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🏩 What was my muse’s first time like?

sex + romance headcanons!

[ Slipped under read more due to potentially triggering content.. ]

Most people’s first times aren’t as thrilling or as comfortable as they might have hoped it would be and Roman was no exception to that rule. He was young, dumb and horny as a teenager which, combined with his repressive upbringing, made him quite vulnerable to the first person who showed the slightest interest in him. Circe was a vivacious woman who was very confident in her looks and sexuality, boosting Roman’s self-esteem during a time he was still questioning his identity. She was the first person who accepted him as he was but due to his lack of experience at that age, he had no idea when to speak up or how to stop when things were moving too fast for comfort. Their first time together was right around Roman’s seventeeth birthday, an occasion neither of his parents were interested in very much. Having stolen a vintage bottle of wine from his parent’s cellar, the two young lovers celebrated the evening themselves and one thing quickly led to another. Circe didn’t hesitate to make her move whereas Roman wasn’t certain if he was ready just yet, but the wine had chased away his previous concerns, causing him to give in her advances... He remembers that night with both fondness and regret, how he felt truly loved for the first time in his life but that it was also an experience that was frightening and even a little overwhelming for him. He’s never mentioned it to anybody since, keeping his lips firmly sealed when he realized he’d been taken advantage of and for all the love she’d shown, he was easily replaced once he no longer served a purpose.