Im Sad And Mad - Tumblr Posts

Do you ever just miss having a crush on someone? Like when you were younger and you spent your whole school day staring at them, hoping your teacher put your desks together. Writing in your diary about how cute they are, and circling their name with hearts. I miss those feelings, because it’s easier to long for an actual person than to long for someone who does not exist

Okay I know it’s been talked about often but I just remembered again how isolating it is to be a lesbian. I was with my straight girl friends who I love, and live with, and am very close with, but they start talking about trying to find boyfriends and getting guys and how hard it is and suddenly it’s like I’m not even there. Our connection will never be as deep as theirs can be because of this missing part of our friendship. I feel like my queerness is always just awkwardly acknowledged. I just wish it didn’t make me feel so left out