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always you 𓆩❤︎𓆪
~ pairing: non-idol jungkook x oc (y/n)
~ w.c: approx 4k :)
~ genre: fluff + angst
~ au: established relationship!jk x y/n, jk has trust issues but is the best boyfriend ever, oc is a tad bit dense, oc’s ex is annoying
~ trope: miscommunication (but happy ending I promise <3)
~ warnings: none in particular, minor use of profanity, talk of insecurities and toxic relationships, implied sexual innuendos
~ tags: @mwitsmejk
~ summary: You don’t communicate and Jungkook doesn’t pry. Put those two together and throw in some insecurities with an annoying ex who doesn’t want to take a hint, you get miscommunication with a side of tooth-rottingly cute fluff.
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Your eyes opened slowly, taking in the darkness of your room. A warm weight was pressed into the curve of your hips and soft snores could be heard near the base of your neck.
You craned your head to get a glimpse of the sleeping figure behind you. Jungkook, your boyfriend of almost 2 years, slept peacefully.
Shifting slowly, you turned around and lightly traced the strong lines of his jaw. He twitched at the your feather-light touches but remained deep in sleep.
You smiled at the pure domesticity of your current position. It was a Sunday morning and the both of you had a rare off day.
As you stroked Jungkook’s dark hair, you heard your phone chime from across the room.
You moved to detangle your legs from his. He groaned in protest and pulled your waist closer to his body.
“Babyyy”, Jungkook whined, his raspy morning voice sent shivers down your spine.
“I’m sorry, love. I just need to grab my phone. I’ll come right back, I promise”, you whisper into the crook of his neck.
He gives a noncommittal sound but lightly released his iron grip on your waist.
As you slowly and groggily made your way to your continuously buzzing phone, your boyfriend let out an irritated groan.
“Good god, who the fuck won’t stop texting you?”, Jungkook sighed as he slowly positioned himself up into a sitting position.
5 NEW MESSAGES FROM *DO NOT ENGAGE* [10:22 AM]
Your eyes widened. What did he want? Is he back?
“Baby?”, Jungkook asked curiously whilst wiping tiredness from his eyes, his observant eyes picking up on your mannerisms, “Is everything alright?”
“Y-y-yeah”, you manage to stutter. “I’m going to the washroom”
You quickly grab your phone and run to the washroom.
Jungkook eyes narrow, as the gears in his mind started to turn. Something was wrong, who was texting you and why were you so spooked by them?
Whilst Jungkook pondered about who texted you, you were practically on the verge of tears reading the text messages from your ex.
- I miss you, y/n
- I know that you hate me but please meet with me one last time.
- I’m going back home in a week and I want to clear everything up with you.
- Please y/n, if you ever loved me, let me try to make things right.
- I know you’re reading this. Meet me at Marie’s Bakery across the street from our old apartment at 3:00 PM on Saturday, i’ll wait for you.
Bile started to form at the base of your throat and your heart started thumping violently. All the memories of you and Suho from back then came flooding into your mind.
All the nights that the two of you spent dancing and all the morning that you two laid wrapped up in each other’s arms.
However, the sweet memories lasted for a brief moment until all the sour and bitter moments started to flow in as well.
Those nights where he would drink mindlessly, yelling and throwing everything in his sight. The days where he would ignore you because he saw you ‘whoring yourself out’ when you engaged in an conversation with a male colleague.
More than anything, you remember how he ruined you; your pride, your confidence and your independence as a woman. And, how Jungkook had been the one who helped pick up the pieces of your soul that Suho mindlessly broke.
Suddenly, just the mere thought of Jungkook’s name woke you up from your trance, almost as if a bucket of cold water had been dumped on you.
You looked in the mirror, frantically fixing your messy hair and trying to wash out the redness in the rims of your eyes.
You took one deep breath and placed a smile on your face, walking out of the washroom.
Jungkook still sat upright on the bed, shirtless. He was leant against the headboard of the bedframe and stared out the large window.
Morning sunlight fell on his features, accentuating his doe eyes and his heart-shaped lips.
It was a beautiful sight, almost picturesque. However, the expression on his face was what ruined the masterpiece.
He looked anguished, almost on the verge of tears. His breathing was uneven and he seemed so hurt.
He was so engaged in his thoughts that he didn’t even hear you crawl into the bed next to him.
However, when you pressed your head into the crook of his neck and slid your cool hands across his torso, he jolted.
He looked down at you, his eyes searching your face frantically, almost as if he were looking for something.
