s the fact that my life ain’t comeplete without yours
‘Z-’ you muttered. ‘wh- what do you mean?’ ‘Y/N what I mean is, I’ve been here the whole time. I’ve stood back when I knew you couldn’t handle the worse. I’ve seen it all Y/N. I’ve seen through all of his lies.’ he whispered. ‘Fuck, I’ve been here when he couldn’t’ He mumbled under his breath.
It’s the fact that at night I be tryna ignore Catching overseas flights just to knock on your door
You were speechless, completely taken aback by his words. How could you have wasted all these years wondering, wondering if he could have ever felt the same? All these years and you had pushed away your feelings for him because you had yourself convinced you could never be good enough for him. ‘Z, I-’ you began, ‘Y/N, I get it. I get that you could never see me as anything more than your best friend but-’, you quickly interrupted by crashing your lips onto his.
‘Cause you put my planet in orbit
Stargirl, your body’s so solar Promise you, baby, I’m sober
All these years, years that you’d only have had eyes for each other, entirely in one kiss. One kiss you could have thought would ever happen. One kiss filled with so much pain, so much love, and so much emotion.
Just wait ‘til you give in and finally come over I can’t wait to tell you, “I told ya, I told ya, I told ya”
‘I’ve seen you Zion. I’ve tried. I’ve tried so hard to love someone I didn’t, someone who wasn’t you.’

Raz is a cryptid confirmed?!
You know sometimes i forget you’re also a demon slayer fan and i had to do a double check if i’m following the markiplier meme queen anytime you mention tengen
yeah it’s funny because I have like a bajillion fandoms that I forget to actually post about unless it’s currently on my mind haha but yeah I kind of have an insane tengen uzui figure collection because I really love him a lot
Also it was very funny to see this in my notifs:

#demonladyrazCONFIRMED
Hi there <3 I was wondering if I could request a fic with Kyojuro? Perhaps about him who is now older and had survived mugen train and the whole muzan ordeal. He gets surprised when he notices his wife has grey hairs, wrinkles, typical signs of growing older and gets a little sappy about it. Just the two of them, retired hashiras enjoying growing older with each other :) I hope this isn’t too much of an ask 🩷
As the years go by
Kyojuro is now properly admiring all your beautiful aging features in the morning light.
Pairing: Kyojuro Rengoku x fem!reader
Note: Before you read this fic, please go check out @erexart ! She really makes amazing art and made the banner of this fic, I’m so so honoured to receive something like this :,) I hope you enjoy this, I really tried to make your request and art justice.

Every morning before you wake up, Kyojuro takes his time to take in your sleeping face. These not your most graceful moments. Sometimes you drool onto the pillow below, sometimes your face gets all squished up by resting all your weight on it. You’d be embarrassed if he would described all the faces he’d seen you do before, but to him, you’re beautiful in every way and sleeping position. But this morning was different. Kyojuro was silently watching you breathe in and out and how your chest is rising and falling, his fingers carefully brushing through your hair. He leaned forward and held your hair up to his nose, taking a deep breath. His eyes silently wandered over your face and hair. The morning sun perfectly illuminated all your best features.
His eyes widened slightly as your husband noticed a few grey hairs in your hair. Yes, Kyojuro has been taking some time out of his morning just to stare at you like a lovesick teenager, but he never actually noticed any of the aging that happened over the years. He carefully ran his fingers through your hair, making sure to take time to admire your silver strands up close. Those fee grey hairs may not mean a lot to you, but to him, they are proof of your many years of marriage. Truthfully, he’s probably the reason you got them in the first place. Lately, his old injuries have been flaming up again and you got incredibly worried and fuzzy over him. Your smile disappears every time Kyojuro groans when he stands up, worrying that he’s in pain. Worry doesn’t suit your feature at all.
Your features, your face… they also changed over the years. He continued to brush his fingers through your soft hair, his focus shifting towards your gorgeous face. Although his vision worsened in his left eye ever since his fight against Upper Moon Three, but oh, your laugh lines that surround your lips and how they crinkle everytime you smile are a sight for sore eyes. Your smile is the most beautiful thing in the whole entire world and he’ll gladly endure a little pain to stare a while longer, even if you scold him to oblivion when he does. Once the edges of your lips start to lift and those laugh lines become even more visible, Kyojuro’s pain washed away, his whole body feeling floaty and warm. He was grinning to himself while replaying the sound of your laugh inside his mind over and over. That was the sound he fell in love with all these years ago during his younger years as a hashira. You just were sworn into the corps as a brand new hashira and Kyojuro was the first to talk to you. The conversation almost took hours as you two talked about everying but the duties of a hashira, the reason your husband wanted to talk to you in the first place. Your smile, your laugh, gods. He really fell head over heels for you all that time ago and it never went away, did it?
You were starting to shift in your sleep, stretching your arms above your head. Kyojuro smiled softly at your sleepy murmurs. You were seemingly complaining about the sun shining directly at your face and at the audacity of your husband to not shield you from it. He leaned in and pressed you a couple of warm kiss onto your cheek.
“You look absolutely beautiful. Aging suits you perfectly, my flame.”
His voice was still raspy from the sleep. You finally opened your eyes and wrapped your arms around his now a little softer torso. Over the years of not training (and not really needing it anymore), your husband’s muscles slowly started to soften up more and more. Now, they’re perfect pillows. You shifted closer and gently cupped his cheek.
“You stalker. You’re always staring at me when I’m asleep.”
You grinned tiredly while caressing his soft skin. Kyojuro laughed quietly and nuzzled into your hand, placing kisses all over your palm. His expression shifted from pure love to sombreness. He silently stared at your gorgeous face.
“We have changed, haven’t we, love?”
His voice grew a little quieter. Your sleepy smile shifted into one of worry, your hand unmoving and still holding his cheek.
“Do you.. mean it in a good way?”
Your husband’s expression softened and his smile was reaching all the way to the corner of his eyes. He nodded quietly and grabber your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours.
“Yes. Thank you for staying by my side for so long.”
You grinned and pulled yourself closer to him and placed a soft kiss onto his jaw, making him blush just a little. Yes, he’s forever grateful for staying by his side for all this time and is honoured to be able to watch you age so gracefully.
“I love you. So, so much…”
Sometimes Kyojuro wonders what you think about his softening of muscle, appearance of grey streaks in his usually bright hair and wrinkles on his face…
FMK / Rhys, Cassian, Azriel
"kill rhys." nesta answers so quickly that she almost forgets there's more to the question, the hint of a smile lingers at the corners of her lips at the mere thought of getting a break from having to listen to another word from the high lord's mouth. her smile grows a little more as she weighs up the pros and cons of fucking cassian or azriel; of which would be the better outcome to marry. "— it would be cruel to pick between the two, i'm not sure they'd ever forgive me.
Send three names and I'll say who I'd fuck, marry, kill.