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Drunken Rambles, Sober thoughts.

Ship: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: You and Bucky are old childhood friends who enter each others lives again, only to work together. Everything went smoothly, you were best friends again. But, after a couple drinks jealousy brews in his heart.

words: 1,646 

A/N: I wrote this not that long ago but I didn’t fully proof read if there was mistakes but I am way too tired to do that so here this is. Don’t question the tellytubby part it was really late XP

You and Bucky Barnes have been best friends since you were children.

After high school had ended you tried to keep in contact but that failed.

Little did you know that you'd be meeting up with the man himself again when you got a job at the avengers tower.

You worked as a scientist there besides tony and Bruce. You'd also help patch up the team. That's all you knew about though. You never really thought that The winter soldier was Bucky Barnes. So when you saw him again that day, your world became brighter.

"Ms. Y/l/n  how are you?" You here from behind you as you are making your way towards the tower. You spin around to see Tony Stark himself.

"Mr. Stark! It's so great to see you again!"

"Please y/n darling, call me Tony."

"Oh yes! Tony! Well I'm on my way up!"

He chuckles and looks down at your single bag of luggage. "Is that all you brought?"

You follow his eyes to the bag and left out a shy laugh, "It's all I need."

Tony laughs and takes the bag from your hands, and walks you into the tower.

The place was so big and so bright, you were almost scared.

"Please, follow Pepper she will lead you to your room." Snapping back to reality to turn back to Tony and see him and a beautiful blonde women.

"Hi! I'm pepper! Please come with me!"

You nod and go with her, the both of you go up a single stair case that leads to a hall way. You look at each door as you pass and realize that you were going to be placed in the same hall as the rest of the team.

You squeal to yourself as you get closer to your door.

Pepper tells you all about the hand scanner to get in and explains about friday the helpful AI in the building.

You thank her and go inside. Finally alone, you plop yourself into your bed. "I think I'm gonna like it here."

~~~~~

After unpacking the small amount of things you have you make your way out and into to lounge area to see if you can meet some of the team.

There on the couch sat three people, who seemed to be in a heated debate about something serious. "Yeah but what if we were in the world!"a spiky haired man says

"Honestly Clint I want to deck you right now." A stunning red head says

"Guys guys listen!" Captain America himself shouts "if we were in the Teletubby world you'd go nuts!"

You giggle to yourself, causing the team to look over in embarrassment.

You walk over only to automatically be greeted by the tall blonde. "Oh hi! Y-you must be the new scientist here? I'm sorry you had to hear that! Steve Rogers." He says taking a firm grip to your hand.

The other two nod and say their names as well.

"Well is nice to meet you all! My name is y/n y/l/n."

You hear a small slam from behind you. You turn around quickly to see a tall brunet looking at you with hope in his eyes. You glance down to see a discarded book on the floor, he must have dropped it.

"Y/n? Is that really you?"

You tilt your head walking closer to him, you examine his face and feel your eyes water up.

"Bucky!" You fling yourself into his arms and he spins you around. "Oh my god doll! It's been so long!" He places you down then crosses his arms. "How come I didn't hear from you?!"

You match his pose and look right back at him, "it's kind of hard to contact a super soldier."

His face tints red as you hear a coughing from behind you.

The team stares at the two of you looking for a story. Which Bucky always tells best.

"Guys, this is my bestfriend in the whole world. No offense Stevie you're still there too."

Steve clutches his chest and pretends to fall down.

Bucky explains the story with delight as you gaze upon him He's changed so much.

After he finished you checked your watch and stood up quickly. "Oh my god I have to go!"

Bucky looks towards you with an alarmed look on his face. "What's wrong doll?"

"I need to get to the lab." You say grabbing your bag and making your way to the door. You feel a slight tug on your shoulder and stop. "Well y/n, I can be your hall pass. Let me take you."

You let out a sigh of relief and follow him towards the lab. This is going to be great.

~~~~

You've been working with the team for a while now. Everything is going great!

The group of you sit in a circle playing never have I ever, drunkenly.

"Nev-never have I ever kissed someone recently." Tony says like a child

You chuckle and put a finger down, you feel all eyes on you.

"Ooooo y/n! Tell ussss!" Wanda slurs

"Hehe okayyy. Well! It was this cute boy!"

All the girls in the room 'ooo' and the guys fake a gag. Except Bucky, he had his stare right on you.

"What was his nammmmeeee?" Natasha begs

"Alex! But mehh he wasn't good in bed... shhhh."

The team all gasp and giggle like a bunch of toddlers.

"Alright alright! My turn!" Sam yells "never have I ever had a secret crush!"

Most of the teams fingers goes down, all except yours. They all give you 'mhm liar' looks.

"What?"

"You have a secret crush doll." Steve says smirking.

"Well... it's not so secret though."

Bucky face heats up and he looks away.

"I bet it's on that alex kid!" Natasha says whispering very loudly.

"What! Shhhhh!"

Next thing you know it Bucky is up and out of the room.

You glare at Natasha before getting up and following him.

"Buckyy?" You say stumbling through the halls.

You feel yourself trip, not sure what over but you were falling. Then, you weren't. You felt a strong grasp around your waist.

You smirk up and the blue eyes man as he frowns down at you. "Bucky! You saved me!" He stands you up straight and starts to leave again

"Where are you going though?" You say sounding like a crying puppy.

He sighs and turns around "Y/n you're drunk. Go to bed."

"But whyyy? I want to be with my bestfriend!" He stiffens and walks back over to you.

"Doll... I can't fight you right now, go to bed."

