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You are the Cause of my Euphoria - Part 1 (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/D1hrmNWQxW He tries not to let it show but he is close to panicking. Maybe she doesn't know of his obsession and admiration - but then again, the times he has talked about her in interviews are countless. And now she is standing right in front of him.

You are the Cause of my Euphoria 1 [Jungkook x Idol]

Apparently they find it hilarious to send her in every backstage room except for hers. And they do it everytime. After so many years she should be used to it. Therefore she is only half surprised after she opened the door and found a strage setting in front of her. Not seeing the faces of her managers and bodyguards but instead she looked at a room of busy stylists and make up artists trying to fix everything before the 2016 Mama Awards start. After taking a few seconds she managed to recognize the artists in question. Of course she has seen them before, but they only ever met briefly and quickly. Being busy and successful artists doesn't leave them a lot of talking time before and after shows.

It took around five seconds for the stylist on her right to recognize Stella. Relatively long, considering the fact that Stella emerged into the room as if it were her own. Being the center of attention most of the time, she enjoyed making every room a stage for her own promotion. Loud and dramatic entrances were her thing. Eyes and mouth widely open the stylist hit the colleague next to her on her shoulder. Suddenly two identic expressions were staring directly at her. The first one of the group looked briefly into Stella's direction only to turn his head sharply back to her and inform everyone of the intruder.

"Ehhh,..... I think we have a guest?", he loudly asked.

And suddenly the entire room was staring at her. Not really knowing what to say, she pointed outside of the room and said: "They always do this. They send me into a wrong room and then almost die while laughing at me telling them into whose room I ran. I'm really sorry to interrupt you. I'll look for my room and fire one or two of my people."

Silence.

So she continued: "Okay... Good luck with your performance tonight. And of course the award. I'm betting my money on you guys."

Finally she got a response, "Thank you,....Wow, thank you", said RM snapping out of his trance while the others were bowing repeatedly. She knew the names and the faces of the members. After watching the "Save Me" music video a dozen times with her dancers and dancing to it a couple of times, those seven faces were quit familiar. While bowing back to them she decided to tell them exactly that: "Save Me is one of the best songs I've heard this year and I am really jealouse that it doesn't belong to me. The music video was also one of the best. I just...", she squeaked, "love it. I really do. Especially your scene", she pointed at Jungkook, who looked at the floor, "the way you throw your head back,... amazing. All of it, every scene from everyone", she tried to gesture something with her hands but gave up, "...just amazing."

Now the other guys lit up and thanked Stella. What followed was kind of a bowing contest. A battle between the words "Thank you" and "No, I want to thank you for this song" emerged.

This exchange was interrupted when Stella's manager appeared out of nowhere from behind her. "Stella, everyone is waiting for you.", she told her impatiently while tapping her foot and rolling her eyes. With a lot of sass Stella turned around and responded: "I don't care. I found new friends who I like better. You can go now." Flipping her hair Stella turned back smiling to the room full of shocked expressions. Curios of who Stella meant with her statement, her manager looked into the room. "BTS!", she exclaimed while beaming at Stella, who beamed right back at her. "I know!" "Did you tell them how great Save Me is?" "Of course I did" "It is really great!"

The boys and their staff slowly looked around the room in search for a hidden camera. What's happening right now could only be part of some kind of prank. Even moreso as the third person appeared on the corridor snapping both girls out of their admiration. "You are embarassing yourselves right now. Let's go, you still have to get dressed", said her bodyguard. Looking down at herself in her hoodie and jeans while glancing at the boys who were already dressed up, she decided that that would probably be the best.

"By the way, I am announcing the winner for the artist of the year. Like I said, I hope you will win. We obviously are routing for you... and I really bet a lot of money on you guys winning, so it will be a win-win situation.", she explained happily. "I'll see you up on stage", she winked while waving and closing the door.

Behind the closed door the room was still frozen until someone quietly asked: "What just happened?"

No one had an answer.

You are the Cause of my Euphoria 2 [Jungkook x Idol]

He was about to have a stroke, he was sure of it. Whatever just happened couldn't be real. One moment you're getting dressed and the next second your dream of a woman is standing in your dressing room, complementing your band's work and even your own performance, all while looking perfectly perfect in a hoodie and some jeans.