“Baby...”, he started, taking your face in between his hands.
“I’m fine, my love. Don’t worry so much, okay?”, you whispered, kissing the tips of his calloused fingers.
Jungkook opened his mouth, on the verge of asking all the horrible questions that had been brewing his head whilst you were gone but he decided against it.
After all, he was the one who held you in his arms not anybody else, right?
The day passed by, with the two of you cuddled up against each other. You sat in his lap, a random TV show playing in the background.
You felt a pair of strong hands move towards your waist, as you felt him pull you closer into his broad chest.
Jungkook nuzzled into your hair and sighed. “I love you Y/N”, he said, dazedly.
“I love you more Kook. You-”, you replied before bursting into a fit of loud giggles as Jungkook started tickling you.
Everything was so blissful and happy. Until, you heard your phone ring.
Jungkook’s eyes met yours, as you begrudgingly got up. He watched your timid form pick up the phone.
Your breath quickened once you read the name of the caller, it was Suho. You quickly declined the call and slammed the phone down.
You walked back to Jungkook and pulled him into your chest. Turning up the TV volume, you ignored the look of concern and worry that he sent you.
By some cruel turn of fate, your voice messaging system must have been connected to one of the speaker’s in your home. Not even a minute had passed, until you heard the slurred words of your ex-boyfriend echo through your and Jungkook’s home.
“Y/NNNN.. you didn’t respond to my texts. That offended me babyyy... I know you read my texts, how dare you not respond? I know how much you miss me baby. I miss you more. I saw you the other day, at the coffee shop that we used to go to all the time. You still wear the scarf that I gave you on our third anniversary, don’t you my love? That stupid buffoon of a boyfriend will never compare to me. Look, even now, 3 years after we broke up, you still have elements in your life that belong to me. Anyways, just wanted to let you know that I love you and I will make sure to remind you of how much better I am than your new boyfriend on Saturday”
Jungkook stiffened and his grip on you grew slack. His eyes frantically darted between your frame and the speaker.
You refused to meet his eyes, as you felt tears start to pool.
“Y/N?”, Jungkook’s wavering voice was the first one to break the almost pin-drop silence that enveloped your entire room, “What is he talking about?”
Your eyes widened. “Babe, Suho recently messaged me. He’s in town and wanted to meet up but I didn’t respond or anything”, you said quickly, reaching for his hand.
He pulled his arm away as if you had burned him. He quickly stood up, his eyes flared with anger.
“Why didn’t you tell me that he texted you?”, he asked with an accusing tone.
“Excuse me? Jungkook, please baby... This is nothing, I didn’t tell you because this wasn’t important”, you tried to reason.
“Not important?!”, he asked incredulously, “Your ex-boyfriend of almost 3 years, asks you on a date and you don’t tell shit to your current boyfriend?”
“Kook, please.. You’re overreacting babe”
“Overreacting? God Y/N! Were you ever going to tell me that he texted? Or where you going to keep hiding shit from me? I bet you were gonna meet him on Saturday, I should’ve known that you still loved him. What was I thinking, of course you’d pick him over me”, he rambled.
You got up from the couch in an attempt to reach for him.
“Stop it Y/N! I swear you always leave me in the dark. Answer my questions, if I hadn’t heard this message, were you going to tell me that Suho texted? Were you going to meet him?”, he asked.
You couldn’t meet his eyes as you felt your throat dry.
His usually bright doe-eyes brimmed with tears at the lack of your answer. Loud sobs racked through his body, as he quivered.
You wanted to comfort him, you wanted to wrap him in your arms and wipe his tears away. But you knew that you were the reason behind his tears and that hurt more than anything in the world, knowing that you were the reason why the man you loved was in pain.
He looked up at the ceiling, taking deep breaths as he wiped away his tears. He started to grab his belonging and pack them into his backpack.
His actions awoke you from your dazed trance. “Baby, please...”, you pleaded, “Let’s talk”
“Y/N. I can’t even look at you, without hating you. I love you too much to be here right now. I don’t want to say something that I will regret. I think we both need time apart to realize what we want from each other”, he said in a stern tone, with his back to you.
“Kook, all I want is you”, you cried harder, feeling wet streams of tears fall down your face.
He stopped packing momentarily, recognizing your crying voice. He hated when you cried, because it made him feel like he was hurt too.
He took a deep breath and slung his backpack over his shoulder. He briskly walked towards the door, not looking back once.