You frown and look into his eyes, you step closer and start tracing his chest. "Y/n! What are you doing?"

"I just...my secret crush is on you... but I didn't tell you that!"

You say stepping away with your hands up. Bucky frowns, groaning. "What? You don't like me?" You says placing your hands on your cheeks.

He automatically straightens up and marches over to you, holding your sides once again. "No doll, it's not that..." You slide your arms up and around his neck, draping them over his shoulders.

"Then what is it?" You whisper

"Doll, you're killing me right now."

You gasp dramatically and sit on the ground. "I am?"

Bucky chuckles and picks you up, carrying you bridal style in your arms. "Come on doll, I'm tucking you in."

You yawn out a yay and pass out in his arms.

He looks down at your sleeping figure and smiles warmly. "She likes me..."

~~~~~~~~~~

The next morning you wake up to the smell of pancakes and bacon, and a pounding headache on the side.

You look over to see a note with water and an Advil. You pick up the note and read it. "I'm not sure if you remember last night doll, but you had a lot of fun. I loved listening to all your stories. Please meet me on the roof."

You smile recognizing the hand writing and try to remember the night before.

Then it hit you.

"Oh." You sit up quick. "Oh god no."

You get up and dressed, rushing out to the roof.

There sat bucky at a small table , he had two plates of breakfast in front of him.

When he finally looks over to you he chuckles. "Good morning doll."

You hesitantly make your way over and sit in front of Bucky.

After a few moments of silence you finally speak up. "Look. I know what I said last night but if you don't feel that way can we just act like it never happened?"

Bucky looks back over to you with that alarmed look again and takes hold of your hands. "No no no doll! Listen."

You relax slightly and look into those eyes of his. "Last night was amazing, I'm glad you said that to me. It took me every bone in my body to not kiss you right then and there!"

Your cheeks turn pink and you look away, taking your hand back and putting them on your face. Bucky stands up and walks around and over to you. He takes your hands from your face and stands you up.

"But I don't like you y/n"

You feel your heart pang, you search his face for answers. So many questions flew in your head. "What? But you just said-"

"I'm in love with you doll."

You stare at him in shock. "You. Love. Me?"

He laughs and pulls you closer. You can feel the hunger on his lips.

"Since the day I met you y/n."

You laugh and look down. You feel his cold fingers lift your head back up. His smile now a serious look, he was almost searching your face. "Can I kiss you?" You catch your breath and nod.

He grins and leans in, taking your lips with his. You felt your soul intertwine with his.

Why hadn't the two of you done this already? "Doll I'm sorry this took me so long."

You shush him and kiss him again before pulling back. "I love you too you dope."

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Jealousy’s a Bitch

Ship: Bucky Barnes x reader

summary: Tony holds a party, where you go to impress Bucky, only to see him with other girls. You spend the rest of the evening trying to make him jealous.

Warnings: Sexual innuendo, jealous/douchey Bucky.

words: 1,187

A/N: once again another story that will  probably have misspells! But I hope you like it!

You strut your way into Tony's annual party he held for the opening of stark industries.

You made sure to wear the most casual but sexy dress you had.

Now, usually when people walk into places like this it's because they want someone. But, you want to look fly, then go home.

Nat always told you that you look amazing when you show off your curves.

The party had their eyes on you as you made your way over to the bar were pepper and Wanda sat.

"Hey girls!" You said sitting next to pepper. "Hey y/n you look stunning!" Wanda says winking at you.

"Yeah I felt the need to look good! I want to party tonight! With my girls!" "Really? What happened to 'I don't like going to parties let me sleep' y/n?" Pepper says poking your side.

"I left her at home peps! Now I'm going to go to the dance floor, care to join?"

"I'll be there in a bit, don't pull a muscle party girl." Pepper says then pulls Wanda back into their conversation

The party was loud and everybody was jumping around. You scanned the floor for anybody to dance with and you saw Steve with Peggy. You didn't want to interrupt so you kept looking. Natasha and Clint. Nope. Pietro and Thor? Nah to crazy.

Your eyes caught Bucky. He, once again, was surrounded by different girls. Biting on their necks and whispering sweet nothing in their ears. He caught your sight and smiled at you. You quickly spun around and bumped into Sam.

"Oops! Hey Sammy!" Sam smiled at you and spins you into his arms. "Hiya y/n." He starts dancing almost immediately with you

"How did you know I wanted to dance?"

"I saw you looking for a partner!" He says, yelling over the music.

The two of you swayed together to the beat of the song playing. Then Sam decided to dip you so far back you could see behind you. Bucky was staring at Sam with the darkest glare.

When Sam pulled you back up he whispered in your ear,

"That man looks like he wants to murder me. Why don't we dance some where else?"

You laugh at his remark and nod your head, leading him deeper into the dance floor by tony and Peter Parker, not quill. He was off having a dance battle with Drax.

"Wooeee! Look at this smexy lady!" Tony says pulling you to dance with him

The four of you all danced together to some new song that was playing on the radio. Until, once again you were pulled into someone else's grasp. Bucky's.

The group of men all gave each other a knowing look and continued dancing away from the two.

"Well hello Mr. Barnes! Had enough fun with those lovely ladies?" He smirks devilishly and looks off, "Not as much fun as you were having with Sam." He says flicking his eyes back to yours.

You laugh at him and place your hands on his chest "Jealous much?" He growls and pulls you closer to him. "No! Me? Jealous? Never! What would I be jealous of? You? Pfft." His remark hits your chest. "Oh well I'm sorry I couldn't obey enough to you like those girl did." You say pushing away from him and heading straight to the bar where pepper and Wanda were still deep in gossip.   Not wanting to interrupt you decide to pry Natasha away from Clint and drag her to the balcony.

