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💛🏆 BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! 🏆💛 Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of eight people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out. 🥰🥰🥰

Aaaawwwww shit

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Thank you lulu you beautiful being ❤️🥰💕❤️

💛🏆 BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! 🏆💛 Once you are given this award you’re supposed to paste it in the asks of eight people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out. 🥰🥰🥰

Ajodjahudsdn 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️💙💙🖤💞💕❣️💕🤎💛💙💛❤️

THANNKKKSSS ELLA💕💕💕✨✨✨

I wanted to feel appreciated so I did my makeup now I feel better lol.

thank you so much 4 the follow! <3

You are welcome!!!

Also the Joe profile picture is just *muah* chef's kiss❣️

[{𝘉𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘗𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥}] ♡✧⁽ •⌄• ⁾ 𝘖𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥, 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘣𝘰𝘹 𝘰𝘧 8 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵 ~~ 𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 ♡𝘰。.✿ฺ。

AKSJDBAKIDH

thank you!!!

Y'all tryna to get me to cry on Tumblr today 😭

Mini rant time (ignore plz if makes you uncomfortable or you dont want to read.)

I feel like on here is my escape because for the last few weeks of being home from school, I had to deal with my weed obsesses alcoholic of a dad. He's beyond annoying and all he does is drink and smoke, not giving a fuck about my health.

My doctor's came to the conclusion that weed affects my asthma and causes it to flare up. Yet my dad chooses to ignore that fact.

But that's besides the point, my dad has been an alcoholic since I was 8 years old, and I've been through some shit because of it. He was an abusive asshole when I was younger and most of my childhood was spent without him after he went to jail for drug possession (he thought he could be a big baller). He came back into my life when I was in the 8th grade and our relationship has been Rocky ever since.

He's threatened to disown me because I'm pansexual, continuously tells me to stay in a child's place but wants me to help him with his relationship with my mother. He's made fun of my mental health saying that I don't know what real struggles are and that I'm just a spoilt kid with issues. When I was sent off to the mental hospital in 10th grade he missed phonecalls because he chose to go and drink instead of talking to me.

I just am so sick and tired of it. I beg and beg my mom just to go ahead and leave him. my brother and I are old enough to not give a shit anymore. Hell he's threatened to leave and I have literally told him to bounce. He thinks he's the big shit but he rarely does anything for my brother and I.

I used to hate in school when friends used to say I had the cool dad, and that I should be lucky I have my dad. No I don't have a dad. I have an abusive, alcoholic asshole who only thinks about himself that I just so happen to share my DNA with.

Hell,He claims he wants to change, but goes right back to his old habits. This whole rant was spiraled from his disrespect towards my mother. My mom was not feeling too good today, hurting and her allergies were acting up. He got mad when my mom begged him not to drink today. He proceeded to wait until my mom goes to sleep so say "oh the fussbox is asleep I can get shitfaced". Need I inform you that he was already intoxicated. It's annoyed and I'm very close to blowing up and just telling him the hell off.

Thank you for coming to my little Ted talk, and thanks for listening ❣️

How about one of my family members on my granddad side, knew they were sick...yet still came around.

And boom half if my grandad's side has Covid-19. Now we have to have to go get tested because they were around us with no mask (we had ours on.)

So wish me luck guys! We love inconsiderate family members!

I’m going through my iPad to find all of my drawings to redo them and I find this-

The laugh I let out was unholy ass hell 😭😭🤣

Last thing then I’m going to bed for tonight sad

Here’s a video of me from roughly 2014-2015, I was at BanzaiCon with my best friend cosplaying as England from Hetalia. I for the god cannot think of where my mind was at this moment xD

My knees want to hurt like a bitch when I have to go back to class 😭😭 I hate it here.

Whooo boiiii it's a Yandere Yeosang x reader x Mingi...and it's messy

If you are a Mingi and/or Yeosang bias...your gonna love and hate me for this damn fic 😭

I'll try to post my Yeosang fic today...but I really don't have the motivation to post it anymore.

For the past day I've been getting this hate anon and Im trying not to let it bother me. But it keeps ringing in the back of my head.

"what if my friends don't like me?"

"what if they're right, no one really reads my works anymore?"

It's really dragging me down, and I have so many fics planned but I'm afraid that they won't be read or even liked like my last two drabbles.

Idk maybe I'm just overreacting but idk.

Thanks for listening to my rambles,

I rarely where the color pink but it looked nice❣️❣️

Who wants to see the fit for today? Our school is having get on board day for the organizations.

@mingissoggywaffles and I are over our schools kpop club!

I did my hair myself! It took about 4 hours.

And hopefully if things go right I might record a cover or two today with my crew

ELLLAAAAA

you wanna see the outfit I wore today?

Does my skin have melanin???? OFC I DO MF

I have an AO3 account where I'm transferring some of my fics! Just to have them backed up just incase I wanna pull my braids out and delete my damn Tumblr.

THISTHISTHISTHISTHIS CAN U ADD ME TO THE TAGLIST??? U SAID YOU MIGHT MAKE A SERIES OF IT I WANNA READ THE WHOLE SERIES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

Of course babes! I'll add ya to the taglist! It should be arriving sometime soon! I already have a rough draft of it made up!

Hongjoong is about to make me act delulu I SWEAR-

Currently a depresso Expresso so I'm doing my hair again, almost done 👍

lex

this

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhelp me

How would you like my help lol?

I’m trying to get back into the flow of writing so I just had to write it!

Ok I may have a tiny mini itty bitty problem.