As he opened the door, he stopped.
“I love you, Y/N. I want you more than anything in the world. But I want you to choose what you want. If you want us to be together, you have to be all-in. You know what So-hee did to me, you know how much I hate deceit and lies. Until, you realize what you want, let’s not see each other. Please Y/N, we’re both hurting”, he said softly, “I hope to see you again, okay? As selfish and pathetic as it sounds, I want you to truely choose me”
You stayed silent, watching his retreating frame.
You sniffed whilst wiping your eyes, it hurt your heart to let him leave.
This couldn’t be the end, right?
As you trudged back into your and Jungkook’s shared bedroom, your mind kept wandering back to everything Jungkook had said earlier.
Flashback (Start):
So-hee...
You remember So-hee and how much she hurt Jungkook.
You and Jungkook used to be class-mates, sharing a single 8 am class. It was a stupid mistake on your behalf to take such an early morning class but you had forgotten to log on the portal earlier, thus leaving you with no choice but to take such an early class.
So every morning at 8 am, you showed up to class looking like a total zombie. Coincidentally, next to you, was bright-eyed Jungkook, who happened to be an early bird.
Taking pity on you, he brought you a coffee every morning and shared his notes with you. These little acts were the foundation of your friendship.
Soon after, the two of you became close friends, with you beginning to develop a secret crush.
However, this crush was suddenly halted when Jungkook introduced you to So-hee, his new girlfriend.
So-hee was a beautiful woman, a year older than both of you and an active member of a sorority. She had voluminous caramel hair and plump lips that were always slathered in gloss.
However, her external beauty did not match her personality, as her personality was shittier than a garbage truck.
She was a literal bitch.
She had a nasty attitude and shit-talked everybody, especially you.
Obviously, poor oblivious Jungkook was too in love to realize how she was using him.
Jungkook was so blinded by his love for So-hee, that when you confronted him about his girlfriend’s bitchy personality, he defended her. Thus, resulting in a halt in your friendship.
During this time, you met Suho. Suho reminded you a lot of Jungkook; and being heartbroken and lonely, you did the only thing you could think of, sleep with him.
Somehow, Suho charmed your broken heart and made you feel special.
You blocked Jungkook on every app and pretended you didn’t know him out in public. You know that he tried contacting you and how he tried to apologize but was unsuccessful everytime
For example, at a bar downtown, you and Suho had gone to party. Jungkook happened to be there with So-hee. Once he saw you, his eyes lit up. He tried to move through the crowd to get to you as you sat at the bar alone. Maybe it was fate, but the exact moment that he was about to tap your shoulder, you were whisked away towards the dance floor by Suho.
Jungkook felt his heart clench as he watched you and Suho laugh together. Suho held you close to him, with his hands placed possessively over the handles of your hips. Whilst you draped your arms around his neck, bringing him down to your level. The two of you made out the entire night without realizing that Jungkook was watching with tears in his eyes.
Jungkook heeded his defeat and stayed away from you.
To this day, he will always say that this was his greatest mistake. Knowing that he loved you but not mustering up the courage to tell you. If only he was brave enough to tell the truth, he could’ve saved both you and him from a life-time worth of pain.
Years went by, Suho became the only man in your life and all the empty spots left by Jungkook were filled up by Suho. You and Suho were like a dream, however, you eventually realized that all that glittered was not gold.
Suho started to show his true colors; the possessive, manipulative and plain toxic version of himself.
But by this time, you were in too deep. You loved him too much and you were too blinded.
Maybe Suho’s behavior is what brought you closer to Jungkook. Because when you and Jungkook coincidentally met at Roma Café, you didn’t run away from him nor did you pretend that you didn’t know him.
You and him sat down and talked about life. Even though years went by since you two last talked, you told him all about Suho and the darkness that clouded your relationship.
Jungkook eyes widened with pity, as he tried to tell you that this wasn’t love. But funnily enough, the tables turned and this time you were too blinded by love to realize that he was right.
However, Jungkook loved you enough to stay by your side regardless of how much it hurt to see in such a toxic relationship with Suho.
Within weeks after reconciling, Jungkook opened up his heart to you as well. Telling you about So-hee and how he found out that she had been actively cheating on him throughout their entire relationship.
As he sobbed into your chest, you comforted him. You stroked his hair and whispered sweet nothings. Without even realizing it, you desperately wished that instead of returning home to Suho, you would return to Jungkook.