"What was the rush that you had to make me leave my boyfriend?"

"Bucky is a douche." "Yes, honey we all know that. What did he do?"

"He just pretty much said that I have nothing he can be jealous about. That I'm not like those other girls."

"He said that? Word for word?"

"....well he said I have nothing that he would be jealous about. Then laughed at me." "Well first of all he was totally jealous when you were dancing with Sam. I could see it in his burning eyes." "He was?"

"Yes indeed. Now I'm sorry honey but Clint and I need to get out of here. Important issue to handle. Oh and your lover boy is looking for you."

You laugh at her and push her inside. You can see Bucky pushing throughout the whole party. You don't feel like going to him so he can find you.

You turn and face the city and sigh.

"Nothing to be jealous of huh? I'll show you Bucky." You huff and march off to your room to change into the most jaw dropping outfit you have.

Ever see Grease? Well there is a scene at the end were Sandy comes back looking HOT! Well that's your plan.

You walk back into the party and walk back over to Sam. His eyes scan your whole body and he licks his lips.

"Why the change of outfits?" He says as you pull him into a seductive dance routine.

"Well I'm definitely not trying to get a certain person jealous."

He tilts his head then forms an 'o' shape with his mouth then starts dirty dancing with you.

The two of you were dancing for about five minutes when a steaming Bucky came over.

As soon as Sam saw his anger he threw his hands up and started walking away, winking at you in the process.

Bucky pulls you close to him and he leans down to your ear. "I was being sarcastic darling." "Hmm are you just saying that because of this?" You say pointing at your body.

"Doll, I got jealous the other day because you asked Tony to pass the salt at dinner."

You laugh and shove his shoulder. He smiles down at you then pulls you close. "But this outfit is killing me right now." "Killing you? Is it that bad?" You say rubbing up against him. He groans at the friction and pulls you to the balcony.

"How come you're dressed up like this doll?" He says kissing up your neck "You said I don't make you jealous. But now that, that's not true..." He grimaces and stands up straight, taking your hands. "Y/n I like you, and I don't want you changing yourself. Because I think you're beautiful just the way you are." You were about to make a sarcastic comment when his words registered in your head. "Like. You. Me?" You say stuttering out words "Yes yoda, I like you."

You laugh at his joke and hug him tight.

"Thank you James." His heart flutters at his name. He hugs you back then pulls away, lifting your chin.

The kiss was simple and sweet. His lips tasted like whisky and yours like Cotten candy.

"Let's go to your room." He says in your ear. You chuckle, "please. Do you think I'm going to have sex with you right after we kissed. At least take me on a date first." He whines and pushes close to you. "Where would you like to go then?" "I was being sarcastic, darling." You say mimicking him and looking in his eyes. He grins and picks you up, throwing you over his shoulder. You start laughing and hitting his back as he runs out into the party and straight to your room.

_______ Should I write an angsty part 2?

The Rebound

Ship: Bucky Barnes x Reader

warnings: underlying sexual tension but no smut, angsty but ends with fluff.

summary: Bucky broke up with you because of your anger issues and constant fighting. He soon starts to regret that when he notices you flirting with a guy at Tony’s cafe in the tower. He can’t help but be jealous.

Word count: 3802

A/N: this is the first fic I’ve posted in a while so I apologize if it’s a little Rusty!      

  You had dated plenty of guys. The relationships never lasted long due to the fact that you cannot hold your temper.

This issue caused the ending of your last relationship with your teammate James Buchanan Barnes. The two of you were inseparable, you had thought that he was the one. But your controlling personality had gotten the best of you and his words left you in shreds.

The day after Bucky broke up with you, you visited your colleague Bruce Banner. Banner obviously is the well known Hulk so you decided to ask him all about peace and becoming the humble person he is to keep the green man at bay.

Learning was difficult but it got you to where you are today. A single, independent, happy woman.

You had thought working with Bucky after the break up would've been awkward but that only lasted a day. It's been at least a month ever since.

"Hey!" You say, almost skipping past Bucky to the work out equipment for your usual routine. He held a confused look and nodded back at you. "Someone's rather happy this morning..."

You just smile at him and start your jog on the treadmill. You were about to place your headphones in when Bucky spoke up again.

"How come you've been coming to workout a lot more recently?"

In his mind he was thinking that you just wanted to see him.

You slow the pace of the machine and start your explanation, "Well...after we split I decided I should start training myself to keep my cool. So I went to Banner and he's telling me healthy ways to stay happier."

Bucky's eyes glinted with sadness for a moment then he let a small smile break. "I'm glad you're doing that."

You nod awkwardly and start your run for at least fifteen minutes before you decided you needed to leave the room.

Stark had set up a cafe recently that you've never checked out before, so you decided that was your next pit stop. When you walked in you were almost surprised from how nice it looked. You knew Tony, and you knew he'd never have some shabby cafe set up.

"Hello Ms. y/n, how may I help you today?" You were taken back by the fact this mysterious man knew your name but you remembered, you are an Avenger.

"Oh.. uh hello..-" "Nick.", he grinned.

"What?" "My name is Nick, I just thought that-" You start laughing softly at how nervous he seemed, in hope it would calm him.

"Hello Nick, I would like an espresso."

He smiles again and turns quickly, you assume to hide the redness in his cheeks.

"How long have you worked here Nick?"

He looked over his shoulder quickly then back to the machine to show he was listening, "oh, well I only came her about a week ago. Thankfully Tony saw my potential in coffee brewing.", he said with a small chuckle.

