I've Lived Close To Parks Or Fields For Most Of My Life - Tumblr Posts
5 years ago

I miss the lake.
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I draw some non patho related content this is the proof
I've never been at a lake
Or I haven't been in years
I miss reading at a lake
But I do neither of these
maybe it's wanting to do these?
feelings are confusing
I miss nature a lot
unsurprising for me
i've lived close to parks or fields for most of my life
they've always been a place where I can retreat to
I guess I feel very bittersweet about them
bc I'm rarely happy when I go into nature
but I like doing it nonetheless
I like the smells
generally nature smells like
unpleasant
to me I would say
but in a way where it fills very honest
ok i'm shhh