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suna rintarou x reader

summary: A rooftop, a cigarette. A drunk girl, a sober boy. A kiss.

WARNINGS: reader has an addiction to cigarettes, relapse, and recovery

a/n: I think the warnings make this sound a lot darker than it is lol the reader does struggle w an addiction, but they are getting better :) It’s mostly all fluff and comfort tbh but if you feel uncomfortable reading thats totally fine!

for anyone who is currently in recovery for anything: relapse does not mean failure nor does it erase progress ♡ 

From a distance, you are entrancing.

You’re standing on the balcony, mind far, cigarette in your hand. Suna knows you quit smoking long ago, and he can’t help but wonder what went wrong. You once told him that smoking is a habit you adopted due to the sheer amount of stress in your life. His heart aches at the thought.

You spent so long bettering yourself. Restless nights where you spent calling him, using his voice as a distraction from the itching feeling in your chest. Days where you would relentlessly chew on toothpicks, conversing with Suna with a small smile on your face.

He loves those days. You see him as a safe haven, and Suna couldn’t be happier. Reassuring you, laughing with you, loving you — there’s nothing the man loves more than existing beside you.

But there is nothing he hates more than watching you suffer. The cigarette creates an imaginary cloud of fog around you, haunting both you and him. He walks up to you with long strides, determined to clear the fog with his words and consolation.

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