Soon your drink was prepared and Nick swiftly handed it to you. "It's on me."

You take it from him and gasp at his kindness. "Oh please, let me pay."

You say handing over money and plopping it on the desk while backing away before he could hand it back.

He hesitantly takes it while shacking his head, "You are dedicated, do you know that?"

You chuckle while waving goodbye, "I sure am, thank you Nick. I think I know where I'll be getting my coffee from now on."

Just as you were turning to go you stumble slightly into your old super soldier. It seems like he's been standing there for a bit. "Oh, so sorry Buck."

He had an angered look held on his face as he stares at Nick, but when he realizes you said something he quickly washes it off. "No problem doll."

You quickly make your exit saying bye to Nick and Bucky, leaving  the terrible vibe Bucky had pouring from him.

Everyday you continued to make your visit to the cafe for your daily dose of Nick. The two of you were like partners in crime. He was your bestfriend except with an underlying tone of a constant need to flirt.

One day when you went to the shop you saw Bucky sitting at one of the tables reading the paper like the old man he is. You decided to ignore him and go straight to Nick.

"Hey Nicky."

At the sound of your voice the blonde spun around and grinned at you. "Y/n! Hey, you're just the girl I've been looking for."

"Well here I am." You say leaning forward on the counter.

He mimics your pose, leaning only inches from you. "I've got tickets and a reservation for a movie and dinner tonight, all I'm missing it my date... a~nd I was wondering if you would like to come with me?"

You grinned widely and bounced up, "of course I'd love to come! What are we seeing?"

Then all the sudden he sound of coffee spilling all over someone's lap comes from behind you. "Ow! Ow oh shit!" You quickly grab a towel off the counter and go straight to Bucky. "Jeez Buck are you alright?"

He grabs the towel out of your hands and speaks through his teeth, "Just peachy."

He cleans himself up and storms out of the cafe, newspaper in hand. You look back at Nick with a confused look and he wears the same.

Walking back over Nick finally tells you the name of the movie, "it's called galaxy war, I'm sure you'd love it."

You express to Nick how much you can't wait to go while taking your coffee, paying and running out, saying goodbye. On your hunt for Bucky you go to the most reasonable place someone would go to after spilling coffee all over themselves.

You knock on Bucky's door softly. "Hey..Buck? You in there?"

You hear a sigh and movement come from the other side, then the door swings open. There stands a shirtless Bucky Barnes, smelling like coffee beans.

"Hey are you alright? You didn't burn yourself right?"

You tightens his jaw then speaks up, "why do you care?"

"Uh because I care about you, I just wanted to see if you were alright."

Bucky realizes how rash he's being and holds the door open. You see this and slide through.

"I'm sorry, I'm fine." He says grabbing a clean shirt and slipping it on. The door shuts as you take a seat. "What happened back there Buck? You've been acting all tense whenever I'm around. Did I do something wrong again?"

Bucky makes a pained look on his face, "Doll, come on, don't think like that. You didn't do anything wrong. I just...I don't.. it's nothing okay?"

You stand up and walk over to him, "spilling coffee all over the place then storming out isn't nothing."

These are the moments Bucky hates most. When the two of you were dating his favorite thing was when you'd be all cute and caring like this, because it just makes him want to kiss you. But now he can't do that. He can't kiss you anymore. Because you aren't his to kiss.

He stands there for a moment gazing at you before you stepped away, moving your hair behind your ear. You always do that when you feel flustered.

"Y/n... I just. I just really don't like that Nick guy. I actually think I despise him."

You scrunch up your face for a moment. "What did Nick do to you? Why don't you like him?"

Bucky just rolls his eyes and puts his arms out. "Why do you think I don't like him!? I get to see him flirting with my girl almost all the time!"

You step back for a moment and squint at him. "Bucky. I am not your girl. You threw that away. You broke up with me! I am allowed to be with anyone I want!"

Bucky almost looks like a spear had gone through his chest.

"I know! I know... it's just hard okay! It's not like I wanted things to end the way they did! I just... I wasn't thinking!"

You were almost livid, but you tried to keep your cool. "Are you trying to tell me you didn't want to break up with me?"

Bucky looked down for a moment, "...I wasn't thinking."

You grab up your purse and look him in the eyes. "I have to go. You have no right to be telling me this now."

Then you left him there. Alone. Just as he should be for treating you like that.

You tried to erase your mind of the news you were just given, you tried to forget Bucky. But after hearing he wished he hadn't broken up with you has completely changed your views. You shake it off and head to your room to get ready for your date.

You decided to wear a dress you had saved for Bucky. It was a seductive blank dress that flowed right above your knees. The neck line dove right in between your breasts. You knew it was something you looked absolutely stunning in. It wasn't something too formal but even if it was, you didn't care. You want to feel pretty tonight.

You made your way to Nicks room, you've only been there about three times. The two of you preferred the lounge when you weren't at the cafe together.

You knocked on his door to see a rather sick looking Nick.

"Nick oh my god." You said stepping backwards, his room reeked of puke. There was a look of shock on his face. "Oh no! Y/n I'm so sorry I didn't tell you I completely forgot. I've come down with the stomach bug. I don't want to get you sick."

You fiddled with your fingers, you were really looking forwards to this date. "It's alright Nicky, please go lay down. I'll talk to you tomorrow okay? Then we can reschedule." You say with a warm smile.

Nick answers you and then closes the door with a fare well.

You got ready for nothing. You slip off your heels and make your way to the lounge.

