Im Unstable Rn So I Will Likely Delete This Later - Tumblr Posts

Last venty post for hopefully a while;

I just have to say I’ve been having a very bad past four months, especially past two, and it always brightens my day to come online and see that someone is vaguing me / my account / my posts again for almost no goddamn reason.

I don’t have to struggle enough in real life with exclusion and social isolation, of which I had another kind of traumatic experience with this past week, to come online and see people talking about me too. I am overreacting compared to a normal person but… I don’t care and my brain does not work normal, sorry!

Like I hope you know it’s not cute and it’s not funny. Why do I have to get messages from friends telling me someone is talking about me again. Do it privately for all I care where I don’t have to see it and it doesn’t have to trigger me.