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clingy hyunnie.

c l i n g y h y u n n i e .

holy crap that is sUCH a dream, im actually going delulu. this was so cute i wanna sob a little that its not my reality 🥲

Kisses at 3:00 A.M.

Hwang Hyunjin x fem!Reader

you wake up to find his side of the bed empty

♩one-shot, (I can't believe I'm saying this but) just fluff, pure fluff, romance, a not really well-written make-out scene, mention of jet-lag, reader is supposed to be on the chubbier side, hyunjin calls reader 'sunshine'

♩♩word count: 1.6k

♩♩♩A/N: this one's for my baby sunshine @seungly

"Jinnie? What are you doing up so late?"

The long world tour was over and your boyfriend was back home with you. Although you've kept up the habit of exchanging good mornings and good nights, as well as video calls for at least half an hour each day, it was still different from having him by your side in person.

JYP had finally let your boyfriend off the hook and decided to give them a long break. You wanted Hyunjin to go home to his family and Kkami, whom he hadn't seen in a long time, but he offered to spend this time off with you. After arguing back and forth for several rounds, you finally lost to his persistence.

Maybe he loved you more than you thought?

"Sunshine, I'm awake only because I'm still jet-lagged, what are you doing up?"

He had just returned from the other side of the world, and had not yet adjusted to the time difference. Although he accompanied you to bed at night, he only propped his head on his side and watched you slowly fall asleep with tender eyes. You knew he wouldn't fall asleep right away, he wasn't a guy who would go to bed early, but you thought he'd be able to at least lie in bed and rest for a while. Instead, you woke up at 3 AM from thirst and found that his side of the bed was empty.

With slight confusion, you put on your slippers and walked out of the bedroom.

He was wearing the apron he would put on when he was painting, holding a paintbrush in his hand, sitting in his studio, holding his chin and pondering something. The sound of your footsteps walking into the studio finally caught his attention.

"I woke up thirsty and noticed you weren't with me, so I came out."

You walked up behind him and looked over his shoulder at the canvas to see what he was painting, only to find it empty.

Hearing you say you were thirsty, he reached over and lifted the mug from a side table and handed it to you. You took it and looked down to find that it wasn't filled with water, but with brown liquid. You leaned in close to smell it, then frowned and pressed the bottom of the mug against Hyunjin's head.

"Drinking iced Americano at 3 AM? No wonder you have trouble sleeping."

"I only drank it after I realized I couldn't sleep." He somewhat sheepishly took the mug off his head, but excuses were still coming out of his mouth. "Water is over there."

He finished by pointing to a few scattered bottles of mineral water in the far corner. You sighed and walked in the direction he pointed after leaving a kiss on the top of his head.

"Is it a lack of inspiration? I see nothing on your canvas."

After finishing your water, you came behind Hyunjin again, wrapping both arms around his neck and resting your chin on the top of his head.

"Mhm…" He put down the brush in his hand and caressed your hand, rubbing his thumb back and forth against the back of it, "Why don't you give me some inspiration?"

Upon hearing those words, your face flushed.

Those words wouldn't mean anything to anyone else, but to the two of you, they mean… He wanted to kiss you.

He said to you a long time ago, before you were even dating, that you were his inspiration. And you flirtatiously asked him if he would be inspired by a kiss. He just stared at you for a long time and didn't say anything. You don't remember how you ended up kissing or how you suddenly became his girlfriend. The only thing you knew was that after that, "finding inspiration" became the excuse for kissing.

You sat across his lap and cupped your hands around his tilted head. His hand slid all the way down your back to your rear, and just when you thought he was helping you sit still, his hands gave your waist a squeeze.

"What are you doing with your hands? We finally get intimate time and this is what you do?" Your hand pinched the flesh on his cheek in return, his eyes narrowing slowly as he watched you.