These late nights with Jungkook did not go unnoticed by Suho. He grew angrier and angrier, day by day. Slut-shaming you, belittling you and even threatening you out of anger and spite.
This was when you drew the line. One night after he finished his routine of calling you a ‘whore’ and storming out of the house, you packed up your stuff and left.
You went to the only place you could and that was Jungkook’s apartment.
When you showed up, rain soaked with 2 full suitcases, Jungkook said nothing and only opened his door wider to let you in. He wrapped you in his arms, the second you entered the threshold of his home, not caring that you were soaking his shirt.
He comforted you, the same way you had done to him. He stroked your hair and whispered sweet nothings. He let you sleep in his bed and he pulled up the covers for you. He cooked warm meals for you and sat by you while you ate, encouraging you to eat more. He showered you in daily compliments and praises and urged you to block Suho on everything. And little by little with Jungkook’s support, you got over Suho and fell back in love with Jungkook.
Flashback (End):
Your heart felt heavy. All you wanted right now, was to bury your head into Jungkook’s neck and cry.
And that’s when it hit you, all you wanted right now was Jungkook. Not Suho, not anyone else, just Jungkook.
You jumped out of bed and quickly grabbed a random hoodie from your closet (which happened to belong to Jungkook).
You ran out of your apartment, heaving by the time you got to the entrance of the building. It was pouring and the sky was inky black.
You didn’t know where he would go but you went with your gut. So within 7 minutes of sprinting in the rain, you arrived in front of Jimin’s house.
You pressed the doorbell of his house, panting. Jimin opened the door cautiously, but upon seeing you and the state of your body, he quickly let you in.
“Oh my god, Y/N! You’re drenched. Do you know what time it is?! It’s dangerous to be running outside so late at night. Take a seat and I’ll bring you a towel”, Jimin started, moving towards the bathroom to get you a towel.
“Jimin, where is he?”, you muster out, voice cracking.
“Y/N, please just dry off and I’ll tell you”, he says exasperatedly, “He’ll kill me if you get sick”
Within seconds, you dry off. Your mind was moving a mile a minute and the adrenaline from running was wearing off, leaving you sore, tired and cold.
Jimin finally returned with a cup of steaming hot tea. He placed the mug on the table in front of you and took a seat opposite of you.
“Jimin, please...”, you whispered.
Jimin nodded, sighing deeply.
“He’s in the room down the hall. Walk in quietly though, he probably fell asleep. Don’t mess up again, it took a lot of effort to get that big man-baby to stop crying. He loves you a lot, and I know you love him so please sort this out. I swear, I’m such an amazing friend to both of you. I deserve a raise, so you two better pay me back later”, Jimin said with a big teasing smile.
You pushed his shoulder playfully and walked towards the door for Jungkook’s room.
You took a deep breath and tried to calm your nerves, as you stood in front of the door. You contemplated on whether or not this was a good idea. However, the thought of seeing Jungkook again gave you the courage to finally twist the handle and walk into the room.
The bedroom was dark and nothing felt familiar, other than the faint smell of Jungkook.
The faint smell of familiar soap, was one that you automatically associated with Jungkook because it was a cologne that you bought him. He used it religiously, making your entire apartment smell like him and you came to the realization of how empty the apartment felt without Jungkook.
As you stood at the doorway with a bated breathe, Jungkook stirred. You realized that you left the door open, the light from the hallway filtered into the dark room. You lightly shut the door when you heard Jungkook’s voice.
“Y/N?”, he called out, groggily.
Your eyes watered as you made your way to the edge of his bed. You kneeled near the head of his bed and clasped his hand in yours. You brought his hand up to your cheek and sobbed.
“God, I’m so sorry. Jungkook. Baby, I love you so much and I am so sorry that I was stupid”, you choked out, your words were border-line incoherent.
Upon hearing your sobs, Jungkook immediately broke out of his sleepy daze. He sat up and pulled into his lap, patting your back comfortingly.
Your shoulders shook from the extent of your sobs as you buried your head into the crook of his neck, but your cries started to quiet as Jungkook soothed you. The simple action of being able to hold him close to you was enough to calm you down completely.
Once you stopped crying, you moved up from his neck. You cupped his face in your hands and stared into his bright eyes. His hands firmly gripped your hips, as if he was scared you were going to run away.
When he smiled his bunny-like smile at you, you smiled back. Overcome with nothing but hopeful bliss, you brought his lips up to yours and placed a sweet kiss on his lips. He responded immediately, kissing you back passionately.