Jungkook admired Stella since her early days. A sense of humor and sincerety always accompanied her, that he just couldn't get enough of. From the interviews he watched over and over again or her performances he even got to experience live, she never once seemed to be "too good" for everyone else. Even tough one could have thought that at this amount of fame and power she would be an absolute nightmare to be around, he never once got this vibe from her. And the scene which played before him just moments ago was prove for it.

Seeing her so close in person made him embarrassed of the many times he has talked about her in interviews. At that time meeting her or even less talking to her seemed so far away that he never really gave it much of a thought. But now all she had to do was search for an interview where he gave her the title of his ultimate dream woman, in the professional aspect as well as the personal one. But she was indeed his ultimate everything. How could she not be? An exotic beauty with a massive talent in everything that she does and an amazing personality on top of that. Who wouldn't be head over heels for someone like that?

Admittedly he has never really met her before but what he saw and heard today was enough to make his heart race faster that is does during his intense workouts. The moment she pointed her finger at him still makes his entire body shake. There was so much he wanted to ask and say to her. "the change you made in your music over the years is really inspiring" "the way you carry yourself in uncomfortable interviews amazes me" "your voice reminds me of an angel" or even a simple "thank you" for her compliments. But instead...nothing. He didn't feel awfully bad because even his hyungs couldn't form proper sentences and some of them usually never really shut up.

While the room was discussing what kind of prank this was and to which show it could belong to, Jungkook was contemplating of what to do next. If they were to win the big award of tonight, he would have to face her again. And judging by her personality, she would talk to them again whether they win or not. This made tonight even more nerve-wracking than it was to begin with. But how could he possibly open a conversation with her? Maybe the should just let his hyungs take the lead. Jin was quite a good one with the ladies. Or Namjoon. Once he shows his intelligence and talent, she would be head over heels. Considering that, every one of his hyungs could possibly make a successful move. They were also big fans of her talent and her beauty. One of them could charm her and they would live happily ever after. While thinking that something inside him started to change. A little green monster took over this brain and quickly came to a conclusion.

He would take his chance and he would make the most of it. Unfortunately, he never once thought that it wasn't completely up to him.

You are the Cause of my Euphoria - Part 2 (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/ywwuXAmWAW He tries not to let it show but he is close to panicking. Maybe she doesn't know of his obsession and admiration - but then again, the times he has talked about her in interviews are countless. And now she is standing right in front of him.

You are the cause of my euphoria - Part 3 [Jungkook x Idol]

It was her first Korean award show. She went to every important American award show there is, and fortunately even won. Being an American artist, it made sense. Still the Korean part in her also wanted to take part in these shows.

The award show was ecstatic to have her perform and announce the biggest award of the night. And so was she. She was a fan of K-Pop and she knew that she was going to enjoy the night. The cultural differences between her two homes were always interesting to observe.

One example just played before her. The reserved and polite beings in front of her couldn't figure out how to act in front of her. Of course she experienced these kind of situations in the western world, but never to this extent. It was flattering, yet she never really understood why. Her relationships or more the lack thereof was a sore spot in her life. To the outside it may seem like a perfect and successful life, but at times she felt empty. Her former lovers, those selfish and bitter men, somehow managed to push her down. Fortunately she realized that and successfully stayed away from this kind.

But now, in her early 20s she longed for nothing more than a supportive and loving partner by her side. Someone to spend her hours with instead of working around the clock.

But being in her position, it was almost impossible to find someone outside of the industry. Yet being with someone in the business was more a relationship for the tabloids than for them.

While getting ready for the show, she kept thinking about what happened in the other room just minutes ago. She wasn't acting, she really did like what she knew of this boy band. Coming from a small company herself, she knew how hard it was to prove herself to those from established labels. Thinking about it, they had more in common than met the eye. They too wrote and produced their own music and JiJi respected that. Artists who call themselves that while lipsyncing or stealing others work were a shame for the industry. Yet she personally knew more than one of these imposters.

So maybe befriending with honest artists was a change she longed for.

Her dress was definitely far from the conservative Korean standards, and half of the glances she got were probably only directed to her exposed leg. Her father warned her, telling her to not completely shock the audience, but that's not how she rolls. She loved the attention and stunned faces pointing in her direction while looking for a place to sit.

Being the communicative person she is, she absolutely wanted to sit next to someone, but seeing those overwhelmed faces, she opted for the row without anyone one it. And seeing that she was the last to arrive this row was probably prepared for her.

Slightly feeling out of place she felt watched, as if a set of eyes from behind were starring into the back of her head.