There on the couch was Bucky in his usual spot. His hair was a mess and it seems like he's been watching the same movie on a loop for hours. You take a deep breath before walking in and sitting down on the arm chair next to the couch.

Without looking over Bucky spoke up, "Don't you have a date you should be..."

Bucky's eyes trailed over your body. You knew he'd love the dress. You internally shake your head and swipe the thought away.

"He's sick with the stomach virus." Bucky breaks from his trance and scrunches his face. "Ew."

"Yeah so now I got ready for nothing." You say with a deep sigh.

"I mean.. we can go out to eat somewhere if you want to."

You go to protest but your stomach interrupts you. "Uh.. only because I'm starving okay?"

He nods with a smug grin and gets up grabbing his keys.

"I've got the perfect place."

The ride was mostly silent to where ever Bucky was taking you.

When he pulled into the parking lot you were taken back. This was the same restaurant Bucky had taken you to when you both first started to date.

It's this nice fancy place, good enough to match your outfit. Bucky was a little out of place but I don't think anyone was going to say something to the super soldier.

"Oh Buck..." He gives you a warm smile and holds his arm out. You hesitantly take it and follow him inside.

The waiter greets the two of you and leads you to a balcony table, just the perfect view of the stars. He takes your orders and swiftly leaves the two of you alone."

"I can't believe you took me here." You say almost breathlessly.

"I can't believe you agreed to come." he says shyly with a gaze of warmth in his eyes. You mimic his look and glance up at the sky.

"When did you get that dress?"

You look back at him and think, "oh about a month or two ago, why?" You know why he's asking, you'd just like to hear what he has to say.

"Oh hm, it's just that you look gorgeous."

You blush and nod, "thanks Buck."

He hesitates for a moment then speaks up again. "Was it for me?"

He has a glint in his eyes. You've definitely seen this glint before. He was thinking about what he'd love to do to you. He had lust in his eyes.

You hated that glint. All it did was make you fall into him.

You cough lightly, taken back by his question. "James, that's not quite appropriate."

He hums. You feel his feet playing around with yours. "Don't be shy doll, it's only a question."

You sit up straight and look him in the eyes. You can see he's taken back by your sudden change in demeanor. "Yes. Now drop it."

He pulls his feet away and rests forward on his hand. "Tell me about bean boy."

You raise an eyebrow, "Nick?"

He rolls his eyes. "Yes, Nick." He says his name with disgust in his voice.

You scoff, "I thought you hate him, why would you want to hear about him?"

He sits up and thinks for a second. "I just.. I want to know who's taking care of my girl, and if he's good enough to do it." He says with the most sincerity in his voice.

Your face burns only slightly. You loved being called his girl or doll, and hearing him talk of you like this is killing you. "Alright fine. He's nice, and kind. He makes me laugh and I like him. Nothing more to it."

Bucky bites the inside of his cheek and looks down at you. "And you were going to wear this dress for him?"

You widen your eyes, you really want to rip one on him but you keep your cool. "James! Stop it please. Enough with the dress." You say crossing your arms and looking away.

He leans forwards again, this time taking his hand to your face and redirecting your gaze.

"I'm sorry doll, I just can't stand the idea of you dressing up like this for another man. It really, really bothers me."

You smirk a bit and lean on the table, "James Buchanan Barnes, are you jealous?"

He mimics your smirk and leans closer, "it drives me insane doll." He whispers in your ear. The intense vibe was consuming you. You looked at his face completely, started with his eyes all the way to his lips.

"Here is your dinner folks." The waiter says, placing your drinks down and setting the foods next to them.

You smile and thank him, Bucky does the same. The rest of the dinner was normal, you chatted about missions and made small talk. The ride home was when the heat rose again.

"Don't think I didn't forget our little talk doll."

You stiffen a bit and look over at him. "I don't know what you mean?" He chuckles deeply and pulls over.

"Look doll we need to talk. I'm only doing this now because you can storm off and we can't be interrupted." He says seriously.

You just nod and wait for him to speak.

He clears his throat and straightens his posture. "I hate bean boy... with a pure passion-"

"Oh come on bu-" you say throwing your hands up but then get quickly cut off

"Hey, please let me finish." He says pushing your hand down.

You sigh and agree.

"So, as I was saying. When I see you with him it makes me extremely jealous, and I can say that with complete honesty. I don't like how he makes you laugh, I don't like how he constantly gives you coffee 'on the house' and when he undress' you with his prepubescent eyes"

You feel your stomach swirling, you look away from him for a moment to smirk to yourself. "Alright you don't like him. Is that all you have to say?" You say looking back at him.

He scrunches his face for a moment and sighs, "no doll, that's not what my point is."

"Then what is it?"

He focuses on the road for a moment then swerves over and parks on the side of the road.

"Jesus Buck!" You say putting your hands in front of you to stop yourself from falling forward. He quickly swoops is your hands and catches your gaze completely.

"I'm jealous of him because I'm still in love with you. I have been in love with you since we split. You've grown so much and you're so smart and beautiful and I miss you with all of my heart doll."

His voice is very shaky and his eyes are beginning to gloss. You can tell he has had this swirling inside him all night. You noticed him fidgeting for most of the dinner.

"James..."

Afraid of your answer he starts kissing your knuckles lightly and wiping his tears with them. "Please doll..."

You look at him, his eyes are closed and he's clutching onto your hands like you may run away. You smile warmly and wipe it off immediately. "You... you left me Buck."

He quickly looks up at you. You hadn't even realized that you were crying too.

He lets your hands go and brings his own to your cheeks, clutching your face. "I know I did, I know. It's one of the biggest regrets I have."

