Maaaaaan I Hoped Sooo Much.... Or Maybe I Had Too Much Hopes From This Stupid Manga - Tumblr Posts

oshi no ko oshi no ko spoilers onk 161 oshi no ko 161 hikaru kamiki kamiki hikaru crow girl maaaaaan i hoped sooo much.... or maybe i had too much hopes from this stupid manga in the end we receive the Word of God that Hikaru was the Ultimate Serial Killer God's Eye Mastermind after all every expectation could have been subverted :(( the whole motto of the manga we lie to protect the ones we love could have been made true if only hikaru was truly innocent but lying and making himself the villain in his son's eye just to protect him and ruby and and and- ghjskjgk i am so mad rn sorry i have so many more words but rn i just wanna eat that crow and that whole stupid page confirming hikaru has been KillingTM ppl all along for.... god knows what? in the current era in onk people don't even remember ai that well so what exactly he protects by killing actors? what is the whole point and hikaru never idolized ai so why is hikaru killing rising female stars if he never saw ai as anything but an ordinary girl you can find anywhere what's there to surpass her? i don't understand crow girl i just don't understand i will close my eyes to this and return to yuseirra's hikaai comics *sobbing in copium*