"Like you said, it's been a while since we've had an intimate time like this, so of course I had to feel you more." His face squeezed up as he spoke in a slightly odd voice, but you caught it all anyway. "Do you even have any idea how much I missed you while I was away? Every night when I was video chatting with you, I wished so much that you were by my side…"

You knew he was just taking the opportunity to feel you up a little more while he was talking, but because he did look pretty cute, you didn't bust him and just listened to him complain for nearly a minute about how much he missed you this whole time.

"… So, you're not supposed to reject me." By the time he finished that sentence, his hand had gone from your rear around to your thigh.

"Jinnie, are you going to kiss me or are you going to keep talking?"

"Kiss please."

You lowered your head, closing the gap between the two of you. First, you press on gently, then you sank deeper, eventually your lips pressed tightly together, interlocking your breaths with each other. Hyunjin's lips opened slightly as the tip of his tongue slipped into your mouth. The kiss was sweeter than usual, with more tongue interaction, twisting, stirring and trailing in your mouth. You close your eyes and feel the sweetness and beauty with your whole soul. In this moment, you both forgot all your worries and just immersed yourselves in the emotions you felt for each other. It appears that he felt dizzy first, not sure if it was due to lack of oxygen or a rapid heartbeat, he gently pushed you and ended the kiss. But just the next second, he lost control again, feeling far from enough, lips slowly slid down to your ears, and then all the way down to the side of your neck, and then the collarbone, and began to gently suck on the sensitive skin. His hands slowly leave your waist and move to your chest, trying to peel away the clothes that were in his way.

But you grab his arm before he can succeed, stopping him in his tracks.

A red mark was left where he had been kissing.

"Jinnie, no."

He looks up at you dissatisfied, as if he wasn't done yet.

"You don't want to do it here? We can go to the couch then-" His hands returned to your hips as he asked, making move to pick you up.

You waved your hand in a hurry, telling him not to.

"It's not that I don't want to do it here, it's that I can't right now. I have work tomorrow and I have to get up early, so if we continue now……"

"You're afraid you won't be able to get up in the morning?"

He finished your sentence for you before you could.

Your face flushed as you gave him a light smack on the shoulder.

"You're off easy now, with all this time available to rest. But your poor sunshine still has to go on working."

With that, you gestured for him to release you for you to get off his lap. Although he still looked reluctant, your reason was indisputable. Unable to talk you out of it, he had to let go of his hand.

"Why can't my sunshine take a few days off?" He pretended to be talking to himself, but his eyes were looking in your direction, and continued when he saw that you were unmoved: "I couldn't be with you during tour, and now I still can't be with you even when I'm back home… Poor Hyunjin~ abandoned by Y/N~ so lonely~ so lonely at home alone~"

"Jinnie… You know that's not true, you know I want to be home with you too right?"

You put your hand on his shoulder again and looked at him with concerned eyes.

"I know I know… I was just kidding… But the lonely part is true." He stood up and took you by the wrist, leading you to the couch off to the side for you to sit down. "So, to make me less lonely when I'm without you, I'm going to paint you."

Your eyes widened a little, but he was already walking back in the direction of the canvas.

"You can just sleep here, so I can just try to paint you while you sleep. Thanks to the kiss just now, I'm filled with inspiration!"

You opened your mouth to say something, but you swallowed your words when you realized this was a way to make it up to him. In addition, he seemed really excited to be able to paint you.

You lay down on the couch and spread the folded blanket over your body from the side.

"Make me look good, I'll be checking in the morning."

Leaving such words behind, you closed your eyes listening to his chuckle.

......

The first thing you felt when you woke up the next day was the breath from someone on the neck. You tried to move, but you were tightly held in the embrace of that person, unable to move.

The couch was big enough for one person, but a bit too small for two people to squeeze together. You wanted to wake Hyunjin up, but when you looked up and saw Hyunjin's peaceful sleeping features, you couldn't bring yourself to do so.

"I just love you too much…" You whispered.

Forget it, you could take a day off to be with him. You couldn't bear to let him feel lonely.

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