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will you ever remake your YT channel? I know you played to the moon at one point and i really wanted to see you play finding paradise too :c

Absolutely! I’ve finally saved up for a brand new computer capable of recording and editing videos, so that’s a project I’m working on currently! 💥

Wow! ThePlushMinister did some digging and unearthed an archived version of my old YouTube channel from August 2013! For those who don’t know, my original YT channel and all the videos on it were deleted by my abusive ex. I took a couple years off to mourn losing everything, and boy howdy did the nostalgia ever hit me HARD looking at this!

Unfortunately none of the thumbnail images were archived (they won’t load in) and of course none of the links work anymore. It was still a wonderful surprise and a great feeling to look it over... I can honestly say that building a YT channel and the subsequent community that formed has been the most rewarding experience of my life!

Letting go of the past was hard. I didn’t want to move on at first. I wanted to do everything I possibly could to get back what I worked so hard to build. But nothing I did (and I fought HARD) could bring back the deleted channel. It wasn’t right. It wasn’t fair. And yet! Moving on helped me grow immeasurably. 

I don’t know if recording let’s plays regularly is in the cards for the future. I’ve been immersing myself in game design and find so much joy and satisfaction there. I’m not leaving completely or anything, The YT (and online) landscape has changed so much, and I don’t have the kind of motivation I used to have to try and keep up. All I can say is THANK YOU for all the love and support over the years, and I CAN’T WAIT to release my game for everyone to enjoy when it’s ready.

Relentlessly following my drams,

-Kip <3