You want to hug him, you want to fall for him. But something inside you was still hurt. You start turning your head but he turns you back towards him. "Please doll, give me a chance." He leans into your embrace, crying softly into your chest. You sit there with your hands wavering over him for a moment. You bring them to his hair, you start running your fingers through it and massaging his scalp. You always did this when he'd cry after a nightmare. He pushed his head into it and sighed. "You hurt me James." You say dryly. He crawls up more and puts the top of his head against your collarbone. "I'm so sorry y/n."

You frown at him. Hesitantly you move your hands to his jaw and start lifting his head to look at you. He peers into your eyes, trying to figure out what you're thinking.

In that moment you lead his jaw closer and closer and place your lips on his. They are cold, and taste like salt from his tears. He sat there for a second before kissing you back. The kiss was soft, and meaningful. It tasted of sorrow but was full of crave and love. You pull away slowly and lean your forehead on his.

"Please." He says with his eyes still closed.

You push him away and sit up straight. He looks like he's dying to hear you speak, like your next words will choose his fate. "...if you screw this up-" "Is that a yes?" he says hesitantly "It's a yes."

He pulls you in once more and hugs you deeply. You can tell he's crying again, but you sense they're happy tears. You pat his back, "alright alright, but you've gotta listen for a sec okay?"

He sits up and nods, pushing his hair out of his face. "You can't have me then drop me like you did before, you've got to promise me that you are here to stay."

"Of course doll-"

"Promise me."

He sits up and takes your hand again. "I promise, I will never leave you."

You grin and squeeze his hand in yours. "Now, don't expect me to get back into this easily. You need to give me some time."

"I'll give you all the time in the world, as long as I can call you mine, that makes me content."

You peck his lips, "alright big guy, take me home."

After driving for a bit the two of you finally make it back to the tower. "What're you gonna tell bean boy?"

Realization strikes you, "oh god, I'll get to it."

Bucky pulls you in, connecting your hips and placing his hand on your hip. The two of you walk to the lounge to see Nick there himself.

"Y/n...wow." He looks at your dress and everything about you. "Hey Nick."

You can feel Bucky's grip on your waist tighten. "You look amazing." He says itching the back of his neck. Then he finally takes notice of how you're standing with Bucky. "Oh hey Bucky, what's up man? Where were you guys?"

You can see Bucky clenching and unclenching his jaw, like he usually does when he's upset. "We were just out for dinner, a date actually." You pinch him. "Hey what was that for?" He says to you but you push past him and walk towards Nick.

"We need to talk." Nicks expression changes, you know he knows what you're gonna say.

"It's okay y/n. We don't have to date, I understand if you just want to be friends." You smile sadly at him. "I'm so sorry Nicky.."

"Really, it's fine." His eyes are glued to the floor. You lean and kiss his cheek. "Goodbye Nicky." You walk away from him and give Bucky a 'follow me' look and he does.

When you were far enough away you finally speak up. "That was terrible."

Bucky threads his hand with yours. "I know, I saw."

You scoff and side look at him. He chuckles and moves you closer when you walk together. "Thank you doll."

You peer up at him and tilt your head, "why are you thanking me?"

"For taking me back." "Don't thank me Buck."

He stops for a sec, yanking you slightly. "Why shouldn't I?"

You turn to him, "it makes it seem like I did this for you, like I did it just because you wanted it." "What do you want me to say then?" You pull him to keep walking. "You don't need to say anything."

He hums to himself.

Finally you make it to your rooms. Instead of going your separate ways you both stand there for a moment. Bucky pulls you close, connecting his forehead with yours. "I don't want to leave you tonight." He whispers to you.

"Buck..."

"Please doll, I can make you feel so pretty. Please doll."

You smirk and go on your tippy toes and kiss him. He pulls you closer and you get lost in the kiss for a bit. When you finally separate he is smiling at you with lust in his eyes. "Goodnight Bucky."

He's face drops and his frowns. But he still accepts your demand for patience. "Goodnight doll." When you walk away your let your hands glide away from eachother. He waits for you to go in your room before going to his.

As soon as the door shuts you let out air that you must've held in. You smile and head off to bed, hoping that you have an amazing dream. As you start to drift off your phone buzzes. 'Goodnight doll :)'

You grin and text back.

'Goodnight Buck'

You Think You’re So cool? (2)

Ship: Bucky Barnes x reader

warnings: There’s curse words and mentions of sex

Summary: Reader is in college with three roommates. Bucky Barnes is one of her sweet but rude roommates.

A/N: y/f/d=your favorite drink. Also I didn’t proof read again because I’m lazy as shit so I apologize loves. (check bottom after tag for more notes about tagging!!!)

Part 1

You sat in your room hearing Steve scolding Bucky for what must be the second time that night.

Sure you had found Bucky quite handsome and you really wouldn't mind spending the night with him. If only he wasn't such an asshole. You stalked toward your bed and plopped down on it. You heard someone walking down the hall. They stopped for a moment, then You heard Bucky's door slam shut. You shake your head and go underneath your blanket.

There was a light knock on your door. You groaned and put your face into your pillow.

"Who is it?" you said throwing your legs over the side of your bed.

"It's Steve, just want to see if you're okay..."

When you opened the door you noticed that he looked quite disheveled.

"Come in."

He walked in and looked around like he wanted to sit, but chose to awkwardly stand.

"You can sit Steve." you said gesturing towards your bed.

He nodded and sat, looking down at his feet.

"I'm sorry for whatever he did out there y/n."

You sighed and sat next to him, "You do not need to apologize for his actions Steve."

He finally met your eyes. His face looked tired, like he has been studying for hours. His eyes were slightly red and glossy. Like he's been holding in his tears.

