Is This Me Oversharing Through Andreil? - Tumblr Posts

I was randomly thinking about an andreil fic I read once (don't ask for the title or the author's name , they are lost in the void) and I remember it was about young Andrew switching bodies with 10 years(?)older Andrew for one day. And at the time when I read it I liked that Andrew gained hope after this little visit to a future life with a partner he loves and a purpose and happiness that he never thought he'd achieve but then I just went on with my life and that was it. I thought it was a cute idea even though I didn't really get it, but OH BOY do I get it now. I would literally give my lung without hesitation to know where the fuck I end up and be reassured that yes, things will get better, what I'm doing is not pointless and one day I really will find my way. Because right now, with everything going to absolute shit and me being so tired and stressed I want to become one with my mattress and never have a conscious thought ever again, it's becoming a little hard to believe that.