Just Want A Break From Myself If That Even Makes Sense - Tumblr Posts

not like anyone cares and i’ll probably delete this by the morning if not in a couple of hours but i kinda need to get this out right now. i can feel myself about to relapse again for the second time in the last three? months and honestly it’s so fucking exhausting when something so stupid like an innocent comment (not even towards you) triggers you to the point you lose all sense of self and suddenly you don’t know who you are and what defines you anymore and all you want to do is crawl out of your own skin and never be perceived again