"But I feel like I have to y/n. He doesn't suck up to it to do it himself!" he says throwing his hands up.

You place your hand on his back and rub soft circles into it. "I'm okay Steve... Are you?"

In that moment he collapses into your arms, letting out all the held in emotions.

"I'm just sick and tired of having to do this! He's like my brother y/n, seeing him like this, treating himself and everyone else around him like shit is getting to me." he says gesturing towards your wall that connected to Bucky's room.

You pulled him in and let him cry. You and Steve have gotten closer and closer since you met, you pretty much have seen everything. Except crying, this is new.

"Steve listen to me, it's not your fault that he's acting like this. It's not your job to make sure he acts correctly. You need to worry about yourself. Let him realize that he's not always going to have someone being his guardian angel."

Steve sniffles and sits up straight, "It's not that easy y/n. Bucky went out of his way when we were younger to keep me out of trouble, to make sure I was happy when I was sick. I feel like I have to do the same in return."

He stands up and looks in your mirror, fixing himself up. You remember when Steve told you about how he was sick when he was younger. He made Bucky seem like this hero that always stuck by his side.

"You can still look after him Steve, you just don't need to be the one picking up after him."

You stand up and walk towards him, looking at his reflection. Steve truly was a very attractive man. Even right after he cried.

He turned to you, engulfing you in a tight hug. "I'll try doll. Sleep well okay?"

"Will do, love yah Stevie. Goodnight." You said watching him by your door as he walked down the hall to his room.

"Love you too doll, night." he said flashing his signature smile at you.

Just when he closed the door to his room you saw Bucky walking into the kitchen from the living room. He paused for a moment when he saw you. He must've snuck back out when you and Steve were talking. You quickly looked away when he opened his mouth to say something, shutting the door.

You know you're gonna have to talk to him again, but definitely not now.

The next morning when you left your room you noticed Bucky's door was open but he wasn't in there. That usually means he's in the dorm somewhere.

You saw him sitting on the sofa, he had faded black bags under his eyes and his hair was a mess. But, he was sleeping peacefully. You also noticed he was wearing the same exact clothes from the night before.

You cherished this moment and headed straight for the kitchen, making yourself a bowl of cereal. Then you quickly ran back, carefully, to your room.

You ate your food while getting ready for your classes. You stopped caring about looking nice about two weeks into coming here. While putting on your sweatpants, you checked yourself out in your mirror.

"Still got it." You said winking at yourself.

When you left your room your room you made sure to grab your bowl and spoon to take to the kitchen.

With backpack on one shoulder you washed your dish and placed it away as lightly as you could, hoping that you don't awake the beast sleeping on your couch.

Sadly that didn't work for you. The sound of lazy footsteps entered the kitchen.

You rolled your eyes and turned to face the suspect.

You made a tight line with your lips and tried to walk past him, but he raised his arm on the door frame, blocking the exit.

"Let me by Buck." you said dryly.

You wouldn't dare look at his face.

"Talk to me doll."

You've always loved being called doll, whether it was from Steve or Bucky or even Natasha mocking the two fit boys. But this time, you really hate it coming from him.

"Do not call me that, you lost your right to call me that last night." you said finally locking eyes with him.

He looked so tired, and broken. It even made you slightly frown. But you quickly recovered.

He looked taken back for a moment. "Doll please-"

"James I said no. Now let me go, I have class."

Stepping away, he gazed softly at you.

You glared at him while angrily stomping by. "We can talk when I want to, and currently I don't even want to look at you."

You heard him say a light "Okay..." when you made your way to the door, closing it behind you.

You wanted to slam it but you know that people want to sleep at 8:00 am on a Monday.

When class ended you headed your way to the cafe, you were in dire need of your favorite cup of y/f/d.

You ordered and saw Nat sitting in a booth sipping a cup of coffee. She looked like she didn't get much sleep either. But lets be honest, no one gets any sleep for school.

You walked over and plopped down across from her, startling her slightly.

"Jesus y/n, you didn't have to sit that aggressively."

You placed your head on the table and groaned. She tilted her head at you.

"Rough day?"

You chuckled and sat up straight, grabbing your cup.

Before taking a sip you speak up, "Rough week, rough month, rough year, rough life, rou-"

"Okay darling I get it, what's bothering you?"

"Bucky." you sighed.

She looked to you to continue. You explained what had happened and she got angrier with each word.

"You shouldn't have to deal with that! Do you want me to kill him?"

You laugh, shaking your head. "It's okay Nat, I'll let you know on that though."

The two of you sat together chatting before you realized that it was 12:00 already.

You both headed back to the dorm together, you had completely forgot about Bucky in that moment. That was until you entered your dorm and heard the sound of loud moaning coming from his very room. Steve sat on the couch with his tablet in hand and headphones blasting presumably an audio book.

When he saw the two of you he quickly paused his story before standing up and shooing you both back outside, closing the door behind him.

"You shouldn't have to listen to that, lets all sit out here."

You were on fire. Anger was coursing through your veins.

"I shouldn't have to be kicked out of my own dorm so he can fuck some bimbo, Steve!"

Steve was speechless, you've never had to raise your voice at him before.

"I don't mean to yell at you but I'm fucking pissed!"

You push past him, swinging the door open. Making as much noise as possible.

You hear the moans stop when the front door slammed, Natasha's doing.

You stomp into your room and slam your own door. The feeling of satisfaction rushes over you at the sound of it.