You kissed until you had to pull away to breathe. As you refilled you lungs with air, you caressed his jaw. Pushing away awry strands of hair, you giggle again.
“I missed you, baby”, Jungkook whispers.
“I missed you more. I’m sorry about what happened today. I should’ve told you about Suho but honestly I didn’t want to tell you because I didn’t want to stress you out. I was just going to meet him to get closure. I want to cut him out of my life for good, Kook. I love you and only you, I want him out my life so I can love you more freely”, you explained.
Jungkook nodded, “I understand, baby. I was in the wrong too. I should’ve trusted you and let you explain. But Y/N, you can tell me about these things, okay? I’m your boyfriend, and I want to know about these things in your life”
You smiled and pecked his lips as a sign of understanding.
He smiled and pulled your head down to kiss you again. He rested his forehead against yours and sighed. “I was worried that you wouldn’t come. I couldn’t stop crying, I probably cried myself to sleep. I missed you so much, you know?”, Jungkook whispered, “I’m glad you’re here now though. Actually, hang on a second, how did you get here?”
You laughed nervously and rubbed the back of your neck, “Uh- I ran here...”
“In the rain?!”, Jungkook asked, “Baby, it’s pouring outside! Don’t tell me you got soaked in the rain”
You laughed and pecked his nose, before attempting to slide off of him.
“Nooo, babyyy. Stay on top of me. I missed you too much to let you go”, he whined childishly.
“Kook, I’m not leaving. Just wanted to cuddle next to you, I’m too heavy for you, you’ll lose circulation to your thighs”, you laughed.
“No, I won’t babe. I’ve been working out my thighs so that I can keep you on top of me forever”
You laughed but still slid off of him and lay down on the pillow next to him.
You felt him turn to you and wrap his arms around your waist, his face buried into your neck.
He sighed happily. “I love you, baby”, he whispered drowsily.
“I love you more, Kook”, you whispered back, listening to his breathes even out, a clear indication that he had fallen asleep.
You sighed happily, tightening your hold on Jungkook’s hand and fell into deep slumber, wrapped in the embrace of a man who you loved more than anything in the world.
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A/N: WOW!! Congrats if you read all of that!! Thank you for taking the time to read my work. This fic is something that I had in my drafts for a while but due to school, I wasn’t able to work on. But thankfully, winter break is doing me a solid and giving me time to write. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed. Please make sure to leave a like, comment and let me know your thoughts. I’m trying to segue way back into writing again, so feel free to reblog and share this story with others (with proper credits ofc). Once again, I love you all and thank you so much for you support <333333
- iris ♡
❀ Synopsis : You and Yeonjun were the power couple all through school, and everyone thought they always would be until he up and left with no real reason. Soobin was there to pick up the pieces, caring for you and the child that Yeonjun didn’t even know about, becoming the father she loved, and the man you adored. Everything is perfect… Until Yeonjun decides to show up again three years later.
❀ Genre : Romantic Dramedy Non!Idol SMAU (18+)
❀ Pairing : Yeonjun x F!Reader x Soobin
❀ TW : pregnancy ; motherhood ; parenting ; drama ; occasional angst ; crappy comedy ; fluffy ; lots of cussing
❀ Appearances By : Choi Seungcheol , Beomgyu , Huening Kai , Taehyun , Lee Heeseung , and more…
❀ Schedule : Gonna do my absolute best to upload every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday at 12:30pm EST
❀ Started : 20220729 ❀ Ended : 20220930
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profiles 1 ❀ profiles 2 ❀ profiles 3
❀ Prologue
❀ 1. Homesick
❀ 2. Disintegration
❀ 3. Pictures of You
❀ 4. The Same Deep Water As You
❀ 5. Fascination Street
❀ 6. Lovesong
❀ 7. Closedown
❀ 8. To Wish Impossible Things
❀ 9. Friday I’m In Love
❀ 10. Doing The Unstuck
❀ 11. Cut
❀ 12. Trust
❀ 13. A Short Term Effect
❀ 14. A Strange Day
❀ 15. One Hundred Years
❀ 15.5 : One Hundred More Years
❀ 16. The Hanging Garden
❀ 17. Us or Them
❀ 18. This Morning
❀ 19 : The End of the World
❀ 20. Going Nowhere
❀ 21. Truth Goodness And Beauty
❀ 22. Going Nowhere
❀ 23. Taking Off
❀ 24. The Promise
❀ 25. Close To Me
(The End)