It Felt... Empty - Tumblr Posts

when I first booted up enderal for the second time it felt... empty like i know this world ends up i know the ones i love will die i know i can't save them all and the looming doom that there is no happy ending because nothing can stop the beacons destruction and even if the dreamflower ending is real or not it still means enderal itself will never come back and you could never see it again or every place you've ever visited is destroyed not only that but all the endings where you live you can only bring your beloved because the other character is injured or immobile i used to play enderal so much that I could smell the world when I entered the game but after playing through brave new world the air was tinted with something sad and dark i wanted to just hang out with calia and jespar and tharael over and over again hearing 'i know i cant sing' from jespar or hearing calia call me sa'ira or tharael thank me for telling him about the dream just once more just to savor their company it was nice hearing their voice but the feeling of doom would never leave its been a while since i've played enderal to be honest im a little scared to go back to it again there were so many feelings enderal enderal: forgotten stories enderal: shards of order enderal spoilers jespar dal'varek