You can hear the girl Bucky has arguing with him through your wall.

'You said no one would be here!'

'I didn't think they'd be back so soon... we can finish.'

'ugh! I'm leaving!'

You couldn't make out what else they were saying  but then suddenly you heard a very loud, "You can't even call me by my name! I hope this y/n makes you happy! PIG!"

Then the door slammed once again.

Your face was painted pink. You found yourself laughing, then crying.

Your phone buzzed, it was Nat.

-"I'd stay in your room sweetie."

--"Wasn't planning on leaving :("

---"text me if you need anything."

you sigh and slide down your wall.

"I guess I'm hiding."

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part 3

You Think You’re So Cool? Part 3

Ship: Bucky Barnes x reader

warnings: There’s curse words.

Summary: Reader is in college with three roommates. Bucky Barnes is one of her sweet but rude roommates.

A/N: Hi! I’m so so so sorry for taking so long, I was really blocked with this story and that’s why this chapter is so short. I’m also sorry if I’m missing anyone who wanted to be tagged I lost a bunch of people who asked. I’m so sorry I know I suck :( I hope you all still enjoy!

You waited about an hour before finally emerging from your room. You had gotten another text from Nat saying that her and Steve were going out to give the two of you some space, pretty much telling you that it was time for you to talk.

The dorm was silent, when you made your way down the hall you heard some noise coming from Bucky's room.

You sat down on the couch and waited.

Only about 15 minutes later he finally came out of his room. He paused for a moment, hesitating.

"Are you just going to stand there Buck?"

he caught himself out of his daze and sat on the couch.

The two of you sat there anticipating what was gonna happen next.

"Are we gonna discuss the elephant in the room" Bucky said trying to catch your eyes.

You sighed and nodded, "Why would you say something like that to me buck? What kind of person do you take me as?"

He sat there, fiddling his thumbs. unsure of what to say.

"I don't know what came over me. I said I was sorry. I don't know why you can't accept that."

You immediately looked right at him, "First of all, you didn't officially apologize to me. Steve had to come into my room and formally apologize on your behalf. All because you're too much of a wimp to say almost anything to my face!"

Bucky was taken back, you never had gotten that loud with him before. He went to go speak again but you kept going, standing up.

"-and you know what? You're not only hurting almost everyone else, you're hurting Steve himself because he feels the need to step up for your shit constantly, feeling like if he doesn't he's not being a brother to you and taking care of you the way you had for him!"

All of the sudden Bucky shoots up and grabs your arm, pulling you right in front of him.

"This isn't about Steve y/n! This was supposed to be about you and me, about how I was a shitty person to you! I know I'm a fuck up, you don't need to tell me twice! All I wanted to say to you was that I'm sorry, okay?!"

You were frozen in fear. He was so close to you, holding your arm in his left hand like if he let go you'd run away. You hide your fear with a cold gaze, regretting blowing up on him like that.

He sees right through your gaze and loosens the grip on your arm.

"You aren't a fuck up Bucky... you just need to think of the people around you." You say placing your hand on his shoulder.

He can't look at you. You feel him let go of your arm and sit down.

"I have bipolar depression."

You catch your breath. "What? Is that true?"

he looks at you and nods. You immediately sit at his side.

"Bucky why didn't you tell me any sooner? I'm sorry for yelling at you..."

All the sudden he sits up and looks directly towards you.

"No! Don't apologize! I'm sick and tired of people acting like the way I am means that I can get away with what I do or say. This is something I live through. I say shitty things and believe that everyone goes against me. I'm the one who should be apologizing to you y/n!"

This side of Bucky was new to you. You've never actually had the time to talk about these type of things with him before.

You just nod.

"Please say something y/n..." he says falling into your arms much like Steve had.

"What you said to me the other night truly disgusted me, but I can forgive you."

He looked up at you, taking your hands.

"You can?'

You stand up and put your arms around your stomach.

"But I can't just act like it didn't happen."

He stays back on the couch, shoulders dropping.

"I understand...thank you."

You nod and take a deep breath.

"I'm gonna go out."

He looks at you and tilts his head, "where to?"

You pick up your coat and head to the door.

"Just out."

And with that you were gone, you didn’t know where you were off to but you were just heading there.

It was freezing outside and all you had was a thin hoodie. Walking alone.

You looked at the time on your phone, 1:15.

You found yourself just strolling through campus, getting that breath of fresh air you didn’t know you needed. You gazed at the wilting flowers and the cloudy sky.

Then out of no where the sun shines through the clouds, you feel droplets of rain hit your face.

A sun shower.

You started sprinting up and around campus, feeling alive. relieving all the built up tensions you have about all your classes and well... Bucky.

You crouched and laid flat on some dewy grass and let the rain fall on you.

The rain eventually stopped but you stayed on the ground, soaked.

You looked at the time again, 2:30.

Your phone buzzed. It was Steve.

You answer it, “Hello?”

“Where the hell are you?”

You sigh and sit up, looking around you.

“Somewhere on campus, I was just walking. Why?”

You can hear how distressed his voice is on the other side of the phone. Steve tends to act like the father of the dorm room a lot.

“Y/n, you can’t just leave Bucky after a fight like that and just tell him you’re leaving. We are worried sick.”

You stand up and dust off the grass on your pants. 

“Steve I’ve only been gone for about 2 hours.” You say in a monotone voice.

“Can you please just come back?”

You stand there quietly and look to your left, away from the dorm, then to your right, towards the dorm.

“Please y/n?”

...

“I’ll be home soon.”

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