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look at this plate i painted !!! she is food safe but she is too frickin pretty to eat out of and potentially damage!!
look at this plate i painted !!! she is food safe but she is too frickin pretty to eat out of and potentially damage!!
doing several pieces rn but !!! finally getting the hang of procreate bois.
Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Ann Davidow-Goodman, featured in The Letters Of Sylvia Plath Volume I: 1940–1956
[Text ID: I know I’ll always think of you with something like hurt and nostalgia―and a great deal of love.]
telepathically sending u so many good vibes tonight
one of the things I've been taking time to do to bring joy into my life is to purposefully make time for stillness. choosing to savor moments like rolling honey on my tongue, tucking the most mundane moments to the most vivid ones deep into the corners of my brain as if they are tiny, bright and shining gems. i think it's beautiful how much more ive come to enjoy life and the things n people around me.
this is embarrassing to admit but i forgot how i painted the orange.... so now i have to ATTEMPT to make the rest of the piece in the same style
been really mentally messy as of late, but one of the greatest joys i've found is designing the life i am living and want to live.
like yes, i want a green kitchen w big windows, but let's zoom in a bit more to dream up the reading nooks, the studios. zoom out a bit further to map out how we will achieve this dream of mine.
there's no greater happiness for me than Making the Life i've always wanted.
academic tea is the most SALACIOUS oh my god. just the way my blood boils hearing bout some messed up supervisors. FIST TO THE SKY
realizing im quite literally in my zuko era rn. except i have to be my own iroh
embracing that this season of life has: glowing skin, vibrant new people, rediscovering yourself (crying, paradigm shifts, n art), sudden shifts between missing a person who doesn't care to be in your life, and just joy, so much joy to know that everyone deserves love n themselves n kindness, knowing that this is better, life is better, and trusting every day brings gifts
OH SHIT and im a month clean of contacting my ex !!!!!!! yeehaw
guess what time of the day it is ??? it's time for me to fawn over my sister. had a shitty mental day. guess who calls me in the middle saying she's at an anime festival n going to pick up merch for me?????
i quite literally pine for the wrong people to love me n value me, when the people by my side are phenomenal? what the actual fuck dora
been filled with a sense of love recently; sharing some with you
been reading and thinking a lot recently on tenderness and the act of being intimate. for those of us who were subjected to any number of traumatic events being soft with ourselves or others is such a cherished experience.
you know not the level of strength it takes for someone to be gentle.
in a similar vein, forgive yourself for the monsters you might echo. forgive yourself if when the kindness runs dry the hurt still remains.
we are not in this alone. ultimately the practice of being kind, being tender-hearted, and fostering growth or intimacy is always worth it.
my therapist was actually pretty chill!! i felt very supported and that my issues were not too big for someone to hold for once?
IN MORE IMPORTANT NEWS: MY CARROTS FUCKIN SPROUTED MFS IM SO HAPPY HOLY MOLY BAJOLY screw my ex (i wish her nothing but the best; she is a lovely human but rn she is bad for my mental) I HAVE CARROTS HELL YEAH BOI
apathy is actually the most uncool thing you can do!! i love when people care too much. care more actually. try as hard as you can! fail spectacularly and get up to do it again. fuck the whole 'its uncool to be seen trying and failing' notion.
the most uncool thing you can do is abandon yourself and your ambitions. to not get up and try it all again.
had the most beautiful morning. m gonna write it all out and share it with y'all when i feel ready!
wearing a drippy lil fit going to my monthly movie and listening to 20190724
gonna preface this post by saying im celibate !!
walking post nut has ppl moving like a zombie frfr. (they were like a newborn deer) NO they were not they were hunched n twitching like the undead my guy
in an unrelated note does anyone know how to get rid of the soreness in ones knees from kneeling for too long
a short series on my thoughts on growing and ruminating!!