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Inui x reader angst
Warning: Angst, cheating, ignored, falling for someone else, falling out of love.
These days haven’t felt right anymore. You felt more lonely and sadder. Maybe it was because you would come home to an empty house and fall asleep alone and wake up to the sound of your boyfriend coming inside the house. Just for him to sleep on the couch. You had stopped getting out of bed just to ask him to come sleep with you, which he always said no too. You wanted to know who took your boyfriend’s time and attention. Even then why didn’t he just leave you. Did he feel bad for you? You didn’t know.
Your boyfriend Inupi still hasn’t come home. You were on the couch waiting for him to come home. You were tired of the lonely nights. The nights where you cry alone. Wanting to know who took his time and attention from you. Wanting to know where everything went wrong. If he ever loved you or was it just a game. You probably weren’t going to get your answer but that isn’t going to stop you from trying. You were watching a dumb show that randomly came up on the tv. You looked at your phone and saw it read 11:00 pm. Zero messages. That was then when you heard the door open. You set your phone on the table and got up to go see him. When you see him taking off his shoes and coat you lean up against the wall. “What’s your excuse today?” You asked. You guess he didn’t think that you were still up from the way he looked at you and stopped what he was doing. Even then he just didn’t say anything. “Seishu…Do you still love me?” You asked, softly. Looking at the ground. You already knew the answer but wanted to hear it from him. To know that you aren't throwing something good away. Something that died a while back. Inupi just stood there, stunned. He didn’t know anymore. Did he love you? I mean he likes hanging out with you but he likes him more. Did he even have any more love left for you? Before he could say anything you just turned around and walked away. He just looked at you confused. He then followed you after a few minutes to see you holding his stuff. You then threw it at the floor in front of him. “Leave” You say quietly. Not wanting to start crying in front of him. You needed to keep yourself together. You didn’t want him to see you weak because of him. You wanted to see what his facial expression was but you knew if you saw his face you would start crying and losing yourself. You turned away before he could say something. You covered your mouth so your sobs wouldn’t be heard unless someone really tired to listen. You then went into your room and closed the door. You then slowly slid down the door like how your tears are going down your cheeks. You heard the door shut. You thought maybe he would actually try to stay and defend himself or try to make things work but you were wrong. You wanted to know when he fell out of love. When did the flowers stop blooming and the sun just went down and never came back up? Were the flowers and sun always like this? Were they always like this? Was there never flowers and suns ever happening? Were you just playing your feelings and mind that the flowers were blooming and the sun was shining so high in the sky.
You didn’t know when you fell asleep after crying so much on your floor. You woke up to your phone going off. You groan and get up from your spot on your floor. You then headed over to your night stand. You then unplugged your phone. You saw that it read Takemichi. You then answered it. You were confused on why Takemichi was calling you. I mean it's not like it was late out anymore. It was now about ten in the morning. You were expecting to sleep so long but it wasn’t like you minded anyways. Especially since you've been staying up late just to see… You then shake that thought of your head. “Hello?” You call out. “Hey, Y/N.” You hear Takemichi from the other line say. You then heard other people talking too. You were still confused on what was going on and things. “I was wondering if you were busy today with anything?” He asked you. You think. I mean you don’t have plans anymore. I mean you were going to hang out with him today but that wasn’t an option. “I’m not busy, why?” You asked. “You want to come and hang out with us then? It's going to be me, Chifuyu, Baji, Draken, Hina, Emma, and Mikey.” Takemichi says, explaining who all will be there and things. You smile softly at this. You were glad that you had people who cared for you and liked to hang out with you. “Sure. What time?” You asked. You heard Takemichi thinking and then asking someone, which you thought was Chifuyu and Baji. “How about in two hours?” He asked. “Sounds good!” You say. “Okay. Bye Y/N. I'll text you where we all are meeting up!” he says before hanging up. You smiled before going and getting ready for the day. You knew that this was going to be a good day for you. At least you hoped it would be. Since coming from a bad night this would be a good thing for you to do to help you get over him and just be yourself and have fun. You then went off to go change. You couldn’t wait to see them all!