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🍬 shower thoughts with chan.

– bang chan x reader | words. 678 | smut includes, jerking off, teasing, vv slight exhibitionism, minors dni, part 1 of 3

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chan needed a cold shower. and stat.

when he realized he was hard, again, he needed to cool off before you got back from class. slipping inside the bathroom in a rush, he undressed, and took a good look in the mirror, staring.

“control yourself, chan,” he told his reflection as if it would be of any help at all. “you’re just being a horny idiot, and this needs to stop.”

but the need in his expression didn’t get lesser and his dick didn’t get any less hard. turning on the shower, and shaking his head, chan let the cold stream of water hit his body, his eyes closing the moment it trickled at first. he shouldn’t be feeling this way for someone he just met a couple weeks ago. right? right. someone who he promised himself he wouldn’t fall in love with or get hard for. someone who would be safe every time you went to him. a friend.

how did he let this happen?

he thought about how he needed to be close to you. god, he wanted to fuck you even. give you everything and anything you needed. with his hands, his mouth, his dick - if he was lucky.

his hands fell to his hips, and it had been so long since he relieved all this pressure. and the image of you, shifting in his lap, flashed before his eyes,  encouraged by the water falling down his spine, and being incapable of stopping himself, he finally gave in and curled his fingers around his dick.

a groan, followed by a sigh slipped out of his mouth, and with a labored breath, he stroked himself, base to tip, teasing himself enough to let out another groan. 

chan’s legs almost gave away under him, and he braced his other hand on the cool tiles of the shower, letting his head rest up against the tiles as he continued stroking himself. the slow, rough strokes that had him thinking of you once again, shutting his eyes in both pain and pleasure. 

the thoughts he had about you if only you knew - just one of them. would you be scared of him? would you be ashamed to know him, or those thoughts? at that moment, none of that mattered, he’s going to talk to you about it, chan thought to himself. but right now, all he could think of, was how he’d have you under him - his lips exploring all over your body, tasting every inch of you, watching you squirm under him until -

“chan?” 

he couldn’t stop now, it was too late. this is what you did to him, this is what you made him feel, every single time he saw you, since the moment he sat down next to you in that music theory class. he heard your voice break through the haze. “y/n?” he replied, longing, his voice almost a whisper.

without stopping his hand, he turned around to face the direction of your voice, where he found you - standing in the open bathroom doorway, in your coat, your bag almost falling from your grip. your cheeks, chan noticed, were a deep shade of pink, your eyes on his fist as it closed around his cock. 

“fuck, y/n,” he rasped out, turning his body completely to face you, letting you see all of him, and he wasn’t even ashamed. it was too late now. “this is what you do to me, gorgeous.”

your eyes followed his movements, watching the way his body was just there, slumped, leaned up against the shower wall, chan’s fingers curled around the tip of his dick, teasing, and your blush spread. 

“i can’t stop,” chan groaned, desperate, as he forced his hand to slow down.

“don’t stop,” you heard yourself say softly as your gaze met his before shifting, your eyes moved away for a second to his fist. to the way he was stroking his cock.

“eyes up, baby,” chan said, watching you, his hand now moving faster. “you like seeing me like this, don’t you?”

note. anyways, to-be-continued i guess? lemme if you want to be in the taglist for part two. i hope y'all like it omg ‹3

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